i missed this

lyrics

i could be a junkie but i feel like she’lll still love me
i been feelin something, all i know is it ain’t nothing
she can catch me bluffing on the spot, i don’t know
dodging all these cops now i feel too exposed 
running from the show cuz i feel like a low
life
i been flying high in the sky w no 
kite
she told me she ain’t bite but i’m bleeding from my neck 
ion wanna fight but these demons got me pressed

oh, look how she running that
my face looks like it seen a couple racks
don’t fold, don’t worry i’ll be back
i gotta go ion wanna get attached 

oh no, look how she running that
my face looks like it seen a couple racks
don’t fold, don’t worry i’ll be back
i gotta go ion wanna get attached 

no, no

gotta go (prod. pariahkai)

produced by blue moon ring

im fucking up!!

lyrics

this life too cold

rocking carhartt w the new balance slides
i’ve been tryna get high been tryna get by
making money on my own
making hits i sold my soul
i been feeling so damn low
i can’t even love a hoe 
i been mainly all alone
drugs took over my flesh n bone
feel like i been next in line
pocket full of sunshine
acting tough try to run mine
tell you now you gon die
yeaaaa
tell you now you gon die

fucking up, we fucking up, i’m fucking up, let’s fuck it up
sadness overshadows me, perkie make me feel enough
perkie got me calling my bluff
i’ll tell you now i had enough
wake up in the morning sick
feel like i been in an accident

pocketfullofsunshine (prod. blue moon ring)

rager (prod. wavygvbe)

bonnie and clyde (prod. lil fari)

kiss and tell (gango remix)

growing pains (prod. novachance)

suga suga (prod. zhap)

paper trail (prod. insanto)

burberry (prod. adiko2two)

in your schedule (prod. shinju)

wishing well (prod. novachance)

time is money (prod. manyice)

First off ima have to learn how to die to me
All this music shit, yea this shit just my diary
Yea they tryna copy all my swag that shit piracy
Ima have get inside my bag and make all dis green 

Uh yea ima freak! Uh yea Ima geek ! Uh yea bloody scene w yellow tape like it’s Halloween!
Uh yea dream catcher uh yea catching dreams
Uh Yea ima dreamer but them dreams ain’t what they seem

Get up and do it 
make some bands 
And don’t you dare go and lose it 

This life I live 
ain’t mine so I can’t go in choosing 

They want me in the sky 
But I can’t let ‘em do it 

And I just pray
that they all find they way
Because haters gonna hate 
Killers gonna kill 
Saviors gonna save
And I’m not gonna brag 
Cuz tomorrow I can be on top of the world then fall on my face 

Like I said lotta ppl want me in the sky 
I been jugging 24 7 365
It took me alotta rock bottoms to realize 
This life I live yea this shit ain’t mine

dreamcatcher (prod. reset)

I jus made a bag ima fuck it up
All these muhfuckas on my ass they can’t see the doves
They all flying all above my head they wanna lift me up 
I’m an angel they don’t understand they don’t know enough
No no They dont know me 
they don’t know that I’m so holy 
whipping slowly in da Beamer we like 4 deep
Rip to Brodie we was druggin OD
I was living reckless taking chances just like tony 
Montana 
Montana
Take off yo panties hoe
Where my manners at
All they do is cap
I can’t be like that
I can’t be like that

I can’t even front yea this life is boring
can’t understand these losers like im foreign
I can see it all like I’m Horus 
And the car I’m driving fast like I’m whipping horses
I’ll give your heart back leave it on ur doorstep 
I can pick apart brain like a couple forceps 
And they don’t kno my name they don’t my name yet
All I know is I ain’t made for a fuckin pay check
They tryna watch me cook like I got the sauce
Got myself into some deep shit so I got outta dodge 
They tryna watch me cook cook cook but all I make is raw 
Got all these lames shook shook they can’t turn me off

montana (prod. lil fari)

count your steps (prod. lil fari)

facing the wind (prod. silver, shinju, mad makks)

kicking cans (prod. novachance)

neverland (prod. methboiswag, cast)

ombs (prod. shordi)

organize chaos (prod. silver, shinju)

run for it (prod. retraw)

to the birds (prod. insanto)

lyrics

always looking for something 
Someone who’s loving 
A Substance to help me
Forget and feel nothing
Girl quit your bluffin
I’m nothing like your last man
So quit ur assumptions
Ur last boy was bummin

And shawty got me all fucked up 
I was really strucgling i was really on the bus
Forget my mind jus leave it in the dust
I was doing good but i had to fall in love
Baby i been really tryna stay up off dem drugs 
But its hella hard when i still know the plug 
I wanna grow some wings, fly away like a dove

tell me it’s gon be okay
Cuz my mind tryna take me out the race
I cant see whatever i gotta face
Im always in this unknown state

4get and feel nothin (prod. novachance)

lyrics

i been trippin all night and day 
Thinking of countless ways to go and get this rent paid
I might hit the plug, get in the game
They locked away my brothas Id make sure I won’t end up the same
I thought I knew it all, in this brain
The way I sway, the way I relieve the pain
I was walking round in the rain
All dem demons on my back they went and took the reins 

This life is crazy ima have to write a book
Ima spend some racks make em back have a loser shook
Family members in da ground I can’t even look
feds snoop around tryna get a native booked
I ain’t never had a spoon all them spoons were cooked 
They were burned w soot x2 
Gma had me stay inside but them streets had me took
Then I picked up all dem drugs I was stickin to my roots

Swallow up my pride tell em that I’m lost
Tell em that I’m turning into something that i know im not
They gonna forget anyway so like what the fuck?
Fuck em all and make my bag I’ma really keep it buck

took the reins (prod. pariahkai)

lyrics

Depend on the day if it make u a stain
I remember the days when I walked in the rain
I remember them names on them graves
I remember when shawty was fuckin w lames
I remember the day I was getting arraigned 
Hemmed up w og who put me on game
Told me the only way to handle the pain 
Was face all your demons just like you a saint
And stay out the way cuz ppl police 
was juggin and druggin and throwed off fetty 
the fetty was poppin the feds on the streets
turned nothin to somethin but it came w a fee 
sat in them counties w my heart on my sleeve
watching friends change watch em od 
stood on my 10 in case they seen me 
Ten toes down no amputee 

Living life without a leash
These mother fuckers testing me
No I cant let them get to me
They cant take my energy

They aint in my pedigree
They aint in my lineage 
Who the fuck you tryna be?
Something else nobody is
Ima really do this shit
Ima really do this shit
Ima fuck around and now
Ima go and hit a lick

Ima have to double down
I been making money now 
Ima splurge a couple thou 
Make it back like by tomorrow
Ima take the harder route 
I dont really fuck w crowds 
I dont really fuck w dem
I dont care what leave they mouth

saint (prod. novachance)

No I cannot 
Get put inside a box 
I been thinking bout things a whole lot already
Ima buy out the whole lot get ready 
Time will tell if you’re really there for me 
I don’t really know if you gon be up in my story 
Struggle w gettin high yea I really like soarin 
But I’m proud to say that I’m blessed ery morning 
Hanging w ur love she in love she adore me 
Made a plan to make racks I’ll adjust according 
Outsidelookingin the whole world really snoring 
Flexed up shining like night im w my glory 

wake up and you'll see the sun in your eyes 
Baby I dont know if im gon die 
Tell you how it is like its my last time 

Gotta tell myself ill b ok, be okay
Im on floodwatch w the way i make waves 
Cut from a different cloth but i swear that shit is frayed 
Im my biggest enemy i cannot be afraid
 
World war 3 
Drop all that shit, come on ride w me 
Im out here tryna catch a dream 
Im out here fulfulling prophecies 

Take it all w me, ima break it off really, 
Erasing all my feelings, im jus dealing with this healing 
Im jus stacking to da ceiling, i wont have room for da bullshit, 
Stay away from me, cant stand a lame, he a nuisance

suninyoureyes (prod. @agoniafeels)

music video
https://youtu.be/Ve3IEJL0fCM

prod. by pariahkai

i cant try so i sigh at life
waiting for the perfect moment where im sacrificed
left offscreen i really am the worst
drug boy coma in the morning my whole body hurt
fool me once, fool me twice
ive been feeling fine
yea i wont mind
it gots me hynoptized
 
i know the world wont feel my pain
running around with nothing but my name
i know the world wont feel my pain
promise me, you will dig my grave

dont you have some place to be?
running from my gut, what you want with me?
ive been in a rut for the last ten weeks
all this shit you caused, now im LIL LONELY.

lil lonely (prod. pariahkai)

life is strange 7/1/19

produced by pariahkai

{{{lyrics}}}
looking like a joke when i mope in the DM
fuck wit a hoe then i go cuz i BM
homie brought the smoke face lit up like 3M
tryna own the day cuz you know carpe diem
looking like a ghost cuz a hole where i be at
fuck i need a dose havent had the time to relax
and she steals the show and i dont know how to react
i was over her then she came back and i relapsed

don’t feel bad i wont ask you to
im bout to split this xan in two
thinkin bout the times when i had a clue
i cant function, i had a few

hanging toys from the ceiling fan
feeling lil blue like whatsup man
nothing much crying wit a fucked up hand
hole in the wall wit a blunt on the stand

cant take much 
i hate trust
please dont take me back

dont say much 
i hate trust
no i dont wanna feel that

bad manners (prod. pariahkai)

lyrics

mayb im a ghost 
cuz she dont see me
ima drink the most
cuz its easy
sorrow in my head
sorrow must be me
cant get it out my head
its on the ceiling

and fuck a feeling
fuck it im healing

im only a man who failed
wake up in a randum field
when the candles still
hit the light the devils here 

only one i fear
is the one in the mirror
and my hearts right here
take it as a souvenir
well im sad here
its been bad year
well im sad here
its been bad year

sorrow must be me (prod. pariahkai)

prod. by pariahkai

single off of "7 SIGNS YOU'RE A PARIAH"

lyrics 

wonder if they'll miss me
wish life was back in summer16'
ten toes down I've been geekin off a bean
all I know is time isn't what it seems
never thought id ever get this down timely
everybody wanna waste besides me
not in the spotlight or the high beams
I'm in the corner saying "don't mind me"
is there a mortar? explosions beside me
all i know is that the potions inside trees
light a backwood then its widescreen
i feel good for the time being

I've been seeing life in slow-mo
danny phantom ima go ghost

hide in plain sight i got a couple blues
I've been feeling high i don't wanna move
what you wanna do? cuz I'm counting all these bands
if you have no clue baby come and grab my hand

high beams (prod. pariahkai)

idk i jus do this shit, nothin else to it

inquires
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