No I cannot 
Get put inside a box 
I been thinking bout things a whole lot already
Ima buy out the whole lot get ready 
Time will tell if you’re really there for me 
I don’t really know if you gon be up in my story 
Struggle w gettin high yea I really like soarin 
But I’m proud to say that I’m blessed ery morning 
Hanging w ur love she in love she adore me 
Made a plan to make racks I’ll adjust according 
Outsidelookingin the whole world really snoring 
Flexed up shining like night im w my glory 

wake up and you'll see the sun in your eyes 
Baby I dont know if im gon die 
Tell you how it is like its my last time 

Gotta tell myself ill b ok, be okay
Im on floodwatch w the way i make waves 
Cut from a different cloth but i swear that shit is frayed 
Im my biggest enemy i cannot be afraid
 
World war 3 
Drop all that shit, come on ride w me 
Im out here tryna catch a dream 
Im out here fulfulling prophecies 

Take it all w me, ima break it off really, 
Erasing all my feelings, im jus dealing with this healing 
Im jus stacking to da ceiling, i wont have room for da bullshit, 
Stay away from me, cant stand a lame, he a nuisance

Suninyoureyes (agoniafeels)

Ima bull ima dog like I go to Yale
And I fuck w dat broad she don’t kiss n tell
And I gotta thank god that I’m not in jail
Cuz all the things I did I should be in hell
Ima make it back ima go prevail 
Ima make da dolla bills get it in my nails
Ima get anotha 10 like da nfl 
Make it make sense thats mah note to self

I wouldnt change a damn thing about my dark days 
I wasnt feeling her i had to part ways 
Had to cut her off save her the heartache 
cold mf im in my ice age

Fighting off these shadows in my mind 
Fingers crossed waiting for a sign (wait)
Everywhere i look i see a nine 
Every full moon i come alive (blade)
Pull up on block im crusin side (ways)
Paranoid i just wanna hide (away)
Way too used to hiding all da (weight)
Fake muhfuckas paper machet

Yale (3nalog)

lyrics

Yea dey tryna deceive me 
Get me in mah feelins
Get me out my reason
I been busy fightin demons
Bloomin like a lotus
I cant lose my focus
Bitch im fully loaded
Walk around like i own shit
Yea he my opponent 
Fuck that boy he boneless
Been thru none he born rich
Swear dat bitch so borin 
Hit it from da back and im zonin 
My heads overloaded
Swear i was so hopeless
Finna cut down the dosage
Tired of overdosing
Fuck all dem emotions
Pop up shawty lets go in

Is this part where you love me
Or the part where you do all my pills?
Sometimes the days can be sunny 
Sometimes they ugly whats the deal?
I thought homeboy was plugging but I just saw him and paid for his meal
Don’t get me wrong I struggled deep in the rubble like Israel
But I chose to grab a shovel and start to dig like a buffalo bill
Everybody be bugging bitch I had to get out of da field 
Lot of my homies still drugging pray eryday they don’t get themselves killed
Shout out my brother I’ll always love him hope that he knows how I feel

Cuz my heads in the clouds, my hearts in the dark
And these hoes in the room, but i dont feel no part
And da moneys all around but im staring at the stars
And these demons on my shoulders tryna reopen dese scars

These Scars (3nalog, vanni)

Think2much (madd makks)

Mismatch (reddmillz)

Hate and Love (velvet)

Number1Fan (methboiswag)

Don't Trip (luvxomea)

Lowkey (novachance)

I’ll Still Be Here (3nalog, sopel)

lyrics

Mark my words ima get it in 
I know this shit hurts but u gotta win
Thats what i tell myself everytime i trip
Everytime i hear sum bullshit flying off they lip
Yea i climbed up outta hell feel it on my skin
And It burns so bad yea its achin
She wanna eat my heart why u waitin
Do it while im on the couch sleep faded 

Will u show urself?
Will u show urself?
Will u show urself?
Will u show urself?

She cant play me 
Play me for a sucka
I came from the worst way
From the gutta
Hustling in my blood 
got it from my motha
Ion hang w no one except my brotha
Ion trust no one i stay in cover
She dont know what to do im like no other
I got a pocket full of blues i aint worrried bout her
Give anyeone time and theyll turn sour

Climbed Outta Hell (mitchxy)

Lyrics 

im so fly im so fly im so medicated
Gettin to dis paper like ill die if i dont make it
I been poppin off at erything i aint waitin
I been itching w this bitch she so bad im so dedicated
All i see is green like im in matrix
She talkin bout me savin huh but i need da savin
Ion get along w motherfuckers they just seem too basic
I remember making beats no dollas hustlin in da basement 

All about dat dope 
Im gon light it up n smoke it
Had ta skrt that hoe
Cuz she talking like a broke bitch
I cant handle her she can barely handle my life
Im still on da drugs still connected like the wifi
In my room seeing colors like some tye dye
She ran up out my room saying “omg hes so high”
“Someone call a medic  or someone it dont feel right”
 Shawty you go fuck up your own vibes dont go ruin mine
This shit suicide but you cant decide
The reaper finna slide just dont know what time
I cant slow down i cant see the signs
I cant slow down i cant see the signs

Dedicated (shordi, agoniafeels)

Ima route runner call me tyreek
I been hanging w my twin yea we siamese
Had to fuck that hoe again im so hungry 
I want seconds i want thirds i want the whole bean
Swear ta god dat pussy so damn tight she must do Pilates 
Dont get mad ya girl feel a type of way n call me papi
They make sure i stay up out in sight so they can copy 
Im out my body  im poppin molly

(So you’re a musician? 
More like a Pariah)

Keep my thoughts all to myself jus me and my favorite headphones
There aint no one on my level i swear i hear an echo
I aint w the drama u can save that for ur headstone
How many days did i party? I been high since da get go
Im high like jeff hardy, i aint boutta wrestle
We ain’t talkin, im just tryna slide in when i bend hoes
Quit ya cappin, you was out there hurting i had to lend clothes
I see you in a scat on da net is that ur uncles?

Fuck them motherfuckas they switched up, they switched up
I been out here waiting tryna think about us
I been wondering why, why these drugs aint enough 
She think im trippen i dont give a fuck about love

My Favorite Headphones (1eworld)

Lyrics

I aint pick my phone up lately
I been into trouble my demons take me
My mind a constant battle yea this shit slavery
This life shit a hassle yea this shit daily
geek got my tassle i graduated 
high af looking like i meditated
Looking for a hoe who can match my crazy
Most these bitches plain they just way too basic

Ima rock w her ima take her on a vacay
She dont need no make up on she really just a plain jane
Gettin to this money while yall muhfuckas stay lame
I been tryin change it up i aint tryna maintain 
I been tryin change it up i been tryna switch lanes
I been runnin outta love next one gon get all da pain

Im jus tryna count it up, im jus tryna count it up

Lookin back, lookin back, i was sleepin on floor tryna warm up in the trap
Look at that, look at that i been stackin i aint neva gon look back
Remember that, remember that, hm hmmm

Plain Jane (agoniafeels)

Lyrics 


Kai: 

Bitch i had to get a bill
This world hella crazy gotta ride round w a steel
Fuckin w a smart girl she a sleeper she a steal
Have ta watch my back they som people who dont wan me here
I can feel em talkin cuz im sneezin with no cure
Im know im that glowin up cuz old friends shed a tear
I know that im glowin up cuz grandma shed a tear
Had to cut some people off they upped their funny up this year

Finna up my money this year
Eva since i sent a prayer up i can see clear
Had ta take a minute and look up and see the mirror
I couldnt see shit it was too bright to actually peer
Life been way too hectic but i respect it show no fear
Diamonds shine on my necklace, get up outta mah section, fuck outta here
Really finna get ta steppin, there aint no more guessin, ima know the deal
At da hotel check in, w a fake name cuz i dont know who real

Froze:

I been getting to the money
Now 
gotta smoke away the pain
When Im feeling down
She said that she miss me 
why u never come around 
I been feeling like im empty
I still stand my ground 
had to get it on my own 
I had nobody else 
I been working over time 
U still on the couch
I been getting too damn high 
I need 100 pounds 
paranoid somebody creeping 
gotta keep some rounds 

Everybody switching up 
I just stay the same 
never really cared about
what they be saying 
I know that they gonna hate me 
any fucking way 
imma addict 
imma outcast
baby I can’t change 
I think that my heart is frozen 
cuz I feel so numb
the last time that we spoken 
I was on the drugs
now im always floating  Looking like im lost
When I get the check 
I be like fuck the cost

Crazy World ft. FROZE2DEATH (1eworld)

stray from “post partum”

lyrics 

Hey baby i been thinking bout you and i 
You the only other thing to keep me out my mind
Besides the liquor n the drugs n the dollar signs
all dem drugs they gon cost you, they gon rob me blind
Thinking bout dem dollar bills jus gonna blow my high
Baby i wonder why i aint in the sky
Od’d in my bedroom with no one else by my side

Baby i 
Might give it a try
The gold membership
To the 27 club
I have a feeling i 
Might qualify 
I been hot i been different i been fucking it up


Baby I
Apologize 
I been partying every night I been running amuck
Like to roll the dice 
Like to shoot for the sky
But u too fire
Got me thinking that im pressing my luck

27Club (agoniafeels)

Single from “Post Partum”

Lyrics

Need a new hoe
This bitch tweaking 
I been out here 
I been geeking 
I been real fucked up for da weekend
If they aint gon like me go head beat it
aint gon lie i been defeated
Took some L’s 
But i aint leaving
Yea the fall define the man, how he treat it
If he brush it off, stop the bleeding
Yea im tryna hustling hard every season
I been looking to the stars for a reason
Tell my momma hi, while im weeping
I just wish she here w me breathing 

Shit aint fair
It never was
Yea i dealt my cards 
Im goin up
Yea i was on dem drugs
Then i quit dem drugs
back on the drugs 
And i dont give a fuck

And thats scary to me
Cuz i usually do
Throwing dueces 
K2

Hard times made me
No food, we was just babies
Oxycontin, Meth and fentanyl 
Mom was hustling hard
She had ta get it off
Now I understand why she had it bad
She was like me, them demons on her back

2025 and her son tryna stay alive
He still make his lil music the shit he do on the side
Taking care of his brother cuz that’s all that he got
Life been strange, life been cold, life been dark

HardTimesMadeMe (novachance)

SelfDestruct (peril)

ReoccuringDreams (novachance)

Can’tFeelMyFace (novachance)

LifeOfTheParty (luvxomea)

Ghost (peril)

Lyrics 


If ima gambling man ima bet on myself
Did pretty good for a kid with no out
Cuz where i come from you usually dead or in Jail
I was high as hell gettin packs thru the fuckin mail, I was trippen
She said im the only one she feeling… man who she kidding?
She dont know i play this game too, god damn im petty
She tryna have something special so i told her i aint ready
Its not she not good enough its more like she dont get me
Like she dont fully understand what she gon be getting 
Cuz one day im blessed next day armageddon
Athey wont understand my problem so i say forget it
Rather drown in all these medication like i robbed a medic

Tell myself im sorry and its your fault 
Anything to kill the pain to numb my aching jaw
been talking too much cuz they know me too well
She wanna see me suffer in pain, send me to hell
(X2)

I just realized that i fell off in the deep 
Too much soul ties they weigh me down now im sinkin
On em drug cuz i said fuck feelings im still dealing w this healing
Hold me down shawty gimme something to believe in
Cuz nowadays im  living for no reason
And this finna change like the seasons
But there’s only one of me and im never leaving

Armageddon (vili, cabernett)

Lyrics 

I been chasing this dragon for 3 months 

I been living so fast girl keep up

I been really down bad but ion give a fuck 

Fight these demons like a man take my gun

I been out here tryna survive
Cut the shit girl take my life
And i…
I been lost in the midst of it
And i dont know if i can get a handle of it
Cuz baby i been out here 
With out you by my side 
There aint nobody else that I fear
Beside the voice inside of my mind

Me I been tryna get this cake
I been husting I been tryna get dis paper
You know me I been out da way 
I been living out my dreams you can’t make me wake up
I been coolin I bet sippin on dis drank
Lounging wit this bih who petite from da waist up
And she tryna get me out my fuckin ways
But I told her there ain’t no room better make some

Dragonslayer (agoniafeels)

Lyrics

Live fast get cash gotta live up
Gettin by keep my chin up
All i see is red rum, where da nina
Layin in da bedroom, w a fever
Remember eatin breadcrumbs, now its dinna 
Momma told all dem, ima winner
Steppin on a landmine, im pinned up
I jus wanna head high, tryna get up

I just wanna head high im fed up
Nine on my bedside incase im set up
Step out late at midnight w the sinners
Shawty climb up in the ride wit a go getter

some days i love it someday i wanna die
All ybis wasted on druggin think id be satified
But naw its an endless loop chasing dragons that only exist in my mind
baby i dont know what im doing here but baby we’ll be fine

Tryna get dis cash ain’t nun betta
I been getting fevers im so fed up
And im all about this cheese, gon get my bread up
I been onna mission, go getter

Stay cool we gon eat cuz im next up 
And I Got the sauce on me lemon pepper
He walking round like he a big steppa
But they always run when they see the leper

HeadHiii (dontcrysloan)

Lyrics

Damn mami, I see you tho
I been out here looking for you where you go?
Everybody 
Wanting to know ur name
But you tell em to stay in they lane

I want 
Nobody nobody nobody nobody 
nobody nobody nobody nobody 
But her

Sedating n spinning n trippin
Off dese perks
no money just a hustle ill make this work 

Nobody nobody nobody nobody 
But her
Decaying from waitin, maintaing by rearranging my hurt

Baby im jus tryna make some of this money for us
Idk what to do
I dont know how this work

Uh i might end up dead or in jail for sure
If i keep living this lifestyle
Keep on living this life style

Uh i might end up dead or in jail for sure
If i keep living this lifestyle
Keep on living this life style

I been sick it’s chronic 
I been trippen like donnie huh
darko i see bunnies
Dressed up in my garments huh
Finna go get this money 
Boutmy bidness no funny stuf
She can be my bonnie 
Bad bitch named veronica

They want me to be honest
Bitchboy fuck yr promise huh 
You anotha nobody
U gon fuck my pockets up
Go and b somebody
Go n get a deposit huh
Broke ass lame muhfucka 
I see you eyeing my wallet huh

LostInTheLifestyle (tercera)

Lyrics

Remember we was down bad shawty?
Noone gave a fuck
Nobody gave a fuck
I been feeling like that shawty 
I dont give a fuck 
Bout nobodies love
Why do i look like a zombie
I been seeing double  
Like im concussed
I aint really about all dem parties
Rather sit at home
and just light uppppp

They Think im playing when i say im outcast
I been faded you can find me outback (in da booth) 
On some shit thatll have you chasing drag -ons ouuu
Im so different from this city w my bag (yea its true)
nothing undercover bout me but the shoes
The shirt, the denim, the crew
I just played all mah chips i cant lose no take 2
Ima sinner think im heading straight ta hell i need jesus

…

Wake up kai you not a goner 
Where your self respect wheres your honor
Ima wreak hell, wreaking havoc 
Killing myself with all these habits 
I been Nodding out in traffic
Still bleeding out w dis bandage
The dj still playin music
So im not gonna stop dancing

Hey God
I hope you understand
That im just another man that u created
I make mistakes almost died today
Went from pills to the whole powwow 
Im more than faded
waiting for the news to reach da blue coats
Worst comes to worst im doin time gotta b patient
I aint trippen i cant think like that gotta come back 
kick these demons down to the basement

Fucking up need to focus in
Yea these demon they gon win if i let em in
They real heavy on my back i can’t coexist 
Yea im 26 maybe i should go enlist

Concussed / MoreThanFaded (netheal)

Lyrics

Throwing bricks out your glass house
Only 
If you knew you was fragile
Hoping 
I can see you so I can flash out 
Coping
I can breath without no help now
So free

I been at the house chillen by my self 
So many demons in my head i cant count
I been dreaming of this for awhile now
A nightmare where the drugs  

Everything out of balace  
My whole world on tilt 
Yea this shit got real
Can ya take the wheel?

I cant see the road 
I been blinded by the gold
The streets,  and the hoes
The money, the clothes

I been Thinking irrational 
Now tell me what the hell does that impose
If i go, ill make sure youll be the first to know

This shit got to personal

Glasshouse (agoniafeels)

Lyrics

They all up on my jock like a letterman
And these demons on my porch finna let em in
Yea im really in the field like im edelman
Yea she fuck w me fr im her best friend
Told her dont put her heart in this im jus a dead end
But we fuck, we gota deal where we cant hold hands
Told her i couldnt cum, shit i popped like 4 M’s
This hoe scratching me up, dis shit look like road rash

I been on my way it feel like its been so long
Tryna get my location tryna get me gone
betta be patient i aint comingdown
All these drugs that im facing ima pass out

Think im from a different world ima phone home
Im so pk im so outcast im so dolo
Im just out da way, ima lone stone
Turnt into a vampire when she ask me to take a photo
I aint appear in dat shit im invisible 
I been tryna stack da pape tryna fill the living room 

I been on my way it feel like its been so long
Tryna get my location tryna get me gone
betta be patient i aint comingdown
All these drugs that im facing ima pass out

Letterman (agoniafeels)

Lyrics

Ima go up ima go up cant complain at all
Even on my flu game yea u know im finna ball
Remember i was locked up and i only had one call
I remember who yall are I’ll remember when im on
Im on these drugs im on these drugs grandma im fucking up
sorry for all things i took for granted like ur love
Sorry to my whole family i know yall was rooting for me and cuz
He still going strong and i hope he keep keeping on

Hope he understand why i keep dodging all his calls 
Its not that i dont wanna talk i would love to talk but nah
I been battling demons he might catch a stray or some
I cant risk it, i cant risk the breaking of my heart

Had to cut them off 
They don’t do nothin for me
They mooch, they fold, they bend
They loving unemployment
I cant have nobody round me who dont love money like me
I dont care if you my brother or my sister or my wifey
I been getting high but im thinking bout them bills still
I could do way better maybe thats just the real spiel 
Maybe thats just something i need to work on what i need to hear 
Ima tell you how it is i like to keep it clear

FluGame (netheal)

Lyrics

Yea I’m next up swear to god I’m calling it
I’m the shit I got the sauce ain’t no condiment
Yea im fly 3-6. Pop my collar bitch
this aint hard shit this ain’t even Moderate 
They all cap they just talk like it’s politics
Yea im geeked up geeked up like the honor list 
Geeked up on some addy w/  a back pack like a college kid
I ain’t make em switch up but  them dollas did! 
I know them dollas did!
Was is it thee apocalyse?
Cuz no one ever got me like my motherfuckin pockets did 
I was starving and I couldn’t hit the fridge
Thinking that im chosen like I’m Solomon
Like I’m Solomon..
I didn’t mean to fucking cause a mess
That’s simply just the way I live
Dreamer shit in and out of consciousness 

Doc i need ya 
Some kind of procedure 
Disconnect my mind from my body 
Cuz ima dreamer
God i need ya 
Some kind of overseer
Warn me of my demons and of all the unbelievers 
And Brothas i need ya
Ima be ya keeper
cuz i got ur back quarterback yall my receivers  
Mom i need ya
No youre not here w us
But i can ya feel ya energy everytime i need a breather

Dreamer (agoniafeels, 1eworld)

Lyrics

One look in my eyes you can tell I’m on some other shit
Like crossin the line like don’t tell your mother shit
Like girl read the signs learn take a fuckin hint
Im in love w da grind baby girl idk if ill ever quit
Homeboy was on top now he in a pinch
She was top tier now she sellin it
Ima geek ima tweak valedictorian 
Hit da dope erything fade like im born again

On da road but da PO dont know
Nah im talking shit just put it out for show
She ask if im the man and i said thats fosho
X’s and O’s
All she send when i post 
I Got X 
and i got O’s
Ima do da X first tic tac toe
This aint checkers this aint chess
This is real life and nothin less
We was real tight, now u stretched
That shit hurt cuz i gave u all my best

Too much work 
Not enough rest
Did some dirt 
And i tried to bless

Tryna get high w me, 
You dont have to ask
On this white stuff, ivory, 
Like im aboutta pass a test
We can get some privacy, 
Im tryna see some ass
Gimme head psychiatry, 
Relieve my stress
Yea you different and its fire to me
When you around ion feel no anxiety 
Usually bout now its dat time to leave
Cuz my hearts too got damn dry to bleed
Say it like this you in da driver seat 
If i had one youd be in my diary
ion fuck w society 
At least ill be with you when im spiraling
Undeniably 
You’re the best thing since amphetamines
Like a got high esteem
Evrything feel like its a final scene
I Been searching for satiety
Can you help me can you find it please

Ivory (silver)

Lyrics

Im dealing w my shit 
And i no that you’re dealing with yours too
But I gotta go. I got a split.  
I got a roll. I gotta get. 
It down.
Before i fall & trip
Before i slip
Before you dont hear about me
Before you dont see me around

m so over being soberrr 
Got as much luck as a two leaf clover
Don’t bet no money on me
Over and over doing anything i can to meep the sko up

Only got a top 8 like myspace
And i love really love this hoe she gimme MySpace
Dont trip baby yea you up at my place
She a dreamer she gon do whatever it takes
She like money she like cars in the driveway
She like living stomping pedals on the highway  
She like getting high we finna fly away
We living life cuz who knows we could die today

BeforeIFall (silver)

Lyrics 

Life in the backseat 
I know I’m headed somewhere but I just can’t see
The drugs simply can’t compare to the way that u had me
I been searching for months for that same damn feelin
I been walking on air I been hittin the ceilin

Sad 
Heard a lot about u  but u ain’t all dat
All that time i was thinking bout u im down bad
Gotta puml over on the shoulder bitch i almost crashed
Im high as fuck lil baby dk if i can comeback
Pull up to ya city asking where the drugs at
Shwwty u just gotta look pretty while im getting my bag

Meanwhile risk life on the i-5
If we make it get used to da lime light
Tweeks n geeks we all attended sky High
We gon eat we’ll b aight we gon fine dine
She said she im too busy w the high life
But she too fye told her ill find time
I been route runnin like im at the combine
Mf really talking grt up off mine

My mind playin tricks on me
Cuz life been harder then the concrete. OK
Maybe its cuz i get no sleep
Paranoid always looking out for the police. OK
Shawty tryna get a lick out me 
She dont know ill drop her quick like 1 2 3
They dont ever wanna come clean
I can see the cap im way too suckerfree

Suckerfree (smllslikekurtt)

music video
https://youtu.be/Ve3IEJL0fCM

prod. by pariahkai

i cant try so i sigh at life
waiting for the perfect moment where im sacrificed
left offscreen i really am the worst
drug boy coma in the morning my whole body hurt
fool me once, fool me twice
ive been feeling fine
yea i wont mind
it gots me hynoptized
 
i know the world wont feel my pain
running around with nothing but my name
i know the world wont feel my pain
promise me, you will dig my grave

dont you have some place to be?
running from my gut, what you want with me?
ive been in a rut for the last ten weeks
all this shit you caused, now im LIL LONELY.

Lil Lonely (pray4kai)

life is strange 7/1/19

produced by pariahkai

{{{lyrics}}}
looking like a joke when i mope in the DM
fuck wit a hoe then i go cuz i BM
homie brought the smoke face lit up like 3M
tryna own the day cuz you know carpe diem
looking like a ghost cuz a hole where i be at
fuck i need a dose havent had the time to relax
and she steals the show and i dont know how to react
i was over her then she came back and i relapsed

don’t feel bad i wont ask you to
im bout to split this xan in two
thinkin bout the times when i had a clue
i cant function, i had a few

hanging toys from the ceiling fan
feeling lil blue like whatsup man
nothing much crying wit a fucked up hand
hole in the wall wit a blunt on the stand

cant take much 
i hate trust
please dont take me back

dont say much 
i hate trust
no i dont wanna feel that

Bad Manners (pray4kai)

prod. by pariahkai

single off of "7 SIGNS YOU'RE A PARIAH"

lyrics 

wonder if they'll miss me
wish life was back in summer16'
ten toes down I've been geekin off a bean
all I know is time isn't what it seems
never thought id ever get this down timely
everybody wanna waste besides me
not in the spotlight or the high beams
I'm in the corner saying "don't mind me"
is there a mortar? explosions beside me
all i know is that the potions inside trees
light a backwood then its widescreen
i feel good for the time being

I've been seeing life in slow-mo
danny phantom ima go ghost

hide in plain sight i got a couple blues
I've been feeling high i don't wanna move
what you wanna do? cuz I'm counting all these bands
if you have no clue baby come and grab my hand

High Beams (pray4kai)

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