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Parkbench Epiphany (Feat. Theo.) - Built to Last

I swear I just added the oslo filter

LYRICS

There's a ghost inside me that seems to take over my mind
Take one look at my face and you'll see it's a sign of the times
It seems we're all just fighting something that's in our heads
When you just think you beat it it creeps back again and again

Is there a way out?
Is there a reason for all of this?
Can we be alone now,
Or do I have to wait for a friend request?
She said it's nothing personal
It's just the way it is
I don't want to hurt you
But you look so much better in the photos you post online

I sit anxiously waiting for a fucking buzz on my phone
Sitting next to me on tinder doesn't set the tone
And it's complicated to talk to anyone about
Anything meaningful cos everyone is drowned in doubt

Is there a way out?
Is there a reason for all of this?
Can we be alone now,
Or do I have to wait for a friend request?
She said it's nothing personal
It's just the way it is
I don't want to hurt you
But you look so much better in the photos you post online

(She say's words that literally mean nothing)

the photos u post online (demo)

LYRICS

I've found
Something in the air
It's my soul sound

And it's so loud
My fear and despair
Ok i'll go now...

I feel so frayed at the borderline
Edge of my seat
Waiting to come apart (at the seams)
And she lives chronically online
It's a disease but she likes it (it's her scene)

Yeah the sun don't shine on Sheffield streets
So I stay inside near constantly
Never thought that i'd need therapy 
But I don't leave home except to pick up weed
Yeah the sun don't shine and it's getting to me
Sharing all my thoughts with ChatGPT 
and the only fans girls' they're like family
Is this really how it's supposed to be?

I'm now
In need of repair
Told my discord girlfriend but she just said "meow'
So I asked on X about the easy way out
It got one reply, it said
-_-

I've found
Something in the air
It's my soul sound

And it's so loud
My fear and despair
Ok i'll go now...

I feel so frayed at the borderline
Edge of my seat
Waiting to come apart (at the seams)
And she lives chronically online
It's a disease but she likes it (it's her scene)

Yeah the sun don't shine on Sheffield streets
So I stay inside near constantly
Never thought that i'd need therapy 
But I don't leave home except to pick up weed
Yeah the sun don't shine and it's getting to me
Sharing all my thoughts with ChatGPT 
and the only fans girls' they're like family
Is this really how it's supposed to be?

grim up north (demo)

I've lost myself
I would know
I've got this feeling stopped believing now I'll never grow

I find myself
All alone
And I just need it to stop

So I call her phone again
She's too busy out with all her friends
I can't seem to get her out my head
And the words she said

She said it seems like I have come undone
I need some time but will you wait for me?
She said we used to have so much fun
But now it's just controversy
She said it seems like I have come undone
I need some time but will you wait for me?
She said we used to have so much fun
But now it's just controversy

Took a mental health walk
(I picked up)
Something about the air outside just makes me wanna throw up
Been seeing her again
Can't help myself
My friends say I just need to stop

So I call her phone again
She's too busy out with all her friends
I can't seem to get her out my head
And the words she said

She said it seems like I have come undone
I need some time but will you wait for me?
She said we used to have so much fun
But now it's just controversy
She said it seems like I have come undone
I need some time but will you wait for me?
She said we used to have so much fun
But now it's just controversy

come undone

Colours fade
Run away 
No escape now
I'm awake now
It's okay
I'm on my way
Drive for days
Till i'm spaced out

I must say
I'm biting my nails now
You're away
I'm about to lose all faith now
Cos babe
You're miles away
And all the while I'm just here freaking out

Going down on my knees
Begging you please to call off this thing
I cant persist but I cannot leave
It's like a disease I just need a release
So please cheat on me
Do anything easy that ends things for me cos
I cannot feel anything anymore
I've lost sense of self
Who was I before?
Who was I before?

Colours fade
Run away 
No escape now
I'm awake now
It's okay
I'm on my way
Drive for days
Till i'm spaced out

I must say
I'm biting my nails now
You're away
I'm about to lose all faith now
Cos babe
You're miles away
And all the while I'm just here freaking out

Couldn't leave it alone 
Couldn't help but stay by
yeah you occupy my soul 
And you've fucked up my mind
Any time I do anything you're right here by my side
But I don't know if we're alright and I can't sleep at night

sense of self

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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Born out of many failed musical pursuits, Parkbench Epiphany is a genre-pushing producer and vocalist perfectly encompassing the concept of Antimidas - to explore the idea that through repeated failure, something beautiful can ultimately be created. In other words, the opposite of a 'Midas Touch' can still create meaningful moments of art.

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