Name: Snooze Button feat Xeries by PARRIS
Duration: 3 min 21 s
Description: An exercise is song structure using samples. I worked with Xeries on this track.

HALFPINTFIJI [prod. ⛧SA♱ANiC+DiAM0NDS⛧]

Stay

Stay (Dennis Sheperd Extended Remix)

i wanna be the one you adore (prod. kinsei)

@thefalseshepherd

lyrics-
revelations get me in my feelings almost every day
fantasize about my life ending in a graphic way
people in my life tell me "turn to God, turn to God"
but even when I do, the fucking asshole doesn't love me much
i've been praying for him
i've been fasting for attention
christians in my ear saying'
"you don't understand the vision, you don't get it
everything you go through is a mission
everything is hope and don't you think of nothing different"
man I hate those fucking sayings
everything is so dismissive
if it's real and heavens watching
why he lead me to a barrel?
i'm in peril, and he's smirking 
while he sends me down to hell
honestly I want someone to rip me from this spell
i don't have a problem with a god or any entity
just the idea of the ones we're taught religiously
the ones that truly love and support you through anything
the ones that supervise and really care about humanity 
thousand scars 
wrapped around my body from addiction
chest, thighs, arms, stomach looking like a victim
But I'm not, so keep your empathy cause I can't fucking stand it
ever since 12, i've been tormenting my body
praying for somebody but I guess he doesn't want me
now you're saving my abusers? yeah it's fuck you I reject the help
pride calling me like "dylan yeah I feel the same myself
that's the reason, when you feel alone I send my best to help"

i can write a million words but never come up close 
to expressing how much hate I carry coursing through my bones
i fucking hate myself so much more than anyone could know
for no reason, not at all
just a product of a broken home
growing up, alcoholic mom say she hates my guts
tell me I remind her of my father and that really cuts
cause at this point, I still loved her like a loyal son
even if I tried to get that back, man that shit is gone
sober now, family try to guilt me so I let her in
girl you had years, we will never be a fam again
what hurts the most 
is I don't even think you can remember it
blacked out, every single night while you torturing me
never told a soul I kept it on the down low
couldn't process fucking anything about that trauma
around 17, probably could of murdered if I'm honest
now I'm numb yeah she dead to me, I feel nothing about it
constant state of loneliness regardless of the situation
feel like I am stuck in the middle of disassociation
i can't feel loved, i don't feel wanted
i don't have a single friend that I don't feel i burden
feel like any partner i get, i don't deserve it
they realize that sooner or later and then they book it
fuck it, I'm forsaken i'ma vent it through my music
i go stupid, might not be the best at least this shit is ruthless

forsaken 2 (prod. venom)

Check out the music video on my YouTube channel: https://youtu.be/v7rpcwIagBA?si=Ihkq0-wkiRFKwOhW

Here’s the Valentine’s Day Cover of Epiphany (I’m Leaving) by Christte Michele!! You’re single, I’m single might as well enjoy it… most importantly love you… cause I do?!

No Valentine’s GF (Epiphany Cover)

######## NEW 25th SELECTION ALBUM JUST RELEASED ########
"Blue Reflection" - the 25th selection album of piano ten thousand leaves

youtube: FULL VIDEO with 20 full songs in very high quality sounds
https://youtu.be/pjLlUyyLn4k?si=S4I-kavN3h-ISxty
spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-ja/album/7CQvJQSJZdCVD66x8V6O2Y
appleMusic:
https://music.apple.com/jp/album/blue-reflection/1730008075
amazonMusic:
https://www.amazon.co.jp/music/player/albums/B0CVBCB84V?&_encoding=UTF8&tag=tcjaz-22&linkCode=ur2&camp=247&creative=1211
all music streaming services:
https://linkco.re/eU6sYdyZ?lang=en


spotify playlist 18 hours 449 songs, makes you fully relaxed.
 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0RCxA8SaySzoFzpQmTCLfo?si=92c44191513340ff

This week's "Piano Music Magazine Video" available here.. 
https://youtu.be/oKCU7ZPB7WA?si=jx-Kaf8Q8_bsmBjd

Happy if you enjoy this.. : )


#3716 (820 left): Feb. 16, 2024: Though in her lids hung the sweet tears of May (Japanese version)" again from Dec. 2, 2023) 
Today's pure primal piano music here. Happy if this music makes you feel peaceful.. : )
Looking for absolute natural beauty every day for Piano Ten Thousand Leaves. Target number is 4536 and 3716(81,9%) (Only 820 pieces remain) achieved today. Find my project.. : )
This piece may might have good 1/f fluctuation characteristic although I stopped investigating it each piece.

My new message: "Does it make sense to preserve it for 1000 years?"

Today's cover ART is created by #Midjourney (Art Generating #AI), according to my wish. Happy if you like it.

spotify playlist 18 hours 449 songs, makes you fully relaxed.
 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0RCxA8SaySzoFzpQmTCLfo?si=92c44191513340ff



I'm now making Archive site of Piano Ten Thousand Leaves project by utilizing #wordpress. Basically nice direction I've already gotten.. : )
Currently 1100 pieces already achieved. 
But this week I need to do something else, so I'm going to stop this task for a bit.


######## NEW 25th SELECTION ALBUM JUST RELEASED ########
"Blue Reflection" - the 25th selection album of piano ten thousand leaves

youtube: FULL VIDEO with 20 full songs in very high quality sounds
https://youtu.be/pjLlUyyLn4k?si=S4I-kavN3h-ISxty

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/intl-ja/album/7CQvJQSJZdCVD66x8V6O2Y

appleMusic:
https://music.apple.com/jp/album/blue-reflection/1730008075

amazonMusic:
https://www.amazon.co.jp/music/player/albums/B0CVBCB84V?&_encoding=UTF8&tag=tcjaz-22&linkCode=ur2&camp=247&creative=1211

all music streaming services:
https://linkco.re/eU6sYdyZ?lang=en

Though In Her Lids Hung The Sweet Tears Of May - #3716 (820 Left) By Chair House 240216

Immerse yourself in the electrifying world of "Disco's Hit & Burai - HELLO (Adonis Fr Remix)" on SoundCloud. This high-tech minimal techno remix by Adonis FR adds a fresh, innovative twist to the original track, blending rhythmic beats with captivating soundscapes for a truly immersive listening experience.

🎵 Genre: High-Tech Minimal Techno
🎵 Track: HELLO (Adonis Fr Remix)

About This Remix:
Adonis FR takes the energetic vibes of Disco's Hit & Burai's "HELLO" and infuses them with the unique essence of high-tech minimal techno. Expect a journey filled with pulsating rhythms and a unique flair that is signature to Adonis FR's style.

Experience "HELLO" Like Never Before:
Prepare for a sonic experience that defies expectations. "HELLO (Adonis Fr Remix)" is not just music; it's a portal to another dimension, where the complex textures of high-tech minimal techno come alive.

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Disco's Hit & Burai - HELLO (Adonis Fr Remix)

An exercise is song structure using samples. I worked with Xeries on this track.

Snooze Button

Snooze Button feat Xeries

Back to You

Reissues 016

Jump In That

Colors

Music is both primal and communal. Let us convene and share a prayer of rhythm and melodies. Together we shall worship music, harmonically through night.

Snooze Button feat Xeries

PARRIS

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