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hybristophilia - noun - sexual interest in and attraction to those who commit crimes. In some cases, this may be directed toward people in prison for various types of criminal activities

as a young girl i was taught to fear criminals.. at all levels.. murderers, theives, weed smokers, etc
we are taught by society that they should be avoided and never be trusted.
as ive grown older and as time has gone on ive learn to shed this way of thinking and am now at the point where... I've reached....
infatuation.
what if society was wrong about criminals? what if they can be trusted? what if they can have hearts? what if they can love hard?
what if crimials are the most worthy of trust, the few people in this world that are so deeply honest with their feelings, with their life that they would go against the law, suffer any conscequence to follow themselves into their own life, whatever that may mean to them

i explore all of these themes on this ep. thank you for listening. 💌

to celebrate the release of my ep i will be streaming a deluxe mix on @particlefm. ive had my heart broken so many times so i decided to make a mix for all the broken hearted girls. tune in tonight @ 8p to celebrate hybristophilia with me.

lost memory w/ weepingwillowtree - Feb 14th 2025

@weepingwillowtree.34_dj + @androcided today at 8pm pacific on particle.fm

lost memory w/ weepingwillowtree + androcided - May 9th 2025

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lost memory w/ weepingwillowtree - Jun 27th 2025

Uzâ a'amo - Vivid

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lost memory w/ weepingwillowtree - Aug 28th 2025

Starting off with a set of cumbia and deconstructed club bangers from uzâ a’amo, and then heavy industrial and club from Thegn, Club music reincarnated from Matt Tecson, and then Music With You takes us to Ambient High School.

PURE CDJ DESTRUCTION

ONE WINGED ANGEL ft uzâ a’amo, THEGN, MATT TECSON, MUSIC WITH YOU

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LA INSOPORTABLE LEVEDAD DEL SER

Post Human V/A (For Palestine)

𝗕𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗖𝗔𝗠𝗣: https://burenhinder.bandcamp.com/album/post-human-v-a-for-palestine

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𝗙𝗢𝗟𝗟𝗢𝗪: Burenhinder
𝗦𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗖𝗟𝗢𝗨𝗗: @burenhinder
𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗥𝗔𝗠: https://www.instagram.com/burenhinder/

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𝗙𝗢𝗟𝗟𝗢𝗪: exmantera
𝗦𝗢𝗨𝗡𝗗𝗖𝗟𝗢𝗨𝗗: @exmantera
𝗜𝗡𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗚𝗥𝗔𝗠: https://www.instagram.com/exmantera/
𝗦𝗣𝗢𝗧𝗜𝗙𝗬: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7LhmFseohy6kkMtwxTZLUD

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Artwork by @_mariekke & @lolailegems
Mastered by Pax González

Post Human

8EAM

exmantera - 8EAM

Two parter made for a live performance, impulsively released on the 754 metro bus southbound on Vermont in Los Angeles, enjoy! 

Ep or maybe album coming soon

Rebajada'amo/Feel it now and chill out, Pico-Union

ONE WINGED ANGEL ft WEEPINGWILLOWTREE, YVES MISA GHOST, THEGN, MATT TECSON

It feels almost unnecessary to introduce Blood of Aza in 2025. Her work has already become a reference point within the experimental electronic scene — redefining how emotion, distortion, and form can coexist in sound.
For us, her story began in 2021–2022, when her SoundCloud edits started to circulate — raw, emotional takes on pop tracks that felt both familiar and completely new. Her reworks of Ariana Grande and Nicki Minaj blurred the line between club energy and confession, setting the foundation for a new kind of intimacy.
Then came “Longing for What Never Existed” — detailed and painfully human. Soon after, her debut EP Beneath Wings refined that vision. The sincere “Barreleye” stands out as a catharsis of emotion and vulnerability — unfolding and collapsing at once. With her debut album I Heard Your Calls, Aza turned inward, exploring grief and saturation — like breathing through something that still hurts.
By 2024, her mixtape Exhibit A expanded her sound completely — forty-nine tracks that blur the line between release and reflection. Playful reinterpretations of Baby Keem and Beyoncé sit beside moments of stillness; the original “Missing from Me” feels like standing alone when there’s nothing left to hold onto but the echo. This project fully captured her instinct not to comfort or to shock, but to reflect things exactly as they are: unfiltered, multifaceted, and deeply human.
For Beats & Bliss, Blood of Aza offers a mix that leans toward the softer side — spacious, focused, and quietly intense. A living, breathing work — deeply felt and fully alive.

Tracklist:
dj suzy - feel your love
nicholas britell - agape
a.g. cook - overheim
the comet is coming - the universe is waking up
yosuke yamashita trio - chiasma (live)
食品まつり a.k.a foodman - max oyaji
anthrotorr - ritual001
keiichi okabe - significance
a. king & j. mattheus - pots 'n' pans
tirzah - colourgrade (arca vortex remix)
ulla straus - billow
thundercat - paris
afx - eventide 1745m demonstration
ovc - sleepyhead /// redo
meitei - curio
tau contrib - cmyl
jim legxacy - dexter's phone call (w/ dexter in the newsagent)
che buford - tenderness & rot
leon vynehall - from the sea / it looms (chapter i & ii)
{{{iii}}} - look through hallowed eyes
fakemink - loser monologue
s280f - 5m (sv1)
alasen - ichor
c418 - mice on venus
blood of aza - a girl with a whole lotta baggage

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010: Blood of Aza

lost memory w/ weepingwillowtree - Nov 12th 2025

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