Lyrics:

Blocked my number it’s stupid
I still text I’m so clueless
So damn fucked up and useless
she don’t care I concluded

Blacked out lungs chain smoke cigarretes
I’m tired of my own bullshit
Blacked out nail polish everything’s the same
at least I’m singing through this

I still have the letters and the notebook she gave me
Those fuckin’ black birds Soupy talks about hate me
I get it I’m obsessive and agressive it breaks me
destructive codependent padded walls I’m crazy

Breakfast pill bottles
Bartard things waddle
Gen Z role model
Life’s on full throttle 

And I’ve been looking back on my mistakes
I wonder if I’m really just a waste of space
I don’t know if its me or you
no i don’t know if its me or you

Throw away all that I’ve learned
I’m a sinner no sense of direction
Ungrateful obsessed with perfection
people talk so it’s loud in my headphones
We hate ourselves so we project on others
staring inwards I see my colors
Pick myself up tape the pieces
I hope you love me past my demons

Don’t let the glitter fool it’s been lonely
I won’t allow it anymore it’s been said
You don’t know me you don’t know what’s best for me
Gen Z role model follow me

Breakfast pill bottles
Bartard things waddle
Gen Z role model
Life’s on full throttle 

And I’ve been looking back on my mistakes
I wonder if I’m really just a waste of space
I don’t know if its me or you
no i don’t know if its me or you

Blacked out lungs chain smoke cigarretes
I’m tired of my own bullshit
Blacked out nail polish everything’s the same
at least I’m singing through this

I still have the letters and the notebook she gave me
Those fuckin’ black birds Soupy talks about hate me
I get it I’m obsessive and agressive it breaks me
destructive codependent padded walls I’m crazy

Blocked my number it’s stupid
I still text I’m so clueless
So damn fucked up and useless
she don’t care I concluded

Breakfast pill bottles
Bartard things waddle
Gen Z role model
Life’s on full throttle 

And I’ve been looking back on my mistakes
I wonder if I’m really just a waste of space
I don’t know if its me or you
no i don’t know if its me or you

gen z role model (useless)

gen z role model (save us)

trauma(unbothered) w/ zidale

trauma (unbothered) w/ zidale

Lyrics:

I often compromise my mental health I’m sorry
theres a lot more to this plastic molded body
Fighting the mentality that I went to war with wiping off any residue of faith
Built on sticky notes and reassurance words cannot explain
The glitter makes me ill 
it’s just a lie inside a book two lines could never equal good

I’m growing distant from this place I used to dream about
This depersonalization makes me question what i care about

I watched it
I promise
Fading like the wine stain on the carpet
Try not to grab the air too much
You live and you learn that’s growing up

I’ve fallen
So much was left unspoken
Sweet nothing
It gets loud when no ones watching

I’m growing distant from this place I used to dream about
This depersonalization makes me question what i care about

I watched it
I promise
Fading like the wine stain on the carpet
Try not to grab the air too much
You live and you learn that’s growing up

glitter (mannequin)

Lyrics:

I’m starting to lose track of who I am
it leaves me wondering what’s worth it and what’s not
Leave the blood on the side it’s a crashing market
well truth told I’ve known this all along

You remind me a lot of the man he used to be
never settle for little because you don’t feel big
Just avoid the space and distracting monsters 
Keep inside its a lot to take

The sceen is blurry downwards spiral
Ego deaths linger in cycles
I’m thinner than the blood inside my veins
I’m internet trash looking for somewhere to go to

Lacking all sense of direction I stumble
say what you mean I’ll be there bring the shovel
Blinds stay shut I don’t like it when it’s day out
It’s too much on my mind the music gives me deja

run
run
run
run

The sceen is blurry downwards spiral
Ego deaths linger in cycles
I’m thinner than the blood inside my veins
I’m internet trash looking for somewhere to go to

Lacking all sense of direction I stumble
say what you mean I’ll be there bring the shovel
Blinds stay shut I don’t like it when it’s day out
It’s too much on my mind the music gives me deja

The sceen is blurry downwards spiral
Ego deaths linger in cycles
I’m thinner than the blood inside my veins
I’m internet trash looking for somewhere to go to

internet trash (blurry)

Lyrics:

I drank a lot and I’m now regretting it
should’ve stayed at my house it’s so late
And the night doesn’t get much younger in this basement it’s embarrasing and I’m wasted
She looked just like you we dropped blotter 
and traded words of nothing with hope of something
Cityboy! what are you doing? you fucked it
Fumbled the bag with your emotions you lost it again
I want to change the story

Give it up let it die turn it off
I saw it happen like they told it on the stereo
Take a look into the water that you’re standing on
there’s a lot inside this bag you like to carry on

Maybe I’m afraid of myself
Maybe I’m better off alone
No one ever said get well enough 
Here’s life Mr. Tough Guy give a fuck

Fill the void with whatever you find
pick your poison you’ll be alright
It’s the rockstar’s curse it’s the hero’s journey
It happens to the best of us I can’t stress this enough
I gaslight myself for the best
I wrote this just in case
I’ll play with toys like you
I’ll make this all come true

All the lust in the world won’t make it fine
leave a pillow for me to sleep tonight
All the dust in this attic made me cough
you’re the cracks that punched across my wall

Give it up let it die turn it off
I saw it happen like they told it on the stereo
Take a look into the water that you’re standing on
there’s a lot inside this bag you like to carry on

cityboys! (here comes life, mr. tough guy)

Lyrics:

I guess it started off as something now it’s bluffin’
Bloody dollar bills and everything that you shouldn’t do
OxyContin get to schlumpin’
sweet pumpkin I mean nothing

Throw me away like you always do burn the forrest I’ll burn it too
Cheap tattoos and music I find it therapeutic

Groupie love
Groupie love
Groupie love
Why you do me like this?
Left me lit like a cigarette I was so sad

Groupie love
Groupie love
I get drug itches with head hurtin’
drunk enough to fall I’m pissin’

She don’t really like to talk she’s on a diet of coffee and Aderall
Inside her brand new car that her daddy bought 
I got invisible cars baby drop the top

She fails probation all the time but never jail just pays a fine
Barbie in the traphouse faded bottoms up Four Loko taste it

Baby you’re a different breed why you gotta toy with with me 
I can make your makeup run you can do it all on me

You’re always starting problems I’m always the one that solves them
We never hang out when sober I saw you with him its over

Groupie love
Groupie love
Groupie love
Why you do me like this?
Left me lit like a cigarette I was so sad

Groupie love
Groupie love
I get drug itches with head hurtin
drunk enough to fall I’m pissin’

Groupie love
Groupie love
Groupie love
Why you do me like this?
Left me lit like a cigarette I was so sad

Groupie love
Groupie love
I get drug itches with head hurtin
drunk enough to fall I’m pissin’

groupie love (sweet pumpkin)

Lyrics:

Dirty sneakers I walk in 
disturbing my innocence 
Reluctant with insolence 
to focus on different 
Garages filled with weed smoke 
the memories I feen for
Real friends better keep those
it gets colder than the sea floor

24 hours in this bed
24 hours I’m upset
Why is it all so overwhelming
I pray to god to please protect 
24 hours I’m depressed
24 hours left for dead
48 hours in my head
72 I’ll just forget

(Zidale verse)

Breathe in,
catch my breath, 
hold on, 
I tell myself 
drifting away,
wish me well
(mmmmm)

And this fire burns,
it hurts like hell,
I forget about it
as I inhale,
I'm just working on
accepting myself

Sinking, 
stop sinking,
mental warfare 
with my demons 
(mmmmm) (da, da, da, da)
in my head all weekend 

24 hours in this bed
24 hours I’m upset
Why is it all so overwhelming
I pray to god to please protect 
24 hours I’m depressed
24 hours left for dead
48 hours in my head
72 I’ll just forget

So what exactly did you do
I wonder
sometimes I stare and scream at you
with no problem
I took my life for granted
don’t take your life for granted 
I took my life for granted
I don’t take my life for granted

24 hours in this bed
24 hours I’m upset
Why is it all so overwhelming
I pray to god to please protect 
24 hours I’m depressed
24 hours left for dead
48 hours in my head
72 I’ll just forget

24hours (don't take your life for granted) w/ zidale

Lyrics:

I’ve really held those hands
I really think I’ve met you
You really drive me mad
I can’t believe I want you
I warned you
Emotions heavy I tend to overthink
the living dead that’s what I’ve came to be
my bones are silly baby pray for me
I trust in god and that’s the god in me okay

Maybe im a little bit loony
blame it on the past it’s gloomy
I find myself in hoes and groupies
but baby you’re my teenage beauty 

I get faded
time moves slowly
When you’re not there my life gets lonely
broken smiles and pints of codeine 
You make me laugh you make me funny
She’s so particular 
She’s not a regular
She’s a goth She’s a witch
I can’t get enough
She’s so particular 
She’s not a regular
She’s a goth She’s a witch
I can’t get enough

(Zidale verse)

I get faded when I'm lonely 
give back the remote, 
can't let you control me,
all this tension 
between us zones me
and Hydrocodone 
consumed my whole week

Phone ringing,
I might let it keep ringing I quit,
insane, you drove me there 
fuck it, drive me off the cliff 
my chest hurt, 
neck hurt, head hurt, 
if you see that girl falling
don't try to catch her,
you'll just trip

Maybe im a little bit loony
blame it on the past it’s gloomy
I find myself in hoes and groupies
but baby you’re my teenage beauty 

I get faded
time moves slowly
When you’re not there my life gets lonely
broken smiles and pints of codeine 
You make me laugh you make me funny
She’s so particular 
She’s not a regular
She’s a goth She’s a witch
I can’t get enough
She’s so particular 
She’s not a regular
She’s a goth She’s a witch
I can’t get enough

teenage beauty (she's a goth, she's a witch) w/ zidale

meal ticket (worthless provider) w/ $olo

meal ticket (worthless provider) w/ $oe

Lyrics:

I’m a 20 something year old
Manchild I’m stuck in my ways
Still smoking weed at my mom’s house
Ain’t doin’ nothing today

Got out of bed at 7
Woke up in pure depression
Save growing up for later
I am the greatest failure

Dropped out like I’m Kanye yea we never saw no graduation
I’m getting high with strangers piss off and burn my papers

Contemplating reality I lost my mind at a fast food drive thru
Playing games with my sanity you were all I had now I’m gone without you

I’ve kept this job for a month I do not care what you say
These self help books are all the same I watched my life go down the drain

I’m a 20 something year old
Manchild I’m stuck in my ways
Still smoking weed at my mom’s house
Ain’t doin’ nothing today

Got out of bed at 7
Woke up in pure depression
Save growing up for later
I am the greatest failure

Runnin’ out of options all that medicine don’t serve me well
I’m a narcissistic fuck I do drugs project my problems
it’s a habit I must end I took some percs and stayed in bed
My friends get mad when i get bitter I find myself in pills with liquor

Pissed off cause’ I don’t know shit
Pissed off I get treated like nothing
Pissed off I’m my own worst enemy
Pissed off all I love goes terribly

Woah
Woah
Woah
Woah

I’m a 20 something year old
Manchild I’m stuck in my ways
Still smoking weed at my mom’s house
Ain’t doin’ nothing today

Got out of bed at 7
Woke up in pure depression
Save growing up for later
I am the greatest failure

I’m a 20 something year old
Manchild I’m stuck in my ways
Still smoking weed at my mom’s house
Ain’t doin’ nothing today

Got out of bed at 7
Woke up in pure depression
Save growing up for later
I am the greatest failure

manchild (a song about getting schmeezed)

Lyrics:

I’ve learned a lot from my stupid ways
I guess I’m the reason nobody stays
My life 1940’s it’s all in grey
it’s all the same oh what a shame
Still broke as fuck I got fired today
look for another job to make minimum wage
I ruin all I love & water all I hate
another bloody sink no I’m not okay

I’m not okay no I’m not okay
I’m not okay but you can catch me smiling

You paint the makeup right on my face
You wrote the date to my dying day
I’ll stay inside say fuck all my friends
I’ll blow my voice to make up for shit 
Take out a smoke & breathe in the bugs
I’ll wash the make up when I get home
I don’t feel my age I just feel the pain
I ruin all I love & water all I hate

(Zidale verse) 

I learned a lot
from my stupid ways,
I guess I'm the reason
why I'm in pain,
in and out of love,
I don't feel okay,
I hate my skin
and I hate this place

Let me in,
it's getting cold
wonder if she know 
that she my antidote,
punch the air 
then punch the walls, 
wake up, put the mask on
and act like everything solved

You paint the makeup right on my face
You wrote the date to my dying day
I’ll stay inside say fuck all my friends
I’ll blow my voice to make up for shit 
Take out a smoke & breathe in the bugs
I’ll wash the make up when I get home
I don’t feel my age I just feel the pain
I ruin all I love & water all I hate

i ruin all i love and water all i hate (an old song about rock bottom) w/ zidale

Lyrics:

Blacked out for 3 whole days
I forgot who I was
I guess the time goes pretty fast
when your whole life’s in a rut 
Now ain’t that something
I stare at a TV screen
with no volume losing touch
of what I’m doing in this reality
We get high and have sex
does it mean anything?
I’m sorry I’m narcissistic 
it makes me pessimistic 

Cause’ I don’t
Know 
Know
Know
If I’m supposed to be with you

Know 
Know
Know
If I’m supposed to be with you

(Zidale verse)

(Mmmmm)
My indecisive kills me,
guilt trip me 
until you find me guilty,
I can't cry anymore 
when I bleed 

The girl inside my dreams,
what I want don't meet my needs,
in pain, incomplete, 
stop running from me 

Wake up and pretend
I don't want love 
wanna know why 
I'm holding onto us 
gave me a hundred chances
how I manage to fuck 101 up 

Cause’ I don’t
Know 
Know
Know
If I’m supposed to be with you

Know 
Know
Know
If I’m supposed to be with you

How did I get this cold?
How did I get this numb?
How did I get this cold?
How did I get this numb?

idk (how did i get this cold) w/ zidale

Lyrics:

You don’t give a damn
You think I’m a joke
You don’t give a fuck
Forget it!

Yeah!
Yeah!

I went and got a job now
Still got no car
But I’m doing better 
My viper
Yeah!
Yeah!
My baby

She said I’m a punk
She said I’m a loser
Catch me at home in my jams like Bueler  
She said I’m broke
She said I’m useless
I don’t know much I just know I’m thru this

She said I’m a punk
She said I’m a loser
Catch me at home in my jams like Bueler  
She said I’m broke
She say I’m useless
She say I’m useless

Woah!
Woah!
Woah!
Yeah!

I heard you got a new boy
I heard he sells cocaine and Xanax
Big money for you then
all you ever wanted darling

I signed up for rehab
I’m taking notes on all of my mistakes
I know you never really cared
I know it wasn’t meant to be

You wanted everything I wasn’t
now I’m just another prick
Maybe you’ll miss me when you’re sober
and he turns into a dick

Woah!
Woah!
Woah!
Yeah!

Woah!
Woah!
Woah!
Yeah!

She said I’m a punk
She said I’m a loser
Catch me at home in my jams like Bueler  
She said I’m broke
She said I’m useless
I don’t know much I just know I’m thru this

She said I’m a punk
She said I’m a loser
Catch me at home in my jams like Bueler  
She said I’m broke
She say I’m useless
She say I’m useless

she said i'm a punk, she said i'm a loser (yeah!)

Lyrics: 

I was blue back then
I’m still just as sad now
just a little bit stronger
tally marked walls never say they’re sorry
no
 
I miss all my friends I miss all my girlfriends 
but I think they hate me
nobody feels what I’ve been feeling
fuck
 
I’ve been talking
to the wall by myself it mocks me
I don’t think I’ve ever been this hopeless 
I don’t think I’ve felt this lonely
in this empty bed I’m broken
 
I don’t even know who I am who I am
I just know life is not fair
everything feel like the same like the same
I don’t know why I’m here
 
I don’t even know who I am who I am
I just know life is not fair
everything feel like the same like the same
I don’t know why I’m here

2 weeks now fully sober 
she don’t love me but she loves my songs tho
no more dust in my nose 
no more horns at the door
he can knock all day but I won’t go
 
Father I’ve been fighting for better
I know your’e there but it gets hard to remember
stand here with my wings all clipped
I’ve been trying to fly but it’s been taking forever
 
I’ve been talking
to the wall by myself it mocks me
I don’t think I’ve ever been this hopeless 
I don’t think I’ve felt this lonely
in this empty bed I’m broken
 
I don’t even know who I am who I am
I just know life is not fair
everything feel like the same like the same
I don’t know why I’m here
 
I don’t even know who I am who I am
I just know life is not fair
everything feel like the same like the same
I don’t know why I’m here

blue (and to all the ones i love and miss, i wish you the best)

he was a punk, she was a barbie (all he ever did was sing) w/ zidale

Lyrics:

To you I’m like a marionette
but you can’t pull these strings any more

I know you like I know myself now 
I know you like I know Ohio
It’s full of half ass memories
you never fail to make me feel incomplete 

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face 

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face 

(Zidale verse) 

(Blacked out by the edge,
woke up on a thread 
hold my chest,
avoid my regrets, 
roll out my bed into my head
Yeah, yeah, yeah)

Blacked out by the edge,
woke up on a thread,
up all night overthinking,
overslept 
hold my chest,
avoid my regrets, 
roll out my bed into my head

Pushing the limits 
taking off the brakes
I got road rage 
on memory lane 
I saw the devil on your face
and prayed 
this feeling of emptiness 
eats at me all day

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face 

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face 

I hide from my problems ignore my emotions
These fangs don’t mean anything I’m still someone

I hide from my problems ignore my emotions
These fangs don’t mean anything I’m still someone

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face 

You think that we’re better off off as friends
But I don’t think that’s what you mean
You play and lie through your teeth
I saw the devil on your face

marionette (i saw the devil on your face) w/ zidale

Lyrics:

I met you off a Xan
I’m fly like Tony Hawk
I think I’m psycho girl
I really give no fucks
it eats me
it eats me
 
I hit the gas like Chong
I look like I sell drugs
I’m still a sexy boy
but half time I’m fucking wasted
you hate this
 
Maybe if I knew how to love 
I’d be okay
maybe if I knew how to trust
I wouldn’t be this way
 
I give it all for some lines at a party
you know I get bad off the drugs you know me
I lost my phone and its dark so call me
I think I gotta to go why is everyone watching 
 
I give it all for some lines at a party
you know I get bad off the drugs you know me
I lost my phone and its dark so call me
I think I gotta to go why is everyone watching 

I tend to cause a scene with everything 
you should know I like attention
I can’t tell why you act so innocent 
don’t ask no stupid questions tonight
 
You’re making love to a deadman darling
the devil hasn’t been this charming before 
you won’t forget about me
you’ve never seen a zombie at all 
 
I give it all for some lines at a party
you know I get bad off the drugs you know me
I lost my phone and its dark so call me
I think I gotta go why is everyone watching 
 
I give it all for some lines at a party
you know I get bad off the drugs you know me
I lost my phone and its dark so call me
I think I gotta go why is everyone watching

red (deadman)

Lyrics:

Somebody bring him a lighter
I think he’s having a panic attack
instead of looking for someone to blame
he knows that he’s the one that’s broken
 
It all died on the fourth of July
I could feel your heart get colder
Romeo is tired
but he won’t give up
keep trying
 
He put his heart on the line again
why is love so hard to find
I guess it started out good
and it never got better 
cause he’s positive it’s falling apart
 
He put his heart on the line again
why is love so hard to find
I guess it started out good
and it never got better 
cause he’s positive it’s falling apart
 
I wasn’t one for the lights and fame
but ain’t it silly how dreams get bigger
we’ve all turned into different shapes
so how the hell do I tape this picture 
 
You’ve always had such a careless mind
like when you left me there at the restaurant 
I hadn’t felt such a dark deep blue
there wasn’t any love left from you
 
no
no
no
no
 
no
no
no
no
 
He put his heart on the line again
why is love so hard to find
I guess it started out good
and it never got better 
cause he’s positive it’s falling apart
 
He put his heart on the line again
why is love so hard to find
I guess it started out good
and it never got better 
cause he’s positive it’s falling apart

kristen was my best friend (romeo is tired)

man with the plan (everyone thinks i'm a mess here)

Lyrics:

Yeah we’re drunk on a Monday
alone I’m a junkie
Deny that I’m Rodrick
I’ll get it eventually 
yes I will
You know I will

I’m the best of the worst 
in my head
The greatest and worthless
regardless
It’s all for nothing
It’s all a show

It’s like I’m standing in the fire
It’s like I’m dancing in the rain
There is nothing at all behind this mask
If you’re not aware
(no)

It’s like I’m standing in the fire
It’s like I’m dancing in the rain
There is nothing at all behind this mask
If you’re not aware
(no)

I broke the door again
I think I’m out of touch
This inner dialogue I’m living with
just brings me down and I wonder 
What it’s like to be normal

I’ve put a lot of thought into this
many times I’m burning the bridge
How I did I get 
so nihilistic

It’s like I’m standing in the fire
It’s like I’m dancing in the rain
There is nothing at all behind this mask
If you’re not aware
(no)

It’s like I’m standing in the fire
It’s like I’m dancing in the rain
There is nothing at all behind this mask
If you’re not aware
(no)

rodrick’s diary (behind this mask)

rodrick’s diary (narcissistic personality disorder)

Lyrics:

I live in the dark vampire
I’m the worst my love
I kill the vibe Michael Myers 
but you know my music is good

Bag of weed
new Jordans
but I live at home
Better text me back or I’ll block you baby
I don’t care to lose no lady no

I’m traumatized 
undiagnosed 
unmedicated 
God knows what

We can smoke or
we can drink or
we can stress and overthink

We can vibe
and we can cry
and you can tell me all your lies

I might play a little dumb
if I’m still feeling you tonight 

I live in the dark vampire
I’m the worst my love
I kill the vibe Michael Myers 
but you know my music is good

I scare the hoes Patrick Bateman
but you know me well 
I’d do it all
I’d do it all for you
I hope you’re real I hope its true

We can crush some pills and snort them
I’m sorry you fell for him
I doodled on my face with a tattoo gun
Will you love me still the same?

We pull off unappealing 
I know you like this ghost 
cause’ you’ve been weird and I’ve been weirder since we met when we were young

I’m traumatized 
undiagnosed 
unmedicated 
God knows what

We can smoke or
we can drink or
we can stress and overthink

We can vibe
and we can cry
and you can tell me all your lies

I might play a little dumb
if I’m still feeling you tonight 

I live in the dark vampire
I’m the worst my love
I kill the vibe Michael Myers 
but you know my music is good

I scare the hoes Patrick Bateman
but you know me well 
I’d do it all
I’d do it all for you
I hope you’re real I hope its true

I live in the dark vampire
I’m the worst my love
I kill the vibe Michael Myers 
but you know my music is good

I scare the hoes Patrick Bateman
but you know me well 
I’d do it all
I’d do it all for you
I hope you’re real I hope its true

vampire (i'm the worst my love)

Lyrics:

Dear Johnny tell me I’m wrong
but I heard you’re drug slangin’
Pops mad he kicked you out cold
and I can’t blame him at all

Fifteen no sense of direction
walking with a zip in the hallway
Skippin’ school and getting fucked up
I don’t know why you do these things

Dear Johnny
Dear Johnny
I hope you clean things up
Dear Johnny 
Dear Johnny
Oh shit you got suspended again?

Meet me in the bathroom stall
I got uppers I got downers I got poles I got everything
Johnny is my name and I’m fucked
I grew up in the burbs but im juggin’ out the crib like 
Walt

Pour me up a six class
Everybody think I’m lame but they hit me up to cop some drugs
All I ever wanted was love
All I ever wanted was a place to belong

Fast forward now I’m getting searched
I think the pigs don’t dig my swagger man
Mouths ran and I got expelled 
I really thought they had my back 

And that bitch fucked a different plug
All I wanted was a sweet I love you doll
Lil’ Johnny there’s no time for prom
Lil’ Johnny went and got arrested 

Dear Johnny
Dear Johnny
I hope you clean things up
Dear Johnny 
Dear Johnny
Oh so you’re in jail now?

Meet me in the bathroom stall
I got uppers I got downers I got poles I got everything
Johnny is my name and I’m fucked
I grew up in the burbs but im juggin’ out the crib like 
Walt

Pour me up a six class
Everybody think I’m lame but they hit me up to cop some drugs
All I ever wanted was love
All I ever wanted was a place to belong

Dear Johnny tell me I’m wrong
but I heard you’re drug slangin’
Pops mad he kicked you out cold
and I can’t blame him at all

Fifteen no sense of direction
walking with a zip in the hallway
Skippin’ school and getting fucked up
I don’t know why you do these things

the story of johnny (no time for prom)

Lyrics:

Fish scale and some golden teeth
I barely know you but you’re part of me

Blonde hair and she’s scared to fall in love
but she made it to my room 
So I can’t be doing too much wrong
New in town working overtime
met her at a diner where we worked
I was eager eyed 

You’re hanging with the devil I told her
I never fit in with the preppy boys
I feel you and I don’t feel anyone girl
So tell me what you came here for 

You’re hanging with the devil I told her
What are you longing?
Living in the past don’t do no good
Living in the past will leave you broken

You’re hot and cold like the weather babes
So what am I still chasing you for?
We sit and chat till’ it’s 4 am
So maybe you don’t mind this corpse I am
but you’re playing with my head again
It’s like I’ve met you in a different life
Fish scale and some golden teeth
I barely know you but you’re part of me

You’re hanging with the devil I told her
I never fit in with the preppy boys
I feel you and I don’t feel anyone girl
So tell me what you came here for 

You’re hanging with the devil I told her
What are you longing?
Living in the past don’t do no good
Living in the past will leave you broken

you're hanging with the devil (fish scale & some golden teeth)

Lyrics:

I’ve been under a cloud
and it just keeps on raining  
For the past three years 
I’ve been erasing history

I’m starting to act like you
the day I met your family
i’m drunk by 2 PM
My life got really funny

My baby I
don’t think you care
but I’m smiling 

Crushing M’s on the sink I’m a monster
Nodding off alone in the bathroom of the function
Everybody knows I’m a problem since I lost her 
Staring at the floor I’m a product of destruction

Lose myself in the drugs and the drinking
Laugh out loud will cry if I go missing 
Sex with sluts they’ll be gone by the morning
I’m out of my mind I don’t know where I’m going

I hope you’re happy at the beach
Yeah!
I heard you’re hiding under palm trees
All I do is smoke weed  
Cough cough!
Keeping tabs like I’m Goldberg 

I’m a loser I’m a creep
Yeah!
I’m the scum of the earth babe
I was never that important 
But you’ll miss and want me one day

My python I
I’m still smiling

Crushing M’s on the sink I’m a monster
Nodding off alone in the bathroom of the function
Everybody knows I’m a problem since I lost her 
Staring at the floor I’m a product of destruction

Lose myself in the drugs and the drinking
Laugh out loud will cry if I go missing 
Sex with sluts they’ll be gone by the morning
I’m out of my mind I don’t know where I’m going

Seven yercs is not a lot I said
I’m your the junkie on the sidwalk beg for your attention
Seven drinks is not a lot my friend
Fake accounts I’m a weirdo tell me that you love me

Seven darts I lost my voice again
Throwing rocks at your window please don’t tell your father 
Seven lines I havent slept in days
Seven girls and I still miss your face
I haven’t been felt the same

seven yercs is not a lot (bathroom of the function)

Lyrics:

I ruin it all
And you loved me anyway
I’m covered in blood
But you’re kind of into that
I still remember the night
When I blacked out on your floor
You were worried sick
We were snorting fentanyl
I’m no better

You know I still don’t know how to drive
And I’ll be 23 in June
You said your momma never liked me
And I can see why she didn’t 

Lauren
I hope you know that I loved you
Lauren
I hope you know that I’m sorry

You know I’ve never been too good
At keeping one girl at a time
I turned out like my dad
And it keeps me up at night 
Growing up I swore that I wouldn’t 
And now I’m just like him
Shallow and unfaithful
It consumes me from within

You know I’m still that boy that you knew
Maybe just a little wiser
Your momma never liked me
Well I didn’t like her anyway

Lauren
I hope you know that I loved you
Lauren
I hope you know that I’m sorry

Lauren
I hope you know that I loved you
Lauren
I hope you know that I’m sorry

a song for lauren (ruiner)

f*ckboy! (come and pass the time)

Lyrics:

She wanna party like it’s 1982
Yeah she never really gave a fuck
She taking pics for the gram again
Living life half naked

We’ve seen this all before
She just wanna be someone else
A bad past and she likes to drink
She don’t hold herself accountable 

You know you make me so mad
You know you make me feel stupid
You got no regard no one princess
no one but yourself

She wanna party like it’s 1982
You got no idea what she do to me
Cocaine on the table
She say that she love me
I don’t really think so

She wanna party like it’s 1982
You got no idea what she do to me
Cocaine on the table
She say that she love me
I don’t really think so

You know you’re just another brat
She like to throw that ass on Only Fans
20 thousand men up on her Snapchat
She drop it for them dollars anytime 

I know that you’re a thot but baby damn
I never thought like this I never have 
She hit me late at night like where you at?
I know she at the plugs don’t gotta ask

I know your kind
I know you well
I’ve been around here
for quite some years

You know you make me so mad
You know you make me feel stupid
You got no regard no one princess
no one but yourself

She wanna party like it’s 1982
You got no idea what she do to me
Cocaine on the table
She say that she love me
I don’t really think so

She wanna party like it’s 1982
You got no idea what she do to me
Cocaine on the table
She say that she love me
I don’t really think so

party like it's '82 (modern day woman)

Lyrics:

Text me if you hear this 
Maybe we could talk again
I know there’s love beneath this
But I can’t fix myself I cant

Cheating is in my nature
I never meant to cause no harm
I hope you’re well and happy
I hope he doesn’t treat you like I have

I regret all the things I did
We got caught in the rise and fall
The day I lost my mind
Is the day we lost it all

I wish I could say i’m sorry
I wish I could say I’ve changed I’ve not
I wrote you another letter 
But love doesn’t last forever

(Wyatt verse)

If I regret all the things I said
Then why do I keep saying them?
Stop calling me baby
There’s not a way you could save me
I’ve been trying to do my best
But I push you away from me
I gotta get this off my chest
So say what you want to say to me

I regret all the things I did
We got caught in the rise and fall
The day I lost my mind
Is the day we lost it all

I wish I could say i’m sorry
I wish I could say I’ve changed I’ve not
I wrote you another letter 
But love doesn’t last forever

I regret all the things I did
We got caught in the rise and fall
The day I lost my mind
Is the day we lost it all

I wish I could say i’m sorry
I wish I could say I’ve changed I’ve not
I wrote you another letter 
But love doesn’t last forever

the last love letter (love doesn’t last forever) w/ wyatt

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