invisible ink

afterlife

soul tie - Instrumental

lyrics + vocals by moi

produced by Chance Pham

sample from "Awakening" by Ichika Nito

tiramisu

this is about ancient fragmentation. impulse of repressed polarity.
prod. by Young Taylor ~ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJaTpJAk4jw

☯ l  y  r  i  c  s ☯ 

She in love with my rise 

pack it up with the sighs
Cryinup a string of whys 

Didnt wait for wounds to dry
Its a type

Yeah its a type
Its a type

I wonder what it means to me 
Is what it mean to him
I wanna know if light we joined
Was just an Interim 
Or twin flame signalin 
Our flesh is cyclin
Royal solomon 
im not ur ottoman
I see u nodding then 
Sparked da filament 
We need some healin 
In 

Our love
Our love
Our looooove x2

Take my binder out
Take the pen n paper too
Wanna get a feel for us
Wanna know if we can groove 
Said he’s wiserer than thou
Holy moly is it true?
Is he sensei i been searchin for 
heaven seal approved 
Open up a bag 
Saved him half a citrus snack 

He Shook his head at me
He got his dinner packed
He brought his light in fact
He know the light 
He feel the light 
He be the light

That love the shadow
Hopscotch narrow
Thru the shallow 
Melting tallow
Trailing fire for da battle
Ankles rattle
How he know i dig dismantle 

Throne he shatter

Pussy pitter patter
Peter picked the trickled paper 
Pluck apart da syncopator 
Minute maid eliminated
Lemonade must satiate her
need a skittle yang to beta
vador zim n alligators

swirlin in his eyes 
Silky smooth seducin thighs 
Dna column align

He in love with my thighs
He in love with my ties
She in love with my prize
She in love with my rise 

pack it up with the sighs
Cryinup a string of whys 

Didnt wait for wounds to dry
Its a type

Yeah its a type
Its a type

I wonder what it means to me 
Is what it mean to him
I wanna know if light we joined
Was just an Interim 
Or twin flame signalin 
Our flesh is cyclin
Royal solomon 
im not ur ottoman
I see u nodding then 
Sparked da filament 
We need some healin 
In 

Our love
Our love
Our looooove x2


Don’t say u dont remember
We one 
Two bodies now 
Two bodies now x2

X3 at end

thank you for hearing me, reflections. 

lightwaves,
paru || frances

dissociative ~ paru || frances {prod. Young Taylor}

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Original Instrumental / Beat : Dawn Till Noon by Thovo { https://soundcloud.com/thomas-vos-2/thovo-dawn-till-noon-free-beat }

"neptune playin games"
a poem~rap by paru
dec 1, 2017 

No time to waste
I got ma bases covered
No space for taste of lovers 
Leavin mild taste my mother
Would probably ask for other 
Men i mutter
Haze i wonder

Are these stardust seeds
Releasing inner qiiii 
i probably really need 
How to spot the pesky weeds
From the vibes
i 
seek 
While Im trynna tell from peeks 
And peaks if im his cuppa tea ?
Am i too uppity ?
My mind is rummagin 
eyes 2 almondine ?
Oh how doubts 
summon in. . . 
Elements of yesteryear
When i was down 2 hear
why u 
cnt be here
Why u 
Cant be here
Why u cantbe here . . .

Should i be surprised
Should i be impressed
“business to finish up”
I wish u da best 
Loggin off this mess 
Laugh it off, i jest
Sleep it off, i rest
Shake it off, i guess

U act like im not u
So
 i act like im not u 
Tho 
we both know it aint true 
Why we swallow pillls blue 
Like we still aint bloomed thru
third dimension’s igloo 

We wished for each other 
But cant seem to accept 
 Those that  things we reject
Are inner aspects x2

The Invisible Landscape || The Impermanent Abode 

neptune playin games { prod. by Thovo }

original instrumental : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=srSBsud2MQE

"taga saan po sila"
a song by paru
dec 3, 2017

i dont mean to be alarming
 
I’m just blurring shadowed harming 
seems the threads that weave to harness
ninunos in da mountains 
frayed to dust
to the dusk 
i hope   the spirals find a rush
creep upon the endless husk 
mais mater realm, it must


we da rice we da corn
we the people that were born
guard the drum
light the circle
sand is scorching
water purple 
and I’m drowning in the gurgle

lola perla
ran from peril 
coral blood bubble terror
I’m the baby out the


Papa wanted more that 4 walls for his daughter

Mama wanted me to go to school in her honor

row  ing x2
coast ing x2

bahala na
bahala na di ba?
bahala na
 x2

mandalas on her skin
see the alligator teeth
land of painted people kin
culture buried underneath
companies
want da metals n da fruits
as they rock these human suits
but I’m seeing over 5
and these entities
can’t thrive
if we tell em what it is 
hey 
 what it do
my seed cannot be taken 
like i ripen just for you 
 sampaguita truth
blossom when its due
imma tell u how i like it 
landing right above the root

seeing double 
seeing two 
seeing bigger
seeing 
thru 

say your native ?
talaga?
head to my crib
'lika na 

wala tayong ari 
wala tayong pangalan
pano to nangyari 
hindi ka ba nag aral? 
bigla na ligaw tayo sa baba ng pulang dagat
sa loob ng madilim 
may kumanta umaaangat

sumayaw 
sumayaw 


sumayaw 


sumayaw 
sumayaw 

sumayaw



*waves*

we da rice we da corn
we the people that were born
guard the drum
light the circle
sand is scorching
water purple 
and I’m drowning in the gurgle
lola perla
ran from peril 
coral blood bubble terror

we the children out the mirror
we the children out the mirror
we the children out the mirror 
we the children out the
we the children

(hopeful) 
bahala na x2
bathala na x2
bathala ka x2
bahala na x2

The Invisible Landscape | The Impermanent Abode

taga saan po sila (prod. fatgums instrumental)

the music = "big sis" by sales {https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZ1Jxef2hiE} 

current vibrations: 

chokoreto | spicy miso ramen | gyofun | can the subaltern speak | alan watts | filipino tattoos (ancient to modern) |  sunnyblue omusubi | whipped shea butter | amethyst | mindanao | ruby ibarra | zen | ajitama | coffee jelly | laing | tinitu'un | kare kare empanadas (@ubekabute) | abura soba

subconscious on canvas ~ a poem~rap to "big sis" by sales

I never met a being quite like this
He brings my nerves to amethyst abyss 

It’s like the sands are meetin thru the glass
We meet again 
Momentum of the past


took the antidote 
And fought the fight huh 
u took the antidote and fought the fight
U took the antidote and fought the fight?
coalesce to spiral in the night 

Then i could die with you
And i could live with you x 2



Quantum certified
I like this kind of tide
It travel thru the spine
It can’t be quite defined
Qi flow around the mind
Qi flow around the mind
Qi flow around the mind


Wrote in ink 
 But didn’t mind
paper soaked
In evening time



It’s like the tears cut thru the threads 
Collect the promises.

It’s like u left
A mark in time
It amplified
our auric pulse collide
In astral alliby

not the type 
No more
we’renot the type
To remedy
Our hearts with silent sort of pite. 

Reveal the sight of semblance
Glimpse of conscious 
Co~creative kind of launchings

He switched it up 
cant interrupt x2



Beyond the name
Beyond the crew
Beyond the creed

Beyond the hue
Beyond the caste
Beyond the breed

Am i to see
The depths to us
The seed to three x2
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Iba ang buhay sa taas
(life is different up there) 
Sinabi niya lumalabas
(what he says come out)
Ang ilaw sa punong puno
(light from the fertile tree)
Sa dahon niya kumukulob
(from his leaves, shake)
kidlat, kinain niya, sunog
(lightning, he eats, burned)
Walang hiya kaniyang tunog
(his sound has no shame)
Sa dagat niya dinuduro
(into the ocean, he spits).

dharmic astralign  ❤, paru || frances ~  (a poem to lovesick by potsu)

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cardamom~rose || a poem~rap to Flaming Hot Cheetos by Clairo

manila mango { a poem~rap to broken clocks }

a balance of space and contact, is what im working on 



instrumental via H3 music:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzHkeFrMeRs

"All Rights go to Joji, 88rising, Chris Athens, Francisco Ramirez & 12Tone Music.
This is a cover and recreation of "ATTENTION" created by Joji."

attention - joji { cover }

banana kick is an orgasm for all of your tastebuds.

listen to more of @mathyoupee : https://www.amazon.com/Aced/dp/B07RGMJF95

lucid s dreams { prod. by mathyoupee }

Parang di tayo bagay 
(it’s like we’re not compatible)
Need the sound surround, 
heres a snippet 
Hope u hear it 
If ur down to ground.

sent home to the tropics
mailed out to the states 
been home double digits
temp addresses to this date 

ascribed japanese, korean
  bout beyond nation states?
Im  labeled “asian” for convenience
foreign fables that were made

My flavour’s not so oriental
This silky hair aint your to touch 
came up sideways with the scripture 
Oh how this language shaping us

elder branches set inside me
ornate beading, abacus
segments of a wheel 
Reveal

its  network returning from the dust

Ya aid programs hella sus
flour Fortified, a plus ?

It killing farmers with this trust
Maybe its more than market thrust 
“30 years to bury feelings”
Just 30 strokes to bust ?”

I aint sharing constellations 
For the “benefit” of us x2

She made u sum dinner
Oo 
 she waited up 
U cut her to pieces 
To-go so abrupt x2 

portal occupied 
visions come aligned
spits the prophecy
a long long 
Time ago 
thirst declined
even spark reclined
prayed to santo nino


   
nativize the creed 
boom baptize the greed 
Bacc 2
basket fishing 
noose mislead

toxic cycle 
We allowed to breed 
Sometimes scenes
Just can’t agree
On roles or lines 
For free ? 

music anatomically 
 turning off my qi 

Should i say it szechwan style
turn it up degrees ! 
goddamn tired
zipping self,

For applause 
To appease x2

Hey uh 
Yung lang ba
(is that it…)
Hindi mo gusto to? 
(u don’t want this)

Teka
(wait-)
Ako
ba
ang  
gusto mo? 
(am i the one you want)

O kahit lang 
Sino ! 
(or just anyone)
O kahit lang 
sino ! 

hwag ka na lang bumalik 
Dito
(don’t come back here)
masmalinis ang astral ko
 pag hindi ka nasaisp 
(my astral space is clearer when you’re not in my thoughts)

Panaginip 
(in my dreams)
walang 
kwento 
(nothing to say)

Bulaklak 
(no flowers)
‘syandong init
(too hot/tempered)

tigas
 ulo 
(hard headed)

Iteks kita na lang next buhay 
(ill just text u in the next life)
I mean it!

cancelled (prod. Noden)

production ~ mathyoupee : https://soundcloud.com/mathyoupee
vocals ~ paru : https://www.youtube.com/paruplanet

lyrics :

She thinks she could be the sun to his song
Only write lists with him being the one
Maybe why’d he leave her feelin like this
Only goodbye made was dreamt or psychic 

Setting goals to improve 
Just to soothe and sedate
getting pretty played out to continue charades 
When all i wanted was for you to parade
Come thru for the homies and just cancel our dates ?

Hm

They say nothing last 4ever
But this shit come around 

U had me muddled 
Mind was spiraled and my synapses wound

Was it a freudian mission to blame 
Could it be parental patterns engrained
Like concrete

 canvas-carved names
Stackers signatured trains
A selifish artist convinced and ashamed


Seen bodies buried 
She couldnt relate
Her lola betty 
5000 away
If passports cleared
So would daughter’s delay
1st trip back home 
Yeah Up to her grave
I think i need a conversation and a proper exchange
About why our souls meet and the faces decay 
Not a bad bone in her body but he need her to say
sorry baby are u feelin okay?

Simple’s best like saitama said
Even if late.

I took a breather 
Minded gaps in a break
breaking schedule’s back 
Expecting some pay

And now im paying the price 
putting self second place 
Ican’t refund my days
But bet my venmo balance
caption this taste

Im making money from these tables you could never attend 
It took me hot girl spring and summer to call u a friend
And even then you could never but bend
The subject matter away from your end
You Kabisera addict narcissist pen 
Author nothing but the trap and the trends 
I love my trap but the lyrics, depends
And your words just a blend
Too familiar like, i heard it again.

return to sender ( 보리차 ) prod. mathyoupee

(lyrics)

these trees that aren’t from here

these trees that aren’t from here
I feel like they know me
It’s clear from the seasons
our feelings change slowly

I was trying to sleep 
pushing away all my dreams 
but I promised on altar
i can't live in a scene
with the flames on my back 
I got used to the bruises
if my body, in tact
but my spirit refusing 
I can’t move to the beat 
if my heart say it’s losing
I got my back on the track 
when intuition kept choosing

I got a bed now
I got a mic 
Don’t tell me 
I ain’t got the lens that I like

Some business unfinished and maybe its petty to you
I had to remember what I'm meant to do

Rocks in my pocket
Amethyst friends
I changed my vibrato
barkada was cleansed

I reset my aperture I open amends 
Im sensing we seeing the same now
Symmetrical ends 

I got a new day
My self care in shape
Our wholeness is always

I know this aint always good.
Good/

I hope that we’re good. 

I just wanna say we’re good.

ipaalam by mathyoupee (feat. paru)

letters untangle
A rage came unraveled 
show nothing
One moment
Then
Up in a tantrum
Set fire to mantle
come to the surface
Ur faces aren’t the mirror
When our visions are versus 

head’s spinning but I’m perfectly still 
Know moment space shattered
Had me tripping for real. 
turns out,
cycle just 
spin bittersweet blend. 
Turns out
cycle just 
spin bittersweet blend. 

Drowning, laughing, yeah                                                                                    
              im feeling that mix 
Im flashing forward / back for a feeling or fix 
I never let go ! I was casting that wish 
I heard my echo 
as I land from the bliss. 

crack of ceramic 
lackin  empathic 
Powers bestowed
Distorted quick 
Until the pieces implode
infectin both- 

rancid-rotten, squalid we purge 
hurled hidden knives 
In the rush of the words. 

What kind of karma deserved ?
From the lift of the toxins in my body, emerged
was the force or the power
that shouldda come first? 

head’s spinning but I’m perfectly still 
know moment space shattered
had me tripping for real 
turns out,
cycle just 
spin lessons again.

turns out,
cycle just 
spin lessons again

say tht u will…
U say
say tht u will
don’t go 

U swear tht u will
U swear
U swear tht u will 
I hope

U think I can deal 
U think I can deal 
u think that 
I won’t ?

see bags at the door 
I think that you know 
When u chose to go 
I chose to close 

say tht we will 
( We say )
We say tht we will 
( We say )
sure you’re for real
(Okay)
If thats how u feel 
(Hey)

Just go. 
 
Just grow.

Lacuna (prod. Alex R.)

intimate violence + state violence have the intention of domination, intimidation, and neglect in common.

miss me with that

♡♡♡ R&B <3 hip hop 
hi 
my name is
paru [ astral messenger ~ 1995 (VA)/ raised between London & Manila, i continue to traverse this 3D ancestral weaving thru poetry, video, movement, and alternative culinary art. Currently based in Tongva land (LA). I am of Ibaloi descent.

paru frances

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