I reminisce on times when it wasn't all lies
When all of my friends were just a bunch of silly guys
Simplier times with a simplier life
Memories just flood me and I sit here hypnotized but I'm
Tired of trying to silence and stop these feelings
The wound hurts badly before it starts healing
Those people are alive but there's really
Nothing that I can do except keeping my willings to myself
A child with some grown ups issues
Another problem comes I am running out of tissues
Genie that wasn't a part of my wishes
Tell me who cursed me what is my mission
I'm always thinking about all of my losses
Analyzing where I'm now I'm lost and
As I'm laying on grandpa's tomb 4 roses
Saying to myself this is nonsense all I know is

My final destination
A world with no hatred no separation
Heaven on Earth with no temptations
Utopia to reach it everything shoud be changed I'm just
An entertainer emotions is what I'm made of
Fame is what I'm aimed for envy leave it for later
Maintaining a created character's a hard labour
Doubters fly by but I don't see them on my radar
I'm wrestling with my thoughts I'm searching for my twins
I'm dancing on hot stoves as deadening as it seems
Praying for myself because nobody else does
The problem is not lack of love it's presence of lust
I'm used to witnessing my dreams destruction
But I really had no other option
I'm starting to believe and dream even more
Cause calm after the storm is my seduction


Seduction

Ringing in the ear
Helplessly surviving in the nether full of fear
Personality's desire is as simple as is clear
World is too severe dishonest financier
Collecting disorders as some kind of souvenir
Recovering others always first to volunteer
Hearing rumors 'bout himself but no will to interfere
It doesn't matter, he's only here for a year
Spilled beer it's snowing outside
He's qualified at university but he's not satisfied
Turning on the news and it's either homicide
Or genocide or another him-like person's suicide
He's terrified he goes for a ride
On the road he thinks about taking cyanide
He's told he's sissified, they didn't justify
But his self-esteem had been already crucified

Don't go outside if the sky is gray
Don't go outside it's about to rain
What's on your mind are you ok?
I'm color-blind or your skin is gray

Whispers, gossips
All his life he dedicated to deal with nonsense
He's yet to lose full control of his own conscience
Believes in God just thinks afterlife is darkness
Dungeons, countries he wanted to explore
Hundreds, thousands dreams he had ignored
And genres of music that he wanted to record
Are now just something he regrets he had avoided
"I miss my dad" he says
As he's looking at the city through the broken glass
He really grieves and harshly blames himself that last
Time he talked to him was two years before his death
He only wishes that his father was alive
He hasn't heard his crispy voice for a while
But if he never died how many more years
Would it take for him to call him one last time?

Don't go outside if the sky is gray
Don't go outside it's about to rain
What's on your mind are you ok?
I'm color-blind or your skin is gray
Don't go outside if the sky is gray
Don't go outside it's about to rain
What's on your mind are you ok?
I'm color-blind or your skin is gray

Gray

How could you live my life if you can't even live your own
I started grinding and sparked a lightning 'fore I was born
If you died tonight I would be right there at your funeral
Spitting at the grave like I spit on tracks with no remorse
Same song same flow same words and same meaning
Lay low way more dickheads began to scream it
Stay hoe game's over only when I say I end it
Bankroll gain no say so money is gimmicks
How could you live my life if you can't even live your own
I started grinding and sparked a lightning 'fore I was born
If you died tonight I would be right there at your funeral
Spitting at the grave like I spit on tracks with no remorse

Biting nails a second after they start to see me
Upper neighbours can't stand me cause I'm pushing through ceiling
Signed up for apprentieceship now I'm getting companies feeding
Hungry as fuck but I never had problems with eating
None of y'all get even little close to this motion
Bullshit you dropping is pretending to be crucial
It's nauseous y'all be wearing bow ties with gucci
That shit's like eating fish eyes with sushi
I sold my soul to devil
I will never go to heaven
Cause I won't die I will never that happen
I'll live in your mind for infinity and latter
I'll make a son and replace his brain with mine
So that I'll get a chance to start a whole new life
Same memories but the body redesigned
No child left behind, me? one of a kind

How could you live my life if you can't even live your own
I started grinding and sparked a lightning 'fore I was born
If you died tonight I would be right there at your funeral
Spitting at the grave like I spit on tracks with no remorse
Same song same flow same words and same meaning
Lay low way more dickheads began to scream it
Stay hoe game's over only when I say I end it
Bankroll gain no say so money is gimmicks
How could you live my life if you can't even live your own
I started grinding and sparked a lightning 'fore I was born
If you died tonight I would be right there at your funeral
Spitting at the grave like I spit on tracks with no remorse


No Remorse

Keep the distance around my dawgs
Be specific when you talk 'bout us
Sit and listen and applaud
Narcissistic train of thought
All my people wear kimono
God save the queen Nicki Minaj
Can't see me I'm in camouflage
Ecstasy when you hear my songs

Take the gun and spray I don't even gotta imitate
Anybody I just entered game and I'm firing your favourite rappers
I'm the highest in the whole food chain y'all are zombies all you need is brain
I can promise I will never fail like my father when tried to raise me
I'm charging from all the anger you gave me you made a mistake
I was patient 'till the very day when you said I will never make
Any money now look at my bank account and don't wonder why
I am crowned and crowded and you're clowned I'm Mohammad Ali of rap

Keep the distance around my dawgs
Be specific when you talk 'bout us
Sit and listen and applaud
Narcissistic train of thought
All my people wear kimono
God save the queen Nicki Minaj
Can't see me I'm in camouflage
Ecstasy when you hear my songs

Used to wanna be Jason with the chainsaw
Now I became him who do I choke?
All of these lames that call themselves Gods
I'm destined to kill them and take them to Lord
One by one
Hope you had fun
I learn from times when I fall
Then come back stronger you reap what you sow
Can't resist the urges
Like No Nut for a virgin
Fucked you up I'm a pervert
In person y'all murmur
Whether you like it or not
One day I'll be on top
And ain't nothin' gon' stop me
What I see is not a mirage

Keep the distance around my dawgs
Be specific when you talk 'bout us
Sit and listen and applaud
Narcissistic train of thought
All my people wear kimono
God save the queen Nicki Minaj
Can't see me I'm in camouflage
Ecstasy when you hear my songs
Keep the distance around my dawgs
Be specific when you talk 'bout us
Sit and listen and applaud
Narcissistic train of thought
All my people wear kimono
God save the queen Nicki Minaj
Can't see me I'm in camouflage
Ecstasy when you hear my songs

Ecstasy

What would I do if not rap? Well, probably crack
Overdosing and taking jabs from homeless men
How I found myself in it? Still can't comprehend
It's like it's been in my head since I was 10
Still not glorious but still get euphoria
Everytime I'm a recording a track sorry I'm
Still underground and trying to be righteous
But underground's the only place where you find diamonds
Adrenaline drives me crazy it's fair to say that Mercedes
Is not the aim of my racing I'm fighting demons and facing
A lotta problems I'm having inside my head and I'm making
My rap feel like a session of therapy embracing myself
Screaming God help once again I fell my mind is my cell
Using cemeteries as a closet for my skeletons
And still wishing to not go to hell
Simply, I am amalgamation of two senses
Death threats and self censors
Being two-faced was my preferance
But they merged into one with mouth absence
Life's a game and the guy controlling me is a fucking loser
That doesn't know the rules and how to dodge movements
But soon as he sharpens his skills for ten thousand hours
We'll finally be able to say that the world is ours
Fuck everybody fuck y'all morons
Nobody was there for me when I was at my lowest
Y'all think I'll forgive and forget like y'all forgot about me
I'll filter the bitches out and keep the real ones around me
It's not only my dreams I've been there in the future
I'm ahead of my time and we got nothing mutual
Except for hatred dumb fucks be raging
And to you D.G., rot in hell bitch

Diamonds

Lonely Since the Womb (ft. Lil X Uber)

First of all nothing personal
Universally acclaimed
Imma burst on y'all
I was cursed to go fucking insane
But before I go bonkers
Better warn motherfuckers
Take some warm clothing cottons
Give 'em when they will lock us

They calling others gorgeous
Then ripping out clothes on their corpses
Mind is controlled by enormous forces
Do not make nurses your girlfriends
You got a choice

Long kiss goodnight
Or 25 to life
You either see the light
Or bring 'em to the sky
Be quick and pick a side
They doubt it's no surprise
You gotta fight or die
Decide

I done seen a lotta shit I was forced to be witnessing
I done seen people getting jumped I done seen them being so slick
I done seen people I thought were loyal show their true instincts
I been right in a midst of wartime it all happened in a blink

Chameleons are gearing up
They tearing up they fearing us
They want us dead they turn black
They want the bread they go back
The only thing that's left after death
Is memorial, nobody'll give a fuck about your impact

Or what you had to say, that's the same
Way y'all think to yourselves I just display
And portray

Chameleons

Snakes are adaptive to climate changes
And guess what I meant by climate changes
It's visible that rap game's climate changes
And brings us to the fact that nothing stays the same
Structure rearranging new faces are taking places
And imagine maybe I'm one of them it don't sound too crazy
After you hear my main hits, decent ain't it?
Masturbating on my mirror reflection
Thanks to lady who made my self-esteem greater
Almost gave me a venereal infection
Entertaining to hear her perception
Awful and awesome at the same damn time
Forcing to go back and save her life
Growing up together in the bad environment
I got away from it and now they hate I'm smiling
Lack of trust since I was four
Stealing from each other though we all were poor
Motherfuckers that were older often showed us gore
That was probably the reason that I got agoraphobia
True story y'all no euphoria talking 'bout it
Mourning my glory days nothing makes
Me feel sudden hate except for that drama lemonade
When I had no breaks

Memories fade but scars remain
Main goal is to find the one who to blame
Nobody but myself
My opinion is not for sale
How can it be so hard to tell
That I'm capable of making 'It ain't hard to tell'
That I'm capable of making bitches hearts melt
My technic's the equivalent of casting spells
Bring me on cypher I'll bury you psychos
And wear your skin cause the stereotype says
Write rapper simply cannot be as nice as
Black rapper, can only be his ghostwriter
Fuck that I don't even breathe during my rap
My lack of intimacy made me like that
Bite neck like a vampire my eyes red
I'll build a fucking empire and strike back
I don't sleep I seek
Seek for a bar that'll leave you speechless bitch
Maybe to make you think that I'm prestigious I should bleach
My hair like Slim, then be remembered as cringe
And I ain't even dissing Em or Dre
But very sadly they don't feel the climate change
Rest in peace to late great MJ
And kiss my ass those who I frustrate

Climate Changes

I'm back like I never left the game
Had to go on a vacation and upgrade my aim
Seems like all the smoke that I did was made in vain
My voice ain't changed a bit them cracks stay same
Now tell me how come a guy that's yet to stop growing
Has a discography that is this mind-blowing
And is asked every time he plays his song "why ain't you blowing?"
It's like the Weezy genius that hasn't found his Birdman
Earning your first Washingtons costs a ton of Benjamins
Especially for Russians trying to make it out the trenches
And it seems like I'm exception, lately got so many glances
I am from another section don't put me with them in captions
I am still passion still crushing and still pushing
I am still grinding still searching for my kush and
I been real ready writing doing them all-nighters
To prove y'all fuckers, ghost-writers and onliners go and find us

Your funeral's the only time I'll wear suit and tie
At the end of the day motherfucker it's you and I
Manifesting Nas's slogan yeah do or die
Do or die, do or die, do or die
Your funeral's the only time I'll wear suit and tie
At the end of the day motherfucker it's you and I
Manifesting Nas's slogan yeah do or die
Do or die, do or die, do or die

Served me coffee in coffin so I could wake up and riot
And make a hell lotta profit from dropping Satanic fire
I made I deal with the devil he asked me for my soul
I said give me a pen with paper and reap what you sow
I used to think that every rapper was a broken child
That wanted to express himself and clear up lurking mind
But it turned out to be the biggest acting industry
Keeping all the hypocrites who's worst trauma is lack of sleep
Motherfuckers be complaining while growing up in downtown
And dissing others for romanticizing guns, pow-pows
Feeling free to say what everybody thinks but out loud
I'll prolly die a villain not a hero, but not now
Fuck being local man I'm the world's finest
Sleep paralyses from your worst nightmares
Got so many cock-riders and law fighters
Corpse finders, go find us I'm north sider

Your funeral's the only time I'll wear suit and tie
At the end of the day motherfucker it's you and I
Manifesting Nas's slogan yeah do or die
Do or die, do or die, do or die
Your funeral's the only time I'll wear suit and tie
At the end of the day motherfucker it's you and I
Manifesting Nas's slogan yeah do or die
Do or die, do or die, do or die

Do Or Die

People said they were afraid to approach me
But I'm the kindest man I ever knew lowkey
My face don't let them detect when I'm joking
The best disappointment give me trophy
There is more than depth in me like I'm 4D
I've probably lived half my life like I'm 40
I never really knew what "can't afford" mean
If I was my momma I would abort me
Nose bleed from high pressure was daily routine
To function throughout the day I needed cold tea
I'd rather be broke for life and with no teeth
Cause I would never sell my freedom for AOTY
Still yet to find the one who to elope with
The only problem is the fact I'm lithromantic
Dopamine release is a dope myth
I wonder if I'll have it if I see my grandkid
Cortisol brother go give me high five
If you handle it on your own you are godlike
Manufacturing strength through the hard times
You been practicing for this for your whole life
I know it's tough to always be in the spotlight
When you're stuck here with the grief and feel it's not right
That's when you're starting to release from the dark side
And what the fuck do then you feel if it's not pride
Cause the only thing you can do when you're low's rise
It's not a curse it's that you're living for the first time
You are yet to receive your biggest surprise
I lived on autopilot now I roll dice

Autopilot

How many more Passion's are there brushing their hair
Working as a cashier and mumbling "life isn't fair"
Running out of time but still rushing the year
Looking at mirror tarnishing air, why should I care
Blushing at girls, trying at rap, imagining that
One day their dream will become true and the cash will be grabbed
Looking at national map planning like "where should I go"
Fantasizing session ended, now back to real world
As I'm getting older that feeling they call sonder
Is getting less mind-blowing cause I see more and more of
People with similar fate, life and most of them tragic
That's why 8 billion of clones ain't hard to imagine
You can meet your copy dying for minimum wage
And another one flying on jet but how did they change
Similar people going separate ways
Paradox cause they're different yet exactly the same

Sonder

I thought my days were over
Until I became sober
I need to live it slower
One day you'll holler oh my
One day it all will pay out
One day it all will play out
Before I'm under graveyard
I'll never ever stay out
I thought my life was ruined
Still I said hallelujah
Your pink matter is fluid
You don't think big or do ya?
Tomorrow's never promised
But I planned it already
Even if I had rabies
I would still say this
Momma had a kid for a reason
My dad gotta release from the position that he's in
My ears never listen, my fears stay consistent
My gramps I still miss him

Passion

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