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freaks by surf curse :) (slowed)

Lil Peep - Star Shopping (truedims punk-rock edit)

broken wishes (bttrflyknfe)

HOPE I DIE

‘putting on paint’ W/ WakeUpCoy

+++LYRICS+++
You told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs,
to keep your heart intact.
Crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
Tired of being nice to you. 
we're at war. we're at war. [Are You Crying?]

-and you told me no one ever makes you feel 
the way i do.
Guess I was lied to.
-and I never told you when I cut myself, 
or did my drugs 

to keep your heart intact.
Miss you crawling on me like a insect.
I sacrifice for you.
I'm sick and tired of acting nice for you, 
we're at war. 
I wish I didn't ever try for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Thinking too much, 
I wish I could go back. 
Whenever I die 
I'ma go to my hell;
2019, 
I could hear myself
lose my mind for you. 

I wish I didn't ever fall for you. 
I wrote so many fucking songs for you. 
You don't listen,
and then you tell me how I never listen, 
then talk shit and screw him.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+*
Hope I die soon, 
I wish I could go back.
2019, 
I could hear your lies.
Tell me not to worry about him; 
What the fuck is wrong with you?

-and I told you I would never break your heart,
but that's the past, right? 
So we can act like
we never even meant a word that we ever said. 
Like I trust you, or I love you.

Insect
drinking my blood? 
I want to kill you,
but I need you here. 
I know you're never gonna listen to me,
but it's fine. 
I wish I cared as much as you give me credit for.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I'ma die soon, 
I wish I could go back. 
When my heart got lost,
and I cut so deep 
I could see my own feet 
covered up in fucking hatred for you. 

(I'm in awe)
I wish I couldn't fucking think of you. 
(I stay high) 
-so I don't ever have to feel for you.

*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
I wish I didn't stop cutting that night. 
(It would've been the best night-)
*+Bleeed to Death, Bleeed to Death+* 
Look at my grave. 
I hope I'm a fucking traumatize you. 
fuck you, 
and everything you ever said. 
I really loved you,
but now I wish we end up dead. 

How lovely. 
I wish i didn't have a heart to-
-when i'm lied to.
And you told me you would never break my heart...

[Conclusion]
It's me spilling guts out, desperately giving my perspective in the fallout of the long-term highschool relationship had. 
every single thing i say relays something real that happened.

there is hate in my voice
i'm no good with words

+++THANK YOU+++

*+Bleeed+* BLEEED2DEATH [3/...] +++LYRICS IN DESC+++

show some love yall our times soon.
prod. nekogod

lyrics - 

 yea it started w the head trauma 
feel their words turn to dead omens
they’ll be dead for it
keep what’s special in your bed 
we been creepin through the night (‘what are y’all gone do x2)
Only feeding for themselves moving solo in this cell (what am I gone do x2)

yea I think about it every night 
All the these burdens but I swear to Christ 
think of the grifts n then I think it twice 
laying in the lake of your ideas lemme take control for a minute 
evil w a blade never find me lose me in a crowd in the city

I said I’ll arm the whole city make a whole mass taskforce 
climb the branch it’s all the same 
a vet to u casuals 
Manage what’s intangible 
Fantasy to cannibals 
telling u that ur foolish 
even tho ur bold
crush tree under roofs that no one has to know
bloody teeth w smoke 
sharper when were close 
I can’t hide your taste when I’m looking at a rose 

(dance through the course of our end x2)

PARIS - HEAD TRAUMA (PROD. NEKOGOD)

Loathing World

Glyn Hyde - She Said Yes 2022

Prod. Maxokoolin
Follow @contracult

Lyrics:


Feel my eyes sink back in ma’ skull
No drug could play me a fool
I’m so tired of waistin’ my time
When there’s no one here by my side

Just when I thought everything’s fine,
Something’s gotta get on my mind
Keep my head held high they said
But these voices say I’m better off dead

Benzos in my head, 
I’m doin’ fine, but not invincible,
Got no recollection bout the things that happened years ago,
I could use a sign baby, hope it ain’t impossible, if I could save a life,
It’d be nothing but to feel

My eyes sink back in ma’ skull
No one can escape this hell hole
I’m so tired of waistin’ my time
When there’s no one here by my side

Wishin’ I could see all my friends 
Wishin’ I could just play pretend
Keep my head held high they said
But these voices say I’m better off dead

I'm Not Okay (Prod. Maxokoolin)

i cant do this anymore (prod. rinne)

PROD. OUTRAGE


Its free for all,
Don’t get shit confused,
Bitch we’re off the wall,
We don’t know whose who,
It’s a bank roll, 
Yeah I want it too
Don’t you recognize 
The things you make us do

If you say so they just want us hanging from a tight rope
If they say so, I’ll just live my life, MIA hoe

MIA
Down in hell sitting back drinking 
crème brûlée oh
Yesterday, you fucking died before my eyes, and now I feel your pain
MIA
Down in hell sitting back drinking 
crème brûlée oh
Yesterday, you fucking died before my eyes, and now I feel your pain

Its free for all,
Don’t get shit confused,
Bitch we’re off the wall,
We don’t know whose who,
It’s a bank roll, 
Yeah I want it too
Don’t you recognize 
The things you make us do

Yeah MIA got ma gas mask on when I’m walkin in LA hoe
Yeah cant relate never close your eyes and die when they say so
MIA, MIA

MIA (PROD. OUTRAGE)

likewiselucy dark room

Detrimental immortality TV
bringing the end of humanity 
lets change the picture to avoid tragedy 
lets make a fake personality

Faces I make myself this ain’t seasonal 
They say these complications aren’t feasible 
Decisions always ends with a free for all
Vices they burn my eyes, with bright chemicals 

Dunno,
Assassinate 
The things I care for,

I’ll never run when things keep falling,
Baby it must be hard to be like you, like you

I hate everything you’ve expected from me back then,
Deception don’t even begin to fit the writing,
You paint a picture like there’s something that you’re hiding

Dunno, oh well
Dunno, oh well

I’ll never run when things keep falling,
Baby it must be hard to be like you, like you

Detrimental immortality TV
bringing the end of humanity 
lets change the picture to avoid tragedy 
lets make a fake personality

DEMONICALLY INSPIRED (PROD. ERLAX)

How the fear of Covid-19 can affect relationships

I’ve seen you
Stark naked
Now you just walk on by
No eyeballing
No sweet talking
And a face that could petrify!

Chorus
But I don’t care, no
No I don’t care, no
No I don’t care, anymore
But I don’t care, no
No I don’t care, no, guess it’s all fair in love and war!

You’ve seen me
Butt naked
So why your eyes just vacant lots?
No hand holding
Keep on walking
You act like it’s the plague I’ve got!
A cold, cold comfort forget-me-not!

Chorus
But I don’t care, no
No I don’t care, no
No I don’t care, very much
But I don’t care, no
No I don’t care, no, if you think that mine’s a lethal touch!

Bridge
Though I never needed you as some kind of crutch
We could’ve been friends, maybe stayed lovers
But you just walk by me like an agent undercover
Why is mine a lethal touch?!

Chorus
But I don’t care, no
No I don’t care, no
No I don’t care, all that much
But I don’t care, no
No I don’t care, no, if you think that I’ve a lethal touch!

Chorus
I shouldn’t worry, no
I shouldn’t worry, no
You're not my Juliet as such
I shouldn’t worry, no
I shouldn’t worry, no,
Cos you think that I’ve a lethal touch!

I mustn’t worry, no
I mustn’t worry, no
I’m not your Romeo as such
I mustn’t worry, no
I mustn’t worry, no
Cos you think that mine’s a lethal touch!
Though it hits me like a boxer's punch!

credits
from Jukebox Cloister Song Cycle, released October 10, 2020
Music: Michael Sellers
Lyrics: Michael Sellers & Gerry Verdier
Vocals: Michael Sellers
Instrumentation, musical arrangement, & production: Sergio Aguilar
Photo: Michael Sellers
Cover design; Loretta Sellers Fortuny

i cant do this anymore (prod. rinne)

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