thoughts & feelings

the dark - zach van dyck

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lyrics:

I’ll call you 2am to slide in your dms
I am not your friend, we can play pretend though
Just like Nintendo, hit for hit like kendo
Master of the temple, finishing move is a getsugatensho
Am I a Shinigami, or maybe shinobi
I do not even know me
You can call me daddy dandy, you can call me grim
Door to door but not for candy, corridors grow thin
You can’t run away again, you can’t stay away from sin

Origami paper cup – drink and get a paper cut, drink and get a paper cut
Bleeding lips, aren’t you afraid enough
I am so fucked up that I don’t give a fuck, I am so fucked up over simple stuff – simple stuff
Like being in love too much, too easily – too easily

I fall asleep, I am so damn weak
Someone help me please, to live my life of dreams
Without being asleep, I want to be awake
I want to see her face (2x)
Must I accept this fate? 
No…

Origami Shinigami [Prod. Victim731]

Music Video out now!!!: 
I really hope you all enjoy this song! I know it's a little different but please give it a chance! i love you all so much, you have truly changed my life in such a positive way <3
Production and Mixing done by: @mandu4
Cover art by: @pytn.d (on instragram)

Lyrics-

let's go back

we're never going back

what we had can never be replaced

but without you I feel out of place

let's go back when we first fell love

before I met you girl I never knew of love

memories are distant now

I think of you whenever I'm feeling down

let's go back

we're never going back

without you w/ mandu

Shinigami - Scrape My Face On The Pavement (ft. $hy)

thursday night (loopy)

@mixtapeseoul

A distant past with no way to last
Slow it down we’re far to fast
Drips and cracks of eternal vast
I cannot see what’s going on past
Mind is drifting ‘til we crash

Take solace in fear
I’ll just keep it in gear
As it’s drawing near
I lost way to steer, cause

I’ve been feeling emotional
These thoughts are taking all control
Don’t know if I’ll reach my goal
Every moment takes a toll

Never feel like I belong
Piece my heart through every song
Push myself to keep along
But every moment feels so wrong

Our lives tick away like a metronome
No point to fight what’s set in stone
We’ll meet within the catacombs, it’s in our bones, 
‘til it unfolds, I’m out the door, just no more

We’ll meet before then
I just don’t know when
We can’t see what’s ahead
But I know you’ll come again, cause

I’ve been feeling emotional
These thoughts are taking all control
Don’t know if I’ll reach my goal
Every moment takes a toll

Never feel like I belong
Piece my heart through every song
Push myself to keep along
But every moment feels so wrong

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solace (prod. mixtape seoul)

MUSIC VIDEO
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y7J7TcULkow


Shiki XO
https://soundcloud.com/shikixo

Produced by PerishBeats
https://www.beatstars.com/perishbeats

Mixed / Mastered by At Most Fears
https://atmostfears.com/

Inspired by legends, rest easy.
27//21//20

LYRICS:

(Yeah, ay, yeah)
My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless
(Ay, yo, ay, lets go)

My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless, ay

My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless, ay

Every single legend die young
27 Club turned to 21
I'm so fucking tired of lies
Every single one's tryna kill my vibe now

Okay my life's a fucking mess
Don't want sex just give me head
I'll be famous when I'm dead
My lungs on coke and cigarettes
She thinks I'ma turn up dead
So she's calling all my friends
She gon leave me in the end
Run me over with my Benz

Yeah, my life a fuckin mess
Fuck a bitch then fuck her friends yeah
Different cities blacked out in the van yeah
Taking Xanax with the molly for the stress yeah
She like when you slowing down? bitch never

I said
My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless
(Ay, yo, ay, lets go)

My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless, ay

My life's a fucking mess
Wake up to do another xan
Because my life is endless stress
So tired of feeling so useless, ay

27 Club, now 21 Club
Every single legend die young
Now I'm terrified of dying alone
Alone-lone lone, alone-lone lone

27 CLUB

27 CLUB (Feat. Shiki XO)

Prod. Airavata

Mixed/Mastered: Louis Cerda

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The Ones I Couldn't Save (Prod. AIRAVATA)

I won't be there in the end, and it's killing me to know you're not alone, felt it in bones, I never made it home, I don't need to be saved I just wanna feel alive for a day, put it all on me you can watch me bleed I won't feel a thing
Its too late to save me, all this pain you could never see, took the fall  I remember it all , told me not to call, I won't be there in the end, you won't see me ever again , passed out in the back yard , so gone guess I went to far ,
With a broken heart, guess I went to far, I don't need to be saved, I just wanna feel anything, put it all on me
Its too late , to save me, all this pain you could never see, took the fall , I remember it all , told me not to call, I won't be there in the end, you won't see me ever again , passed out in the back yard , so gone guess I went to far

sik-k ☾ cha cha

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