mother’s day moment this is an appreciation post for my mother and brother

word.

i love you -
you’ve done
too much
for me
and everyone
(around me)

i couldn’t thank you enough
even if i fed you
my blood
directly from a cup
you’d drink it up
and theoretically,
it’d cure you of everything
you would imagine
could be wrong
anytime
you’d be alright,
i’d protect you
just like you did for me
all my life

with the two of you
i could
stand directly under a bee’s nest
and feel fine

i’d feel (be) alright

lead keys

ENCYCLOPEDIA

the world
is full of liars, let’s
get them in a cupboard and
put a padlock on it and
turn it into ice in
the ocean, i guess somewhere
in the pacific? really north
or south, whatever’s colder

i dropped out of high school
cuz i’m in america
nowhere near the equator
if you can’t do anything
but walk and i can’t so
that’s how i gauge distance

i failed geography, geometry
i almost said that first
chronologically, i’m fine
i guess but
i’m really behind in
the timeline
that doesn’t exist (but)
neither does a book
without a person to write it

who came up with words?

encyclopedia

cranberry pee pill (UTI)

jealous of me,
he don’t even want me
with a hundred people in the room
he’d only look at you -

how can’t you see?
his eyes never leave yours
you haven’t looked at him
once … in a week …
how can you claim to be
someone that he hates?

cranberry, black cherry
think it doesn’t mix well -
it goes with anything !

Unless Theoretical Infidelity

true crime

wake up in the dark
i was walking last i
remember
my brain fell apart
do i feel it laying beside me
i don’t i don’t remember
it’s okay it’s all fine
touché i’ll say when i get home
to mom and dad
they called the cops
we’ll have a laugh
and i’ll learn a valuable lesson
about being more careful
when i go outside
they tell me all the time
people will break your heart
so carry a knife

it’s raining, i think
of course that’s the scene -
a teenage girl dying dramatically
born a cliché, so that’s the prose
a red herring for the hero
they said i was doing well
i believed in myself
really thought i had a way out;

i remember me
bleeding out my memories
i’m hypothetical
universal
inside your neighborhood
metaphorical 
but personally
i’d still move

conscious on elm st

original artist is pavement if u didn’t know

i had a fresh cold for this one and this song was in my head all day long so i gave up talking for like a week just to get this shit ass fuck shit.

HARNESS YER HOPES! (ailment)

percussion freestyle .. idk how to freestyle or play any instruments. i’m also literally using chopsticks

we align…. 
see, i’m dying
am i..? goodbye

you laughed at me
when i started crying
you’re an asshole
come and die
in front of my eyes <3

can’t play the drums
i don’t know how
i don’t know how 
to do much at all
i can’t even stay on tune
barely on beat

i beat myself
cuz i wanna cry
i don’t know why

BROKEN YOLK

Based on texts i’ve received
(narcissistic nonsense)
shit clock freestyle edition 1

what if i killed somebody?
right here in front of you
would that change your life
or would you just call the cops

i wouldn’t blame you either way
even if you let me do it to you

you could easily overpower me
it wouldn’t be that difficult
but the fact that i tried
is honestly kind of interesting..

so let’s see if i pull it off -
and sadly, i do

we had no clue
it would come to this
i really didn’t plan it,
you got too close

we all saw it coming from afar,
in hindsight -
we’re past 2020 right now
too bad(,) you lost
this round,
it cost you everything

i’m not sorry
not sorry
my bad though

sharpie

there’s something in my ass (feat. christ)

4$$.m4a

we.m4a

Got a hole in my chest,
It could be mistaken as an abyss
Crawl in
Get lost .. in my soul
Let’s morph together -
Form something better

that was disgusting
Obviously you heard that too

don’t smoke.m4a

laugh track.m4a

Diagnose me, can’t do my laundry
I’m screamin every time I get into a car
I’m thinking we’re gonna crash
Into a bush
And somehow that’ll blow the engine up
And we will all be in the hospital,
I guess

intrusive thought.m4a

consider this an archive
tw: over explaining

tbh most of my shit is improv
(which is why it sucks)
i only know how to utilize 1/4
of one ukulele chord sheet
that came with the acoustic baby
we were gifted from guitar center
but i get bored easy so

it’s me and whatever instrument
i force to be
at the mercy of my fingers

call me raw and real
or a talentless hack
both are true
the choice is yours

enjoy it or don’t :)

barebones

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