08 Lone Wolf

Two years have passed
Time went by faster than expected
Things came so fast
Cause nothing last forever
I hold on tightly
I hold on firmly
Cause I’ve got nothing left to lose

Only the road is what’s left for me
The unknown
This is where I can breathe
And find my peace

This is where I can breathe
This is where I find peace
This is the unknown
The road is my home

I’m getting colder
No more warmth upon my shoulder
My mind gets older
And I’m left for dead
And now I’m left for dead

Only the road is what’s left for me
The unknown
This is where I can breathe
And find my peace

This is where I can breathe
This is where I find peace
This is the unknown
The road is my home

Please let me be
Don’t remove the last thing that makes me happy

Cause this is a lifesaver

07 Road/Home

I don‘t know you
You don’t know me
Two men same flesh and blood
Different personalities

I don’t know you
You don’t know me

Thank you for 22 years
Of taking care without any heart
Thank you for 22 years
Feeding me but nothing else

Just know you failed as a father
Serving money but never love
Just know you failed as a father
Look in the mirror and ask yourself

Even though your blood runs through my veins
Even though you’re a part of me
I will never be the same
And I will never be a part of you

Every night I wish you would have taken her place
Six feet deep forever

You will never hear this song
Because you never cared anyway

I don’t know you
You don’t know me
Two men same flesh and blood
But different personalities

I’m so scared of the outcome
Am I gonna be the same person
I will never be the same

Just know you failed as a father
Serving money but never love
Take a look in the mirror
And ask yourself: “Am I to blame?”
Take a look in the mirror
And ask yourself: “Am I to blame?”

Even though your blood runs through my veins
Even though you’re a part of me
I will never be the same
And I will never be a part of you

Every night I wish you would have taken her place
Six feet deep forever

Thank you for 22 years of taking care without any heart
Thank you for 22 year s feeding me but nothing else

Just know you failed as a father
Serving money but never love
Just know you failed as a father
Look in the mirror and ask yourself

06 Lonely Old Man

This is your sickness that lives on in me

The good die way too young
That’s life and its fucking tragedy

An old man in a young body
I soak smoke into my lungs
An old man in a young body
I drink my life away

All hope has left me
I question everything
Nothing makes me happy
I just want you to be
I just want you to be here

I can’t keep calm because my head is full of shit
Passing out every day became the routine

Doctor give me more medicine

An old man in a young body
I soak smoke into my lungs
An old man in a young body
I drink my life away

All hope has left me
I question everything
Nothing makes me happy
I just want you to be with me

All hope has left me
I just want you to be with me
All hope has left me
I just want you to be with me
I just want you to be free

05 Crohn Syndrome

I gave you one last chance that you can lie into my face
LET’S GO

Thanks a million
Finally you’ve opened my eyes
Straight I see trough your fucking lousy lies
I turn my back as you did
And there’s no better feeling leaving all of you behind

Foolish how I am
I did not perceive
All those deadbeats around me

Trust no one and nothing
This is sad to say
But the years have proved to me

To pick myself up and go
To think on my own
I swear don’t ever speak my name again
Because you’re dead to me

You deluder

You deserve the worst
But fortunately it’s not my responsibility to judge you


If you think that you can part me
From the ones that I love
Then you’re fucking wrong

Pick myself up and go
To think on my own
To pick myself up and go
To think on my own
I swear don’t ever speak my name again
Because you’re dead to me

You can’t maul us
You can’t stop me

Thanks a million
You’ve opened my eyes
Straight I see trough your fucking lies

Thanks a million
You’ve opened my eyes
Straight t I see trough your lousy lies

04 Alpha Male

DEATH WISH

If this doesn’t stop
I’m gonna go insane
I swear I wish this fear on no one else

If this doesn’t stop soon enough
I’m gonna go insane
DEATH WISH

Someone is testing my will to live
And I am not quite sure who will win

So many times I screamed for someone who will hear me
So many times I screamed for someone who will save me

For months I’ve been having this death wish
And it will never go away
For months I’ve been having this death wish
And I fear that it will stay
And I fear it won’t go away

Someone is testing my will to live this way
And I am not quite sure of my future

So many times I screamed for someone who will hear me
So many times I screamed for someone who will save me

The best part of me has been ripped away
These bitter times shaped a young man full of misery

For months I’ve been having this death wish
And it will never go away
For months I’ve been having this death wish
And I fear that it will stay
And I fear it won’t go away

Someone is testing my will to breathe
And I am not quite sure of my future

So many times I screamed for someone who will hear me
So many times I screamed for someone who will save me

For months I’ve been having this death wish
And it will never go away
For months I’ve been having this death wish
And I fear that it will stay
And I fear it won’t go away

03 Death Wish

It were the first days of spring
But these were meant to be
The hardest in this so-called family

I hate these hospitals
And its dead corridors

I’ve lost my shelter
I’ve lost my home
I lost everything I ever loved
I don’t know where I belong
Now I need to be as brave as you were
Stay by me

A brave angel has left the world
Can you tell me why this happened to me?

Days are passing by
And I still can’t keep my head up high
Now I am all alone
And having all these questions
It’s so hard to breath


I fear having this heavy heart and mind lifelong

With your death something has died in me too
Stay by me and show me how to push trough
I need mother love
But now I am motherless

The only thing what’s left is your last smile at me
Since that day it has rained continually

In my dreams there is the last place you still speak to me
Reaching out my hand but you always disappear

How much longer do I have to live until I see you again?

I’ve lost my faith
I’ve lost my strength
I lost everything I ever loved
I don’t know where I belong
But now I need to be as brave as you were
Stay by me

A brave angel has left the world
Can you tell me why this happened to me?

And my throat is dry
From always choking not to cry
I’ll keep my head up high
Trough all these questions
It’s so hard to breath

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