idle

user interface absent _Outtro proccess

the ehtanol hits 
but im nt on it 
u cant tell wht 
is in my pocket 

excuse myself 
because im nt honest 
told u tht i
 wsnt off it 

but if i cross it 
thn i j mite miss n 
nt get my hit whn
i needed it thn 

n i mite yell and scream 
and hit when
 nylas gone 
n she missd her shift cos 
were sleeping in 
n stare at bugs thn
the world goes by 
but u culd give 2 substance
in the street
whn  we lost the
lasT Of 
our more 3 more drugs in
it cuts so deep tht 
i feel it rushing 
ovr n ovr 
ur heart pulses

evn mor whn ur sober 
but i cnt fix 
cos thts nt my problem 
i dnt kno wht 2 say i cnnt solve thm 

its drops in ur bloodstream 
as if its a solvent 
but we were just products 
with our thoughts we went all in

ethanolTUneeee

#dont #bother #coldTile

Keep to myself 
And don’t say a word 
All that’s left are bruised and hurt 
The well runs dry 
Two figures lie 
The world in green 
Won’t even try 
So it was, I broke it off 
Search for it, but you’re so lost 

Im not home do u get it?
How much to walk as a feather 
Cold im pressed against metal 
In the pocket, im fed up 
100 ants in my sweater 
Hold my hand as it sets in 
Half a minute a second 
Its just no fun

wHyyyyyydiscard2

guitar- @imtryingg
additional sounds n drums- meeE
vox- meeE n @maxdoutt
thx 4 listn

ellea,w,maxdout

JuneBug~

meeE
art by thomaskhalil2 @user0092703

i will nevr finish mixn th s track~LackLusterEnd~Cyl~ Silently.Posting.This.(SoWhat) Ḏ௦ Ŷ௦ᥙ 𝐸ᜱ𝖊𝝘 ၂ᥙꕶŁ?????

i, thinking bout it sometiimes try
even more than my thoughts and lies
and i hear the voice often nights
but i keep coming// back

and ik its nt much to ask
even tired im freaking out
and i wake up getting off

just one more choice
goodnight,
something scared me i cant say
idk cant say
im being nice
alright
alright?
alright

what was tht what was tht?
i didnt hear u
sry what? what was that

i try i try i try it again
i try i try i tried 2 again
i try i try i try it again
i try i try i try

idk somethings wrong what the hell am i doing here
not here im nt here
idk somethings wrong what the hell am i doing here
not here im nt here
idk if im wrong can u tell me what im doing here
and the birds fall down im nt here im nt here im nt here

A Song I Made Last Nite (tryyyyyyyy SOWHATMIX

MeeE
close up its all for nothing 
try me im glue stuck 
doing  mmy own thng
but whn u cant help 
and its just all so 
the type tht fairs bad 
we work it out slow 
i tell u 
no no dont evn worry ab it 
it all works out in the enddd we get home
 so so dnt evn tell me ab it 
im rly hurting again like its a set up

ws tht a questioin
why dnt u tellme ab it 
dont u tell me ab it??

121212121212123far i knoo
12121 tell me ab it 1212

Alright  _ a _ Question

i dnt evn kno wht u said 
do u have the time?
thnk we just met 
thnk my phones dead

and soon i cry 
he exists 
time 4 trying again 
but idk

its someehtn in theyr eyes 
thy dont care 
quit wasting my time
im feeling sick 

running across the field 
4u4u4u

Running Out The Front DoorDemoo

if im not home then do u need a count at all
can we fly right on back
how can u tell me how u feel, so im sorry
and u give me what u want but im sorry
i hear it on the phone and im sorry
oh did something hurt it>
oh can we go home will it b there for long?
hey, can u please tell it to me
talkn 2 me are u talkn 2Me?

(noise

isnt it the worst thing forget ab it
ik ya ik :(
isnt it the worst thing, thinking ab it
ik ya ik :/

im scared im scared

Unintelligible Fabric The Gentle Whim Of Breathing

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
im unconsious 
friends with a wolfm bye 
going 2 practice 
opening signal 
like do u have it 
are u around 2day 
im nauseous
guessn thts nt it 
guessn tht nt it ok
guessn thts nt it ok
guessn thts nt it thts nt it 
 zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Im A Little Anxious But Thats Ok MYYMP3QUALITYT New Recording

meeE ~꧁༺ 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 ༻꧂wher ur 𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓼r ssort 𝓸𝓯\\𝐵𝓊𝓏𝓏𝒾𝓃g n 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓀𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔g

hop e youv hav a good day 
ddnt take too much 
how u waking up its funny

sick not evn the worst 
habits coming out 
im sry, im sry 

course im out againnnn
thnk ill get som more today 
im out agian 
i cant stand 2 b alione 

\im walking off. i cant fgeel my limbs today 
im walking of i cant feel my limbs today 
m wlakn off feel my limbs today
im walkig off feel my limbs today  cantr

ohHhh

UNsaTable Insatiabel; 2.1

Song About @a 3 day state~ ~ Finnaly Finally finall
art by thomaskhalil2 @herst0ry
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
take some more i could pickup now 
i dont wanna go to bed 
i dont wanna lay down 
cos im scared of sleep 
and my friends are out 
i dont want tht pill i dont want tht pill

and ur favorite song that u told me cuts 
and i wake up late whn the sun rains down 
i dont want tht still i dnt want tht still
i dont want tht still i dnt want tht still i

its out of tone fix with plastics
theres someone thru the door    
does it matter 
thru the photo is a screen shes an addict
do u want that stil do u watn tht still 

im hoping for something 
in the crowd chasing figures do u have some
im wilting needa fix it 
idk whts up or down lose it 

i could couunt on black lungs but it still stings	
my voice hurts bad im out of tunee
my lads will surely let me down 
the way i bruise i scream and shout 

apparent thru the phone that youll freak out 
a drug based lie we;re not allowed 
are u bleeding in the sink? u break me down 
u break me down ui break me downnn
break me down, Break me

Things I Want

does it bother anyone else????
Perfect ART by thomaskhalil2 @herst0ry

it was so indirectly 
it was sewn indirectly to u 
do u wanna hear my heartbeat 
out loud, go down
break off ur frown 
my face ur face 
so quick the ground 

do u wanna hear the noise 
do u even hear the voice?
do we take a hit like twice?
should we? Surely

(dont remind me)
dont u dare remind me of how i felt going again 
like how im back in my ways like im just forecasting trends
try my best to stand up im not moving my legs 
if i was alive u were dead would u eat up my brains
if how it feels so recently like losing a friend
should we take a risk right now and get off the train
its just a ripped up magazine im feeling the bliss 
u know it u know it u know it u know it

Trends

i can bother u again for it
plz dnt talk 2 me like im an idiot
im not real wht u think ths is?
its not real did u thnk it is?

but im ok now im going home
shes not ok now shes all alone
do it for her sake or not all
im not good enough hesitate im off

what a stupid story it is
another swing it looks like a miss
seal up my thoughts its a mess
something that i thnk i shoulda said (forget)
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i can bother u again for it
plz dnt talk 2 me like im a fool for it
its not real what u think it is
its not real did u thnk it is?

but im ok now  im going home
shes not ok now shes all alone
do it for her sake or not all
im not good enough hesitate im off

Picked Up my guitar Again Demo

grounds for stability @@Solo @lyrics

video - https://youtu.be/rUSOF5glpoo?si=bIIhYq3yA8FSFuf9

try to kill my repertoire
should u tell me bout the fourth 
it was something that we bought at the same time 
do u hear, the sound ?

should i tell em bout the first 
should i sink into the dirt 
it was something bout the birds 
i cant help it 
i lay awake 

its so hard watch em burn 
trying something its the first 
in my jacket is it furs 
chemicals flow in i purge 
i dont talk u say it first 
i fell off in2 the dirrt 
know its something i taste 
stop it 

underswept the door is 
having something torrent 
breaking up a promise 
is it something tell me 

half of it in my drink  
so tired and so weak 
lights off u tell me 			
what u think what u think

lets get on the road drive straight to the valley 
if its 6am lets be the last ones out here dancing 
lets get on the road drive straight to the outlet 
lets only go home when we think we have found it 

its so hard watch em burn 
trying something its the first 
in my jacket is it furs 
chemicals flow in i purge 
i dont talk u say it first 
i fell off in2 the dirrt 
know its something i taste 
stop it

emanon

artwork by @herstory

i would turn in my love for it 
think of times i would chase it down
i would give up its hard for me 
think of times i was helping out 

cos what are they what are thy good for 
why do they why do they act worse 
plz help me out help me out i tore 
saturday saturday ill go out 

2x
dont talk or do the opposite idc 
dont talk or do the opposite idc 
dont talk or do the opposite idc 
dont talk dont talk the opposite cos idc

2x
write it down write it down tell me what does it say 
write it down write it down tell me what does that say 
write it down write it down tell me what does it say 
write it down write it down tell me what does it say 
(going for two)

2x
going for two i look tortured 
trying to tell if its worth it 
always the same distorts it 
some things dont work i risk it 

dont talk or do the opposite idc 
dont talk or do the opposite idc 
dont talk or do the opposite idc 
dont talk dont talk the opposite cos idc

Dont Talk Or Do The Opposite

prod n art me
@listenednow

Shut the door
Closing it off
Im making a call
To home cos i need to get back

And i can't testify to all the ones that they got off
And i think it's so stupid how everyone's heading out
If we're invincible then why do we hesitate at all
If I'm unfixable then why did you bother with it

And I can't testify
If i meet you in middle
Im sure it's just a little too much
Watch me water down
My words i slip out
Slurring through
I drip out
Tell me if its enough
And im wasting down
To breach
You gotta rip out through the seems
Again and i
Can't hold it down
Any longer
Any longer

tonguetiedd

Popular tracks