(Lyrics)
Please don't hurt my guarded heart
I done let you in too far
I might never heal these scars that you're scrapping, that you're scrapping
Odds weren't good yeah from the start
Even still I'm torn apart
Since the move we're so far apart, but you still live in my, you live in my head

All alone stuck in my bed
Yeah my bones they feel like lead
Cause they filled with dread
Kinda wish I was dead
Baby do you even care about me
You cut me only once and it hurt for several weeks
And if I had to bet, I would bet that you'd repeat
Guess it's better off for me if it ends we don't speak

You do this way too often
You used up all my kindness
You took up all my closet space
I might pack up and run away
You do this way too often
You used up all my kindness
You took up all my closet space
I might pack up and run away

Please don't hurt my guarded heart
I done let you in too far
I might never heal these scars that you're scrapping, that you're scrapping
Odds weren't good yeah from the start
Even still I'm torn apart
Since the move we're so far apart, but you still live in my, you live in my head

guarded heart (yungspoiler)

i don't even rap lol (dyl!)

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prod. Kittyflower

Flowers

with @maxrrss
prod @f3arme + @so-r-u

https://open.spotify.com/track/07UNlF3xa999b9sRvcMcHt?si=b9e38bedc4eb45cf

cant leave me alone, like i dont wanna talk
girl im busy focused on me i been on the clock
she gon ask whats wrong, but she dont care at all
i said i cant do attachment ima tear it off
i cant even tell you how it ends, no
i been on my own know why she got her hands out?
dont know how to tell that bitch that we aint friends now
did too much girl i cant give another chance now
i cant hold your hand now

i been giving way too much i cant get nothing back
girl u know i need your help, i dont know how to ask
did that shit too many times, you know it never lasts
said im moving on this time ill leave it in the past
i cant go out sad
she think ima crash
throw me in the trash
aint no coming back now
dont know what u said, swear i just cant hear a sound
girl i dont know how to feel, swear i cant keep u around

you stay on my mind, im not tryna leave u lone
i cant waste no time i said i just gotta go
i dont like your vibe i can tell u not my own
please get out my life i dont need you anymore
back to my own lane
act like your okay
trapped in that old way
slap to my own face
trashing your own name
stacking your own plate
talk, we'll be okay

tear it off w/ max ruben (feardorian + cranes)

guitar and prod: me

feat: ajstbh [https://on.soundcloud.com/PhM4A]

lyrics: 

theres dead flower petals
dancing round my room
they’re from the bouquet 
that I never gave you
maybe its too soon
to tell anything
but what do I do, with this left over ring?
I put it in the box where I keep your things
out of sight, out of mind
oh the bell that rings
if your tired of me, take a nap
lose your feelings, find them
those words you said
have no meaning behind them

one day at a time, no hand to hold
as the winters getting colder
wish you were here
lay my head, on your shoulder

I thought I watched you die (I thought I watched you die)
till I 
I heard your voice in the water
and I'd never run quite as far

did you die with the flowers? 
pretty lies, turned sour
all these nights cut deep
watch life through memories

I still can't shake those arms I called home
I still can't place those words I swallowed 
they tear at my chest,
my only regret
that I couldn't follow you 
hollowed and torn into pieces

you're so divine 

with all of the strings that you're pulling, 
I find it harder to breathe
I can't control my emotions 
when your face is all that I see

I thought autumn lost the leaves
beauty lost the blueprint
running through the trees
following the footprints

I thought I watched you die 
till I heard your breath in the water
and I'd never run quite as far
all of the places, that I couldn't be, 
the silence was tearing me apart 

why did you leave, where did you run to
you make me sick, I'll still say I love you

Breathe! W Ajstbh

<3
fuck she throwin up this hoe throwin up
she like "fuck i wanna do more drugs, i need more drugs"
said "fuck the drugs bitch i need more love, i need more love"
told me "baby i don't got none, i don't got none
fuck this coke slut bitch ima grown up now
i do more drugs baby i do more drugs now
dont talk ab her she my old thats my old slut now
so she tell me that she wanna be the 1 rn

she want me to mention her n all of my songs
bae i aint talkin bout yo ass @ all
i do wat i do bitch
n the stick longer than poolstick

hella nice hoes that i cool wit
n theres hella white hoes that i cool wit
n they tell me that they rlly like my music
"we love 2 listen 2 it n we love 2 use it"
drugs i'm abusin
ona star bitch i'm cruisin
fuck the bag up i abuse it
fuck her good she jus might lose it
ima grown up, i do more drugs now
prolly keep on growin up 2 do more drugs now

fuck she throwin up this hoe throwin up
she like "fuck i wanna do more drugs, i need more drugs"
said "fuck the drugs bitch i need more love, i need more love"
told me "baby i don't got none, i don't got none
fuck this coke slut bitch ima grown up now
i do more drugs baby i do more drugs now
dont talk ab her she my old thats my old slut now
so she tell me that she wanna be the 1 rn

throwin up (prod. shvde)

mane kids these days always putting the word hyper in front of everything smh

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oxidize1/fishing

shoutout to @niko_ix for the dope guitar solo

out on all plats now :)




lyrics:

woke up in the middle of the ocean

lungs feel sore and my chest feels tight (yea)

been feelin like i'm going thru the motions

body's waterlogged and i'm too scared to go outside (yea)

and i'm too scared to talk 

i'll just tell em that my hands are tied

and they'll let me off

tell em everything will be alright

no reason to stalk

but i'm stuck inside my bed and i can barely even walk

(wake up)

i've been staring at the ceiling just blinkin

letting every single negative emotion just sink in

always feelin like i'll throw up off whatever i'm drinkin

its got me going fucking crazy in the middle of the night i'm thinkin

	
WHY!?

DO I TERRORIZE MYSELF WITH ALL OF THESE

LIES!?

FIRING FLARES BUT THEY CAN NEVER SEE THE 

LIGHT!?

FUCK THE ODDS I'M ALWAYS DOWN TO ROLL THE DICE!?

BUT I ALWAYS SEEM TO RUN WHEN I'M HAVING TO PAY THE PRICE!?

PATHOLOGICAL SO I TELL MYSELF IM 

FINE!?

EVEN WHEN THE TRUTH IS RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES!?

A PAINFUL FEELING THATS LINGERING EVERYDAY I TRY TO FIGHT!?

BUT THERES NO POINT IN TRYING WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!?

 
when it's all just wasted life

every single day and every night
  
it's all just wasted life 

WHEN ITS ALL JUST WASTED LIFE!? 


EVERY SINGLE DAY BLEEDS INTO THE SAME

THE ONLY WAY OUT IS TO POISON MY BRAIN

SO PULL UP EVERY SCREEN AND CLOSE EVERY ESCAPE

AND HOOK THAT FUCKING DOPAMINE STRAIGHT TO MY VEINS

guarded heart (yungspoiler)

L A C E (@whereislace)

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