not y’all wanting to be clean 💀 i’m gonna continue going in a downwards spiral till it kills me, i have no wish of getting help and i never will

yeah so I was 2 weeks clean :3. but then my emo ass decided it would be fun to do it again 💀

I’ve been feeling really shitty lately and having a lot of “sayori” thoughts (don’t know if I can like say the actual word so hh) but uh..I just feel numb recently, I’ve tried to stay clean but eh, hitting my head helps ig.

Ive been for a year and a few months I'm proud of myself and if your seeing this I'm proud of you so much and your loved keeping going ♡

almost a year clean! I'm actually proud of myself for once! 💗

I'm not clean but I also don't know how to stop when bad things happen to me all the time

I just burnt my thumb messing with my older brother's shitty lighter :/

I hope that everyone here feels so much better. You are loved, you are cared about, and if you just can't fathom the fact that you are, then live out of spite for those that hurt you. No matter how long it takes I hope that all of you can get clean at some point and are able to live a happy and healthy life. I know it probably doesn't mean all too much coming from a soundcloud comment section but I'm proud of all of you for even just making it this far in life. I know that It'll be hard but I believe that you can all make it through. Feel better, rember to take care of yourself, and just know that you're worthy of life<3

Our Word • 36 Questions

Cover of an "I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME" track my daughter wanted to do. Great Bed track by https://www.instagram.com/axel.m4p/?hl=en ....THX

https://idkhow.com/

Kyra Russell

CHOKE - I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

☾ 𝙱𝚕𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝙶𝚕𝚞𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚢 - 𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚕𝚎𝚜 ☽ || WHOLE VERSION

Teddy Hyde - Sex With A Ghost

despair

Your Stupid Face (Full song) - Kaden Mackey

I'd like to draw attention that although this song uses gendered language, the overturn of Roe v Wade effects trans, nonbinary and gender non-conforming people, but the highest at risk of us is low income black and brown people with uteruses. 

Thank you for the support on this song-
I brought this song up to my team before it was even finished being written and they thought it was urgent that we get it out as soon as possible. I recorded this that day and got it back from being mixed the next day.

This is the reason I make music. To send a message and express my raw emotions regardless of what people think. Fuck the Supreme Court all the way. Fuck this white supremacist country all the way. We need radical change and we need it now.

I love you guys and I am here with you.

Fuck The Supreme Court (Rant Song)

Fuck The Supreme Court (Rant Song) by Rio Romeo (they/them)

Bo Burnham - Art is dead (words words words. album)

from Season 2 Episode 6 "Sworn to the Sword". Credit for music and lyrics to Rebecca Sugar and the Crewniverse!

Incorporating keyboards into my songs now. Apparently piecing together piano (because you can't play) ends up working out really well sometimes :). I still can't believe I got that riff to work...

Do it For Her (Steven Universe)

All credits go to the original owner(s) of this Musical aka Joe Tracz. I own nothing. 

Lyrics :

[MICHAEL]
I am hanging in the bathroom at the biggest party of the fall
I could stay right here or disappear, and nobody'd even notice at all

I'm a creeper in a bathroom 'cause my buddy kinda left me alone
But I'd rather fake pee than stand awkwardly, or pretend to check a text on my phone

Everything felt fine when I was half of a pair
Now through no fault of mine, there's no other half there

Now I'm just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom, at a party
Forget how long it's been
I'm just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party
No you can't come in!
I'm waiting it out 'til it's time to leave
And picking at grout as I softly grieve
I'm just Michael who you don't know, Michael flyin' solo, Michael in the bathroom by himself
Oh, by himself

I am hiding, but he's out there, just ignoring all our history
Memories get erased, and I'll get replaced, with a newer, cooler version of me
And I hear a drunk girl sing along to Whitney through the door - I wanna dance with somebody!
And my feelings sink, 'cause it makes me think: now there's no one to make fun of drunk girls with anymore!

Now it's just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party
I half regret the beers
Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party
As I choke back the tears
I'll wait as long as I need, until my face is dry
Or I'll just blame it on weed, or something in my eye!
I'm just Michael who you don't know, Michael flyin' solo
Michael in the bathroom by himself!
ADVERTISING

 
Knock, knock, knock, knock
They're gonna start to shout soon
Knock, knock, knock, knock
Oh hell yeah, I'll be out soon
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Knock, knock, knock, knock
[MICHAEL]
It sucks you left me here alone-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Knock, knock, knock, knock
[MICHAEL]
Here in this teenage battle zone-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Clang, clang, clang, clang
[MICHAEL]
I feel the pressure blowing up-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Bang, bang, bang, bang
[MICHAEL]
My big mistake was showing up-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Splash, splash, splash, splash
[MICHAEL]
I throw some water in my face
And I am in a better place
I go to open up the door
But I can't hear knocking
Anymore
 

And I can't help but yearn
For a different time
And then I look in the mirror
And the present is clearer
And there's no denying, I'm just-

At a party
Is there a sadder sight than-
*hums*
Michael in the bathroom at a party
This is a heinous night
I wish I stayed at home in bed watching cable porn
Or wish I offed myself instead
Wish I was never born!
I'm just Michael who's a loner
So he must be a stoner
Rides a PT Cruiser
God he's such a loser
Michael flyin' solo
Who you think that you know
Michael in the bathroom by himself
Oh, by himself
Oh, by himself
All you know about me is my name
Awesome party
I'm so glad I came

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i don't have anything funny to say here expect, if you hurt my son i will cut you.

michael must be protected

Michael in the Bathroom

I deserve to bleed - Sushi Soucy

Making a new account, it won't let me upload on this one for some reason

I deserve to bleed - Sushi Soucy

☁️💎𝒮𝑒𝓇𝒶𝓅𝒽💎☁️

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