4 years clean ❤️. I hope things get easier for anyone struggling. I'm here for y'all 🫶

I want to rip out my intestens throw them in the sea I want to raise the money to invest in plastic surgery I want to cover myself head to toe with super sexy scars because aren't you supposed to burn if your a star? I want to be torn apart iscuiatingly I punish my body because its not good enough for me, the scary thoughts are spreading like a weed the thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed

(posting it again, so people don't have to scroll down.) Everyone here who is struggling with self harm, insecurities, sexual assault , and more, please feel free to message me and text me about this. You don't deserve to suffer in silence, whatever you're going through im sure it'll get better soon, im certain. You don't deserve such awful and unforgetable trauma, no one does. Everyone who has no care for your struggles are d!ckheads and don't deserve someone amazing such as you to stand by them. You're beautiful, weight, smarts, height, who actually cares. You are GORGEOUS!! You shouldn't let anyone judge you, and most definitely don't let them get to your Head. They just want attention of the worlds best person. Please remember, you are perfect just the way you are, and nobody can tell you otherwise:

i just relaps because my friend who I was defending during an argument she asked me to be in told me that Iake everything worse. so yeah I'm dead soon.

I think I'm 3 days clean for sh now but a bit over a week clean from the last time I almost kms

The scary thought are spreading like a weed.

why the fuck am I so sensitive I don't fucking know what to do with my life

I Deserve to Bleed

☾ 𝙱𝚕𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝙶𝚕𝚞𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚗𝚢 - 𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚠𝚊𝚏𝚏𝚕𝚎𝚜 ☽ || WHOLE VERSION

Body Terror Song

I'd like to draw attention that although this song uses gendered language, the overturn of Roe v Wade effects trans, nonbinary and gender non-conforming people, but the highest at risk of us is low income black and brown people with uteruses. 

Thank you for the support on this song-
I brought this song up to my team before it was even finished being written and they thought it was urgent that we get it out as soon as possible. I recorded this that day and got it back from being mixed the next day.

This is the reason I make music. To send a message and express my raw emotions regardless of what people think. Fuck the Supreme Court all the way. Fuck this white supremacist country all the way. We need radical change and we need it now.

I love you guys and I am here with you.

Fuck The Supreme Court (Rant Song) by Rio Romeo (they/them)

Rock in God's Shoe. -Sushi soucy

rock in gods shoe - sushi soucy.mp3

All credits go to the original owner(s) of this Musical aka Joe Tracz. I own nothing. 

Lyrics :

[MICHAEL]
I am hanging in the bathroom at the biggest party of the fall
I could stay right here or disappear, and nobody'd even notice at all

I'm a creeper in a bathroom 'cause my buddy kinda left me alone
But I'd rather fake pee than stand awkwardly, or pretend to check a text on my phone

Everything felt fine when I was half of a pair
Now through no fault of mine, there's no other half there

Now I'm just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom, at a party
Forget how long it's been
I'm just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party
No you can't come in!
I'm waiting it out 'til it's time to leave
And picking at grout as I softly grieve
I'm just Michael who you don't know, Michael flyin' solo, Michael in the bathroom by himself
Oh, by himself

I am hiding, but he's out there, just ignoring all our history
Memories get erased, and I'll get replaced, with a newer, cooler version of me
And I hear a drunk girl sing along to Whitney through the door - I wanna dance with somebody!
And my feelings sink, 'cause it makes me think: now there's no one to make fun of drunk girls with anymore!

Now it's just Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party
I half regret the beers
Michael in the bathroom, Michael in the bathroom at a party
As I choke back the tears
I'll wait as long as I need, until my face is dry
Or I'll just blame it on weed, or something in my eye!
I'm just Michael who you don't know, Michael flyin' solo
Michael in the bathroom by himself!
ADVERTISING

 
Knock, knock, knock, knock
They're gonna start to shout soon
Knock, knock, knock, knock
Oh hell yeah, I'll be out soon
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Knock, knock, knock, knock
[MICHAEL]
It sucks you left me here alone-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Knock, knock, knock, knock
[MICHAEL]
Here in this teenage battle zone-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Clang, clang, clang, clang
[MICHAEL]
I feel the pressure blowing up-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Bang, bang, bang, bang
[MICHAEL]
My big mistake was showing up-
[MICHAEL + ENSEMBLE]
Splash, splash, splash, splash
[MICHAEL]
I throw some water in my face
And I am in a better place
I go to open up the door
But I can't hear knocking
Anymore
 

And I can't help but yearn
For a different time
And then I look in the mirror
And the present is clearer
And there's no denying, I'm just-

At a party
Is there a sadder sight than-
*hums*
Michael in the bathroom at a party
This is a heinous night
I wish I stayed at home in bed watching cable porn
Or wish I offed myself instead
Wish I was never born!
I'm just Michael who's a loner
So he must be a stoner
Rides a PT Cruiser
God he's such a loser
Michael flyin' solo
Who you think that you know
Michael in the bathroom by himself
Oh, by himself
Oh, by himself
All you know about me is my name
Awesome party
I'm so glad I came

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i don't have anything funny to say here expect, if you hurt my son i will cut you.

michael must be protected

I deserve to bleed - Sushi Soucy

☁️💎𝒮𝑒𝓇𝒶𝓅𝒽💎☁️

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