Almost two years clean at this point. I've wanted to quite a few times, but the thought someone will find out and be angry or think I'm an attention seeker stops me. I know it's not the best reason, but here we are!

getting tired of ppl telling me to just love myself not that easy

For everyone that is clean, or want to start being clean, I'm proud of yall, we all start somewhere, my dms are open if yall want to vent or something, remember you're a valuable person :)

I made it three years, but broke my streak 😔

Everyone here who is struggling with self harm, insecurities, sexual assault , and more, please feel free to message me and text me about this. You don't deserve to suffer in silence, whatever you're going through im sure it'll get better soon, im certain. You don't deserve such awful and unforgetable trauma, no one does. Everyone who has no care for your struggles are d!ckheads and don't deserve someone amazing such as you to stand by them. You're beautiful, weight, smarts, height, who actually cares. You are GORGEOUS!! You shouldn't let anyone judge you, and most definitely don't let them get to your Head. They just want attention of the worlds best person. Please remember, you are perfect just the way you are, and nobody can tell you otherwise:

Best song to describe my mental health rn (dw, I’m trying to stop)

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Misery Meat

I Deserve to Bleed

Blame Gluttony-Amandawaffles

I'd like to draw attention that although this song uses gendered language, the overturn of Roe v Wade effects trans, nonbinary and gender non-conforming people, but the highest at risk of us is low income black and brown people with uteruses. 

Thank you for the support on this song-
I brought this song up to my team before it was even finished being written and they thought it was urgent that we get it out as soon as possible. I recorded this that day and got it back from being mixed the next day.

This is the reason I make music. To send a message and express my raw emotions regardless of what people think. Fuck the Supreme Court all the way. Fuck this white supremacist country all the way. We need radical change and we need it now.

I love you guys and I am here with you.

Fuck The Supreme Court (Rant Song)

Fuck The Supreme Court (Rant Song) by Rio Romeo (they/them)

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written and composed by madilyn mei
produced and mixed by scrawny
mastered by joe hutchinson
artwork by madilyn mei

lyrics:

I think I really miss my bed
Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end?
I had it good, I had it good
And yet I left and can't retrace my steps
My steps

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be faster

Run for the yard
They’ve barred up the gutter
That was our route better find another
Was that a rabbit?
Really not
Like the one I’ve seen on a cereal box

And the birds don’t talk
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me?
And the birds don’t talk
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me?

(instrumental)

Cotton tail gonna end up in jail
Wrong place wrong time
Bad tune but it rhymed
And lined up perfectly to blame
The one who is far too tame
And he say:

Out, let me in, let me in, let me out
Stop telling me all about your problems
I been to hell, still in, get me out
Whatever they are I don’t know how to solve 'em

Out, let me in, let me in, let me out
Stop telling me all about your problems
I been to hell, still in, get me out
Whatever they are I don’t know how to solve 'em

Say, is that the kid from the milk carton?
Can I do anything when I’m also missing?
Something tells me kid
Never learned to swim
But can I do anything when I’m also drowning?

(instrumental)

Think I forgot a couple things
My brain is still at home
Home's far away
I really thought that life was one big race
But now I know it's one big chase

You can still win, just gotta be faster
You can, you can, you can, you can win

You can still win, just gotta be

I think I really miss my bed
Oh when, oh when will the nightmare end?
I had it good, I had it good
And yet I left and can't retrace my steps

Think I forgot a couple things
My brain is still at home (stop telling me all about your problems)
Home's far away
I really thought that life was one big race
But now I know it's one big chase (oh)

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be

You’re gonna be eaten by a coyote
Run little one
Though the pack may follow
Two quite thin, their brother fatter
You can still win, just gotta be

You can still win, just gotta be

Oh, the air is thick
Kinda makes me sick
Can I give CPR when I'm suffocating?

And the birds don't sing
Like the ones on screen
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)
Have they really domesticated me? (I can still win, just gotta be)

Have they really domesticated me? (faster!)

The Milk Carton

Bo Burnham - Art is dead (words words words. album)

Over & Over

Ke$ha Cannibal

Wonderland MEME

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