why am I surrounded by the people that I dispise

Life or death they keep telling me the same lies

looking back, this intro was the most accurate description of my greatest fear

Bad Star, lil' baby in a fast car
Party everyday and singing sad songs
Everybody tryina treat me right baby
But the devil tryina beat me in a dance-off

Bad Star, they wanna come with you
But I don't do any side-bitches, that shit make me nauseous 
And I don't even wanna have to choose
I just can't make up my mind, baby
I'm too undecided

20 police upon the state line
I don't know how we could escape
Imagine we're dreaming through the same mind
I don't how we're gonna wake
Got problems that I don't need to pay mind
And problems that want me at the same time
Bad baby tryina take my sweatshirt off
I'm Speed race, getting top and playing Sex Bob-omb

Oh you can tell my story
Just tell my mom I'm sorry
And I don't need nobody
Forest don't tell no stories

Freedom is a lie, lately, but it's always on my mind
They want me to die, baby, but the problem is you gotta get in line

Bad Star, lil' baby in a fast car
Party everyday and singing sad songs
Everybody tryina treat me right baby
But the devil tryina beat me in a dance-off

Bad Star, they wanna come with you
But I don't do any side-bitches, that shit make me nauseous 
And I don't even wanna have to choose
I just can't make up my mind, baby
I'm too undecided

BAD STAR

SPF 16

Your Highness: Produced by Langie Biitz & PatricKxxLee

Mini collaboration tape of PatricKxxLee, BABYFACEDEAN and Saint Klaus. 

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Your Highness (PatricKxxLee x BABYFACEDEAN x Saint Klaus)

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About Distraction (Reaction, Relapsing) 
The title of this song pretty  much explains itself: it’s my vicious cycle. It  gives further insight into what happens with an idle mind; distractions are everywhere and  I’ve found that rather than dealing with life  and its pressures, it’s easier to run and get  lost in the distraction where nothing matters,  which ultimately leads to the relapse, and  which I consider to be a state of mind - when  I get taken back into a state of mind where  nothing seems to matter... and nobody...

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m

LYRICS 
[Verse 1] Every night  / Back again / Hide your pain / Smile again / Suffocate / Inside again / Every night / Distraction / Reaction / Let the inner me happen / Inhibition free happen / Every night / Runaway / Runaway / I’ll avoid the sun today / Darkness fall & I’m okay / Every night / Call you up / Talk you up / UBER 140 bucks / You are just another drug / Every night

[Bridge] Promise not to jump the gun again / This is temporary love again / Take me out my mind I’m fine again / But I’m not your one, your love, your friend / We could take it slow / Pretend we don’t know / The ignorance is bliss / Euphoria is limitless / See, I play my role / And I know my goal / I know how this go 

[Chorus] Distraction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Reaction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Relapsing every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night

[Verse 2] I’m not a bad person, I just suck at keeping promises / The scars from past relationships have proved to be so prominent / And honestly I’m skilled at my dishonesty / Part of me kinda proud to be / Hardly there, hardly answering / To be fair, I was gone again / I’m over using / Heartbreak to justify my actions / I’m so over losing / Myself to lust and faking passion / I’m quick to distance, in an instant transmission / You said you love me / I said it back / So unlucky you fell for that in a / Heartbeat / And Mama would be disgusted / It’s disappointing to tell, I seen her go through the hell I put women through by myself / I have a million apologies, this is not an anomaly / Constantly doing robberies / Sorry / And Mama would be disgusted / It’s disappointing to tell, I seen her go through the hell I put women through by myself / I have a million apologies, this is not an anomaly / Constantly doing robberies / Sorry

[Bridge] Promise not to jump the gun again / This is temporary love again / Take me out my mind I’m fine again / But I’m not your one, your love, your friend / We could take it slow / Pretend we don’t know / The ignorance is bliss / Euphoria is limitless / See, I play my role / And I know my goal / I know how this go

[Chorus] Distraction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Reaction every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Relapsing every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night / Every night

[Chorus] Promise not to jump the gun again / This is temporary love again / Take me out my mind I’m fine again / But I’m not your one, your love, your friend / We could take it slow / Pretend we don’t know / The ignorance is bliss / Euphoria is limitless / See, I play my role / And I know my goal / I know how this go /

Nowhere Child

Distraction [Reaction, Relapsing]

About Intro [The Nowhere] 
“The Nowhere” is a state of mind. It’s the next stage after becoming hollow. “Hollow Man” touched on these feelings but “The Nowhere” is a place within yourself, an open field or a hole where it’s neither hot nor cold, everything is just still. I felt so lost deep within myself that the environment in reality didn’t matter at all. It was like standing still and having
the world move around me, somehow I was always in The Nowhere...

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m

LYRICS
[Bridge] Would you love me more if I looked like you / Dress like you / Talk like / And walk right / You’re indecisive ‘cause you hate my mind and can’t define my fucking type / Don’t classify me

[Verse 1] Pierce my chest just to see if there’s a heart there / Cut my neck just to see if anyone cares / Search my mind, found too many people up there / I don't have a map so I guess I’m going nowhere / Died three times but I’m stuck inside a soul trap / Same mistakes is the reason that my soul’s back / Love and hate, oh I feel them at the same time / Life and death, they keep telling you the same lies / Why am I surrounded by the people that I despise / Why am I surrounded by the people that I despise / Why am I surrounded by the people that I despise / All these fucking demons carry on telling me the same lies / Why am I surrounded by the the people that I despise / Why am I surrounded by oh la la la la la la la / Why am I surrounded by the people that I despise / Why am I so content with hearing all of the same lies

[Bridge] Would you love me more if I looked like you / Dress like you / Talk like / And walk right / You’re indecisive ‘cause you hate my mind and can’t define my fucking type / Don’t classify me

[Verse 2] You’re going nowhere fast / Nowhere fast / You’re going nowhere fast / You’re going nowhere fast / You’re going nowhere fast / Nowhere fast / You’re going nowhere fast / You’re going nowhere fast

[Bridge] Would you love me more if I looked like you / Dress like you / Talk like / And walk right / You’re indecisive cause you hate my mind and can’t define my fucking type / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me / Would you love me more if I looked like you / Dress like you / Talk like / And walk right / You’re indecisive cause you hate my mind and can’t define my fucking type / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me / Don’t classify me...

Intro [The Nowhere]

About Sweet Whisper 
We all have voices in our heads that tempt us to do things people would consider “bad”. This is a journey into the voice in mine, a very radical side, almost as if there’s two people living up there. And whichever side you feed the most will speak the loudest. I’ve done things I regret but in those moments and given those circumstances, I can’t say I didn’t want to...

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: PatricKxxLee

LYRICS 
[Chorus] Starve my mind no food for thought at fucking dinner time / See an idle mind got plenty space for fucking parasites / I’m the one inside your wardrobe when you turning off the lights / Can’t see me sitting on your 
chest, while you asleep and paralyzed / Always whisper in your ear and my advice is tell a lie / If a nigga look you wrong, then raise your fist and pick a fight / If it ever get too hard, just pull the plug I’ll watch you die / I’m all around you and inside, so hold my hand because you’re mine

[Verse 1] Doctor lied when he told you my name / One inside and out,  above, below and I have came / Not because I could, but because you called on me instead / No not with your voice but with the thoughts inside your head / And sometimes it’s okay to wanna stab ‘em in the neck / Just make sure before you leave the body really dead / I think I find it fun to play with all my bitches’ hearts / Cause here’s a little secret, I didn’t have one from the start / I told her I’ma see ya if she talk slick, get it get it / Come I wanna put you on some dark shit, pop it sniff it / No this ain’t no Reggie, this some strong shit hit it hit it / And I get so fucked up to numb my problems / Cry you a river I never did / I just need hella chips / Flyer than pelican / I tried to live like a pedestrian / But I prefer the rebellion / Devil trigger with the sword play / Ima nail a bitch like sorbet / Living evil really okay / Do as thou wilt on a boring day

[Chorus] Starve my mind no food for thought at fucking dinner time / See an idle mind got plenty space for fucking parasites / I’m the one inside your wardrobe when you turning off the lights / Can’t see me sitting on your chest, while you asleep and paralyzed / Always whisper in your ear and my advice is tell a lie / If a nigga look you wrong, then raise your fist and pick a fight / If it ever get too hard, just pull the plug I’ll watch you die / I’m all around you and inside, so hold my hand because you’re mine

Sweet Whisper

About Idle Minds
You know how they say an idle mind is the devil’s playground? I’m constantly going through the motions because I love my solitude but the more time I spend on my own, the more idle my mind becomes and that’s when my worst habits show themselves. My consumption of substance goes hand in hand with my need for female company, never to really make a lasting connection, more just to pass the time and feed my ego. The reason I stay to myself is because I actually struggle to communicate with people I’m unfamiliar with, this might be a false belief... I guess I’m still figuring it out.

Written by: PatricKxxLee & J Molley
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: J.Smallz/TinismDotc0m

LYRICS
[Chorus: PatricKxxLee] Idle minds / Oh how they love to play / I let you waste my time / For now I’ll let you stay / I guess she like it how I live / She just a name on a list / I get so fucked up then I forget / Why the fuck you came over here / I get out my mind when I’m alone / Then I fucking hate that I’m alone / Late night sleeping right beside the phone / Break of dawn tryna get you out my home ––

[Verse 1: PatricKxxLee] And I’m getting trapped by my every escape / I lay faded awake, but I’m lost inside / I hit her up to come take it away / Till I’m done, then I feel like I changed my mind / We sip an ocean, you talking and talking, / You think that I’m here, but I’m lost inside / Coz I don’t love you, I just wanna touch you / I keep it a 100, you caught the sign / All this coming to me / Reason that she choose me / But she thinks I can’t see / Now she wanna use me / Never wanna lose me / But I set her free / Heard it through the grape wine / Niggas wanna take mine / Paranoia my mind / Sipping help me stay fine / If they wanna take mine / They’re gonna have to take lives

[Chorus: PatricKxxLee] Idle minds / Oh how they love to play / I let you waste my time / For now I’ll let you stay / I guess she like it how I live / She just a name on a list / I get so fucked up then I forget / Why the fuck you came over here / I get out my mind when I’m alone / Then I fucking hate that I’m alone / Late night sleeping right beside the phone / Break of dawn tryna get you out my home

[Verse 2: PatricKxxLee] Now I can’t / Recall my actions / I hate to ask her but she love to answer / She is a no name and I’m not her master / She can leave now, and another come after / No it’s not you, I’m the source of the problem / Funny how you think that you can just solve ‘em / Time keep on going my feelings dissolving / Breaking the hearts of the girls I’m involved with
/ Can’t feel a thing when I’m trapped in the dirty / I’m off the pill I swear nothing can hurt me / Money get longer my pockets are scurry / Might lose it all when my vision get blurry / We in the sec with like ten bitches flirting / This is much better than tossing and turning / Ghost rider living my head is still burning / Same old mistakes like I don’t do no learning ––[Chorus: PatricKxxLee] Idle minds / Oh how they love to play / I let you waste my time / For now I’ll let you stay ––

[Verse 3: J Molley] Too many countless times sleepless nights counting sheep in my holy night / Fuck her hold her tight focus right I ain’t focused / I took a thousand for granted thinking there’s thousands more / Crowding round me like with crowns of thorns / It’s a lot to just take in / Get what you give, suicide in the making / I fucking hate them / This what you get when you try dance with Satan / I fucking hate them / If you see me jump off of a building then know that I caved in / You would think I’m Jesus / Sacrifice all my feelings to keep fighting all of these demons / Wait wait wait / I just wanna be the book they never pick up off the shelf / Can I run away / So nobody else can hate me but my own self / If we speak bout that one time it’s one time and only that don’t mean nothing / Nothing is free and when I’m doing nothing I’m still doing something

Idle Minds [feat. J Molley]

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About Never Paradise 
Growing up, you think life gets better and better, and once you’re finally out of school, the grass will be at its greenest… The biggest lie I convinced myself of was that life was some paradise, but also I always had doubts that things really aren’t as they seem at all, and when you do your own research you’ll soon find that it was never paradise, and that you’re just a pawn in someone else’s ever so elaborate social experiment. That’s what I believe this life is, one big fucking social experiment. Trust me, a lot of things you do are really out of your control, the corny word to use would be “programming” but as soon as someone hears that word, they start to say things like “Conspiracy Theory”… what a great automatic response… almost like you’ve been prog… So take the power of your mind back into your own hands.

Written by: PatricKxxLee
Produced by: PatricKxxLee
Mixed & Mastered by: PatricKxxLee

LYRICS
[Verse 1] No fear in the heart of a sharp spirit / I’m leaving my art, clear / and believe in the heart / peer really deep in the ark / Safe from the war and beyond / Hate that was birthed from the start / Came from the skirt in the stars / Someone perverting the cause / You gotta follow the laws / Just to work for something that’s naturally already yours / Can’t take a second to pause / Thinking’s the cause of the war / Coz someone’s really scared of the shit you can do with your thoughts / Tryna connect all the dots, truly revealing the plot, spoiler alert, when you’re woke, really we pissing in pots / You gotta work till you drop / Then we’re erasing your mark / You can’t move forward in park / And don’t go to class if you’re smart / Can’t teach a bird how to fly / Cant teach a bird how to land / You can show man how to die / When you’re controlling the plan / One brain, two legs and two hands / Know what you could do with that? / Enjoy the illusion and stay asleep / Like you already have. 

[Chorus] Couple of lives left but not enough soul / Nothing ever seems to make me feel whole / All the burning trees but my heart still cold / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Lives left but not enough soul / Nothing ever seems to make me feel whole / All the burning trees but my heart still cold / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more 

[Verse 2] So I took the L and turned it to a 7 / Living in the 5th, I switch between hell and heaven / Curse my fucking genes, hear my screams in the distance / Funny you can tell my past from a fucking piss test / What have I become, I don’t recognise my own reflection / I can tell you all about self-deception / Sick of all the lies they televise, mind-fucking your perception / Sell us demons in a store / Like they possessing your perspective / I’m a fucking living martyr, dead inside for you learn from / Don’t make my mistakes, but use the chemicals to burn something / See the snakes, play for keeps and see what you can take, be the beast they hate / This game is chess, you better check your mates / In a place where, you get thrown when evil plans succeeded / Cause they want you dead but if not they’re fine to see you bleeding / And I wonder why suicide hides behind the human eye / Cause death’s the only thing separating you and I 

[Chorus] Couple of lives left but not enough soul / Nothing ever seems to make me feel whole / All the burning trees but my heart still cold / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Lives left but not enough soul / Nothing ever seems to make me feel whole / All the burning trees but my heart still cold / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more / Never Paradise, Paradise no more

Never Paradise

What's done in the dark, will always come to light..

Out on all Platforms soon.

Darklight (feat. BURNINGFORESTBOY) [prod. NOTBENJAMIN]

I just got a new bling bling piece

I just got a new bling bling piece 

Yeah

I just got a new bling bling piece 

Yeah 

I just got a new bling bling piece 



Trapping in the hotel then we party in the limousine 

She just wanna fuck me coz I’m sauced up up in magazines 

Sorry not sorry she a lil & she naughty 

Boy I’m poppin’ still on the tv like noddy 

I need options 10 outta 10 or nothing 

Pop a molly slow it down with the muddy (with the muddy) 

These niggas so phony had to cut ties like don corleone 

These bitches so horny hit her from the back and now she lonely 

Boy you can’t stop me move so fast like a rocket 

Boy you ain’t like me I been living outta pocket 

Balenciaga with the Prada (designer bitch)

She my Lady gag on my dick like Gaga 

Mascato straight from the bottle 

Snatch your chain Oh my God that’s so awful







I just got a new bling bling piece

I just got a new bling bling piece 

Yeah

I just got a new bling bling piece 

Yeah 

I just got a new bling bling piece 



I just got a new bling bling piece

I just got a new bling bling piece 

Yeah

I just got a new bling bling piece 

Yeah 

I just got a new bling bling piece 





[J Molley]



Slow down Roll up 

Shawty get fucked up 

We getting throw out 

No love 

Grab that cup and Let’s get thrown just pass that muddy

Once upon a time we was forever now we nothing



Bank charges on my card run me a couple thousand 

But when I pull it out the face they pull is priceless I 

Can’t chill with none of y’all  posted in the mountains 

Hit the hotel room just to fuck it up just fuck it up

Tryna get in your head girl I’m vindictive I’ll cut it up

Hilfiger on my jean it stacked With 20 000 I’m 

Screaming fuck love cause been burnt Like 20000 times 

He might be nice but I know my shit the nicest I 



Throw it right back imma write about it if you get it right yea

Dollar sign up on my face 

Double g sign up on my waist 

Judas fear of god on these new kicks

I got that new shit give the old shit to my new bitch

 

Slow down Roll up 

Shawty get fucked up 

We getting throw out 

No love 

Grab that cup and Let’s get thrown just pass that muddy

Once upon a time we was forever now we nothing



I just got a new bling bling piece

I just got a new bling bling piece 

Yeah

I just got a new bling bling piece 

Yeah 

I just got a new bling bling piece

Intro [The Nowhere]

PatricKxxLee

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