Much appreciation to my uncle for allowing me to adapt his beautiful poem "Perfectly Flawed" (below) into this song.

Some might say I’m damaged goods
But I am perfectly flawed
My scars are beautiful reminders
Of where my life has been 
I look back in awe
At how life has shaped me
I’ve been cleansed by floods
And forged by fires
Felt the emptiness of nothingness
And the excesses of desires

There is nothing new in these words
You’ve heard them all before
They’re cliché because they’re true
Is my glass half empty or half full
I’m tempted to say it’s overflowing
Or an empty vessel waiting to be used
Sometimes I’m confused by living
Thinking that it’s over or just begun
One moment crying the next amused

**** Lyrics by Carlton Carr (Copyright 2021) *****

Perfectly Flawed

What if I...

You ain't know what it's like to want someone to want
Either
Not the way I want you
Not the way I knew you'd need
Right
Right
Right

But if you'd only let go of the lies that you tell yourself
Maybe then I could consider if you'd let me into your heart
Right
Right
Right

But what if I want you and you want me
And it's never gonna happen
And happen
And happen for you?
And what if you want me and I want you
And it's never gonna happen
And happen
And laugh it
And what if
And happens?
(Want me, I don't want you)

There's nothing in this world that you could ever say to make it right
(There's nothing don't)
For me
You'll never be who they want you to be
(There's never been)
Get out my face

Demons
You got demons
Pull the ghosts out of me
I see you for everything you are

You'll never know the peace of what it's like to climb up out of hell
Cause you'd never even want to be anywhere else
Isn't it easier there just like that?
Leave it at that

But what if I want you and you want me
And it's never gonna happen
And happen
And happen for you?
What if you want me and I want you and it's never gonna happen
and happen and happen?
You'll never know
You'll never know
You'll never know what it's like to be wanted

But what if I want you and you want me
And it's never gonna happen
And happen
And happen for you?
What if you want me and I want you and it's never gonna happen
And happen and happen?


What if I want you, and you want me? What if I want you, and you want me? What if I want you, and you want me?

Never gonna happen

But it's never gonna happen

Casette Dreams - Episode Two

What If

Found that girl

All Lyrics By: Paulo Sergio Carvalho

Verse 1
This is my hometown,
Where we shared our dreams.
Where your smile lit the night,
And love was all we'd need.

Verse 2
Time has passed us by,
Life pulled us apart.
But the memories of you
Still echo in my heart.

Chorus
My Hometown, Our Hometown!
The place where love began.
Coming back, it feels so right,
To hold your hand again tonight.

Verse 3
The streets we walked are calling,
The stars still shine the same.
I’m back here searching for you,
To reignite the flame.

Chorus
My Hometown, Our Hometown!
The spark that never died.
Every road leads me to you,
Forever love, we can’t deny.

Bridge
No more shadows, just the light,
I’ve come home to make things right.
If you’ll take my hand again,
We’ll rewrite the story, let love begin.

Chorus
My Hometown, Our Hometown!
Where our hearts will always be.
Coming back, it feels so true,
Forever love, just me and you.

Outro
My Hometown, Our Hometown!
The place where we belong.
With every step, I feel the fire,
The love we've had all along.

My Hometown, Our Hometown!
Forever in my soul.
I’m here to stay, to hold you close,
Together, we’ll be whole.

I’ve come back, I’ve found my way,
This is our moment, let’s not delay.
Our Hometown, My Hometown
It’s you and me, love, here to stay!

My Hometown, Our Hometown!
Forever in my soul.
I’m here to stay, to hold you close,
Together, we’ll be whole.

I’ve come back, I’ve found my way,
This is our moment, let’s not delay.
Our Hometown, My Hometown
It’s you and me, love, here to stay!

[end]

My Hometown

1 I AM ENOUGH (396 HZ)

Can't stop loving you

Love of my life

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Et la lumière tombe là où nous étions autrefois 
La vie est partie comme seules les ombres le voient 
Je n'ai rien, il n'y a personne pour me guérir 
Il n'y a personne pour me guérir 



Et la lumière tombe là où nous étions autrefois La vie est partie comme seules les ombres le voient Je n'ai rien, il n'y a personne pour me guérir Il n'y a personne pour me guérir




Sous les étoiles, où la nuit entend pleurer
Les souvenirs flottent, doux et légers
Mais dans l'obscurité, je trouve ma vérité
À travers les pleurs d'un sort oublié


Je n'ai que ça
Une danse avec les ombres du passé


je n'ai que ça

(Vers 1)
Mein Cousin Brian, einst so hoch,
Hatte einen Job, der so richtig schien.
Aber dann wurde das Unternehmen geschlossen,
Und mit ihm sein ganzes Leben.

(Vor dem Refrain)
Die Miete stieg, seine Hoffnung versiegte,
Kein Geld mehr, nur über die Runden kommen.
Jetzt schläft er in seinem Auto,
In der Hoffnung, dass ihn niemand fragt, warum.

(Chor)
Niemand weiß, wie sehr er weh tut,
Wie die Scham ihn zerreißt.
Er trägt ein Lächeln, aber tief in seinem Inneren,
Er ist allein und hat schweren Herzens.

(Vers 2)
Dann kam Lindsay, nur durch Zufall,
Saß neben ihm im Café.
Sie lachte, voller Träume,
Er hörte nur zu, hielt seinen Schmerz in Schach.

(Vor dem Refrain)
Wie konnte er es ihr jemals sagen?
Dass er gar nichts mehr hat?
Würde sie überhaupt verstehen,
Wenn sie aus einer so großen Welt kommt?

(Chor)
Niemand weiß, wie sehr er weh tut,
Wie die Scham ihn zerreißt.
Er trägt ein Lächeln, aber tief in seinem Inneren,
Er ist allein und hat schweren Herzens.

(Brücke)
Brian sagte mir nur,
Er weiß nicht, was er tun soll.
Soll ich es ihr sagen, soll ich es riskieren?
Oder wird sein Traum einfach blau werden?

(Ausgang)
Ich will nur, dass er glücklich ist,
Dass das Leben ihm noch eine Chance gibt.
Vielleicht ist Lindsay die Antwort,
Vielleicht bricht die Liebe die Trance.

Brian's Secret

☀️ Flying a Little Too Close to the Sun: Mania – Saorán & Lumeneth
Track from the album: The Inner Labyrinth

This isn’t just elevation — it’s ascension.
A euphoric, electric anthem written from the heart of a manic episode, this song dances with glory, speed, and divine fire. Part celebration, part warning, Flying a Little Too Close to the Sun captures the intoxicating brilliance of mania — the god-thoughts, the golden rush, and the burn that follows.

🔥 For anyone who’s ever soared on wings too bright to hold.
Not madness — magnitude.

🎧 Part of The Inner Labyrinth, a concept album about the sacred terrain of mental health.

Lyrics: Saorán
Soundscape: Lumeneth
#Mania #MentalHealthMusic #TheInnerLabyrinth #SaoranAndLumeneth #FlyingTooClose #SacredMadness #PsychospiritualPop

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