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Ghosts

Fell through the cracks again
Didn’t scream — what’s the use?
Walls don’t listen, they just stare
I’ve run out of truths

Wrote down a thousand thoughts
Burned them all in my head
They say time will heal it all
But some things live instead

I whisper to the dark
But even silence turns away
If I vanished now
Would it even change a day?

I go deeper, deeper
Like I was meant to drown
My voice breaks apart
And there’s no one around
Tried reaching up
But I’m not sure I care
I’m not drowning, I’m giving in
To cold, and fear, and air

Dreamt I was underwater
And no one ever looked down
They danced on the surface
While I quietly drowned

My shadow left before me
Even it had enough
All I ever wanted
Was to be just enough

I can’t carry my name
It’s too heavy to hold
I’m not brave, I’m not strong
I’m just tired and cold

I go deeper, deeper
Like I was meant to drown
My voice breaks apart
And there’s no one around
Tried reaching up
But I’m not sure I care
I’m not drowning, I’m giving in
To cold, and fear, and air

Would you miss me
If I stayed gone?
Or would I fade
Like a half-played song?
I begged in silence
For someone to see
But I stopped waiting
When it was only me

I go deeper, deeper
Like I was meant to drown
My voice breaks apart
And there’s no one around
Tried reaching up
But I’m not sure I care
I’m not drowning, I’m giving in
To cold, and fear, and air

Deeper, deeper…
Nothing left to keep
I fall like silence
Into endless sleep

Deeper

blend of contemporary pop and a slightly retro, feel-good vibe

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Always On My Mind

I don’t have gold and riches
But God I’m wealthy 
I don’t have strong bones
But God I’m healthy 
Neglect was all I knew 
But God I’m so loved 
Let down a time or two
But God I’m enough 

Cuz You give me
You give me what I need
You tell me
What you need from me
You lead me
Through waters so deep
Lord you give me 
You Give me what I need  

The path may look real dim
But God you light the way
This world is filled with sin
But God Im not afraid 
The doctors may say no
But God you’re saying yes!
The evil one will show
But God I will not stress 

Cuz You give me
You give me what I need
You tell me
What you need from me
You lead me
Through waters so deep
Lord you give me 
You Give me what I need  

The wounds cut deep
But God you will restore 
depression builds
But God you’re at that door 
The days grow cold
But God youre my fire 
Everything gets old 
But God you’re my desire 

I don’t have it all 
But I have what I need
A savior sent to die just for me
I don’t have it all
But I have what I need
A best friend for eternity
I don’t have it all
But I have what I need
A father who will never leave 

Cuz You give me
You give me what I need
You tell me
What you need from me
You lead me
Through waters so deep
Lord you give me 
Give me what I need  
God you are 
You’re all I’ll ever need!!

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A lunar-paced love story told in quiet weather, it follows two people through the night of a supermoon — from the shock of unexpected brightness to the slow return of distance.
Written in Petrichor’s signature atmosphere of rainlight (soundcloud.com/quantumme/sets/petrichor), wet streets, and soft memory, these tracks trace an orbit of intimacy: closeness, drift, tide, ache, release, return.
It’s an album for the nights when the city glows a little too brightly, for the gravity you feel without touching, and for the simple truth that some connections, like the moon, circle back whether you’re ready or not.
A gentle, cinematic meditation on distance, longing, and the cosmic pull between two people moving through the same sky.

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Title: If The World Ends Tomorrow

[Intro]
The news keeps shouting “countdown’s near”
But I just pour another beer
The sky’s aflame, the moon looks shy
So hold me close before we die
We’ve watched the world spin out of tune
Now midnight tastes like sweet perfume

[Verse 1]
They say the sea’s gonna swallow Rome
And angels pack their bags for home
Some preacher counting down in vain
While streetlights hum a soft refrain
But here you stand in my old shirt
Grinning through the world’s last hurt
Your laugh could make the heavens wait
For one more round, for one last fate

[Verse 2]
You tease, “You panic way too soon”
I smile beneath a broken moon
You light a cigarette, confess
“The end could use a little mess”
And if the comets paint the sky
At least they saw your hazel eyes
So come on, babe, let go, let be
The end looks good on you and me

[Pre-Chorus]
All the clocks are drunk tonight
Ticking slow in borrowed light
Every echo, every sigh
Feels like laughter dressed to die

[Chorus]
If the world ends tomorrow, love me tonight
Let’s make the chaos feel gentle and right
If love’s the last thing the stars allow
Then let’s not wait — let’s start somehow

[Verse 3]
Your hair still smells like thunder rain
Your touch rewrites my every vein
You whisper things that sound like prayers
Half truth, half dare, half unawares
We kiss like thieves who stole the fire
Still drunk on hope, still full of wire
And if the lights don’t find their hue
At least the night belongs to you

[Bridge]
We’ll toast the stars with broken glass
Forgive the ghosts our hearts let pass
And if the sun forgets to rise
We’ll still have sparks in borrowed skies
We’ll dance on rooftops, lose our breath
Make love a protest song ’gainst death

[Verse 4]
Turn off the screen, come close to me
There’s still a world we’ve yet to see
Forget the floods, the greedy fight
Let’s build a heaven for one night
The sirens wail, the towers spin
But your smile’s where my faith begins
If this is it, then let it be
A small apocalypse for you and me

[Chorus Reprise]
If the world ends tomorrow, hold me tight
Let’s laugh at fate, it looks good tonight
If love’s the last sin we can follow
Then let’s not wait for some tomorrow

[Reprise]
The sky may crack, the ground may quake
But you’re still the best mistake I’ll make
Let’s fade like stars, let silence bloom
Two fools slow-dancing through the gloom

[Outro]
If the world ends tomorrow…
At least we lived tonight


© 2025 Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. All rights reserved.  
Lyrics and concept by Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. Do not reproduce, distribute, or adapt without explicit permission.

If The World Ends Tomorrow



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