Name: All on my back by Paul Williams
Duration: 3 min 48 s
Description: This song is about another ex from about 20 years ago. The original will be posted if this does well.

Let Me Be Better Than I Was – A Song for the Heart That Still Hopes

Warm, honest, and quietly powerful, this song blends heartfelt lyrics with a soul-stirring melody that feels both intimate and uplifting. The gentle acoustic instrumentation carries a confessional tone, while the vocals deliver raw emotion without pretence—just a sincere desire to change, grow, and walk closer with Jehovah.

This isn’t a performance. It’s a prayer set to music. Whether you’re at a crossroads or simply trying to walk a little closer to your values, this song is a companion for reflection. It reminds us that progress doesn’t require perfection—just humility, trust, and a willingness to try again.

Listen when your heart feels heavy or hopeful. Let it lift you one step closer to who you’re meant to be.

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Music and Vocals: Suno.ai
Lyrics: Fresh Virtual Reality

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[Verse 1]
I’ve worn my flaws like second skin
Hid what I felt, kept it locked within  
But I’m tired of shadows, tired of shame  
I need your light to show me the way  

I spoke like I had all the answers
But silence was my only prayer  
Now I kneel, heart laid bare—  
Jehovah, are you there?  

[Chorus]
Let me be better than I was
Not just stronger, but guided by love  
Not just calm, but trusting your plan  
Not just kind, but shaped by your hand  
You see the heart beneath the scars  
Let me be better—just as I am  

[Verse 2]
I’ve wandered roads that led me home
To where your voice is soft but known  
When I was numb, still you were near  
Your mercy louder than my fear  

I’ve read your word through weary eyes
Each verse a whisper, a call to rise  
So here I am, not proud, just true—  
I want to walk each step with you  

[Chorus]
Let me be better than I was
Less of my will, more of your cause  
Let me reflect what patience can be  
Show your compassion working in me  
You see the soul I’ve tried to guard  
Let me be better—Jehovah, my God  

[Bridge]
I won’t pretend I haven’t strayed
But you forgive when I’ve confessed and prayed  
No crown, no worth of my own to boast  
Just grace enough to hold you close  

[Final Chorus]
Let me be better than I was
Lifted by undeserved love  
Let every failure become my prayer  
Every tear, a step toward care  
You’re not done with me—this I trust  
Let me be better than I was

Let Me Be Better Than I Was

This song is about another ex from about 20 years ago. The original will be posted if this does well.

All on my back

Panic Defense- ASWAN.mp3

What if the world’s stories came not through screens, but through songs? Sing Me the Story by Dr. Elliot Lach is a reflection on how music can be a balm, a broadcast, and a bridge—delivering news, emotion, and connection without the eye strain or overload. Inspired by mornings in the kitchen, headphones on, heart wide open.

This track invites you to imagine a world where life is narrated in melodies—not headlines.

Sing Me The Story

Warm and radiant. This track celebrates the joy and courage of stepping into a new day, with uplifting textures and soft rhythm.
Energy without rush. Presence without noise.

Rising Sun

Victor Frankenstein

Death of a friend.  The lyrics have a deep emotional resonance, touching on themes of loss, regret, and the search for understanding after a friend takes his own life.

Gone

lyrics:
You said, "This isn't the right time,"
Like love has a schedule we forgot to find.
So I watched you walk away slow,
Like a sunset no one tells to go.

I kept my words behind my teeth,
But they echo in the quiet underneath.
You looked back once, but didn't wave—
Maybe you knew I'd wait anyway.

Maybe someday you'll knock on my door,
Say you've seen the world, but you miss me more.
Maybe someday when the skies align,
We'll find the right love at the right time.
But for now I'll stay
One thought away...
Maybe someday?

I still set the table like you're coming by,
Fold napkins like they matter, don't ask why.
Your song plays, and I don't skip,
It hurts, but I love the way it hits.

I write your name in empty space,
Inkless pens and coffee-stained grace.
I tell myself it's for the best—
But "moving on" just feels like rest.

Maybe someday I'll be just a name,
In a story you tell but don't feel the same.
Maybe someday we'll meet by chance,
And not need closure in a second glance.
But for now I'll stay
One breath away...
Maybe someday?

I'm not holding on...
Just leaving the light on.
In case the road you're on
Leads you home again.

Maybe someday, but not today,
You'll remember me in that kind of way.
Maybe someday we'll laugh and say,
"We just had to grow before we stayed."
But for now I'll stay
A prayer away...
Maybe someday?

(Maybe someday… or maybe never…
But I'll still remember forever.)

Maybe Someday

Track from the album "Devil In The Detail"
Back to my roots, Alt Country and Indie Americana with influences from Tom Waits to Mazzy Star.

Devil In The Detail

Tijuana Nights

Buy at Bandcamp

Maze of Questions

INDIGO CHILDREN (STAR PEOPLE)

I try to upload new songs weekly. Songwriting, production, and singing is my passion, I spend every moment I have on it, and hopefully one day I'll make enough to support myself and my family doing it.

All on my back

Paul Williams

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