Written under a cloud of deep depression and violent flashbacks from my earlier life in a brutal children's home here in Aberdeen Scotland ...  as a christian dude in my adult years I still remember the punches, rods and kicks but now I am no longer utterly powerless - I am at last able to get the help for that wee one I left there long ago ... Jesus my glorious rescuer, sword in hand - has found me at last..

Come O God and rescue Me - orchestral and vocal

Psalm 119 v1-8  -  NKJ and Original Hebrew  (Key: F)

Aleph (Demo)

Gimel (Demo)

This chapter is written for folks left out in the cold ... At the time this was written gentile folks in Ephesus without 'racial equipment'; without the right DNA, without the right 'blood' - were being treated as outsiders; as those 'far off' - paul sets the record straight. No one's special blood, race or DNA can get them near God; get a free ticket into God's bonnie house - ONLY the blood of Yeshua can get you in...

All word for word taken straight from Ephesians Ch 2. (NKJV)

Walking dead in trespass and sin,
strangers from the covenants of the Most High.
We were sons of disobedience,
aliens from the commonwealth of Israel.

But now, in Messiah,
we though once FAR OFF
have been brought NEAR.

By the blood of Messiah,
we are now, we are now
brought NEAR.

But Now (Demo)

Beth - Psalm 119 v 9-16 
word for word (NKJV + ESV)

How can a young man cleanse his way?
By taking heed in guarding Your words.
With my whole heart I have sought You;
let me not wander from Your commandments! 
Your word I’ve hidden in my heart,
That I might not sin against You. 
Blessed are You, O Yahweh!
Teach me Your statutes. 

With my lips I, have declared
All the judgments of Your mouth.
I rejoiced in the way of Your testimonies
as much as in all riches.
I will meditate on Your precepts,
fix my eyes on all Your ways.
I’ll delight myself in Your statutes;
I will not forget Your word.

Beth

Father

What do you give to a God who has given everything (orchestral only)

Listen To This Message (electronic soul, a short vocal and some raggedy beats)

This was an early theme tune I wrote for a small film company video and children's theatre play - Dedicated to Martyn Bennett

Granite (electronic piece - dedicated to Martyn Bennett)

Jamesie ("Another loon like Jesus, hanging on the walls of our estate") - is a gritty song about the death of my youngest brother:  from kids homes and prison in his teens, he never had much of a chance; he died due to years of multiple experimental AIDS drugs pushed on him by the NHS establishment, which eventually tore his stomach open and killed him.  
AIDS, Like Covid is a manufactured overhyped ‘narrative’ created to sell new pharma products.  We all know that now - back then we didn’t.   Much of the blame is mine, I let me little brother down, God forgive me;  I should have looked into the drugs they were giving him.   I shouldn’t have blindly trusted the powers that be; I should have checked it out.   Even today Noone in power has ears to hear folks like my brother and as he cannot speak …  I wrote this.  
This story of:  
"Another lad like Jesus, hanging on the walls of our estate" 
ends, however, with a sound of Victory - Yeshua, the majestic, bonnie crucified King, outlawed by this current wicked new world order, hears the poor who have being silenced by them in their millions and will one day return to take vengeance on the powers above us that have abused mankind since the beginning and make all things new…:

Jamesie (a kind of protest song - dedicated to my brother James)

Return of the Nephilim

Musician, writer, singer based in Scotland.  

I've been having a go at writing modern hymns, songs and putting new music to the Psalms for a few years now - in a broad range of styles: from folk to electronic, in venues ranging from nightclubs to church buildings and outdoor festivals, writing for bands, solo and even the odd choir.   Presently working on 22 separate pieces of music for Psalm 119 - 1 - word for word and from orig. hebrew.

Paul Thomson

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