gym triste jwjs

i don't really know what this is... let me know what you think ;)

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if it's real, then i'll stay

GOODNIGHT DAD, I LOVE YOU (SLOWED) [KEITHS TEMPO]

duster - me and the birds (instrumental + sped up)

I’m Tired Alfred… Kevin Conroy Batman Tribute

i don’t own this song, neither the tiktok audio.

all rights to the creators.

but i wanted it to be you. (how to never stop being sad.)

need 2

I’ve been dating this girl for the past 6 years

She’ll come into your life. Don’t dwell on the past. Let the future bring what it is set to bring.

Duster - Stars will fall x “Your Eyes Are So Bright” (Slowed + Reverb)

It wasn't you, it was me x retire final ( very slowed and reverb )

I Hate Myself/ Morgan Jones/ Jesse Pinkman/ I cant handle a change / Rick Grimes/ Shane / Saúl Goodman/ Howard Hamlin / 

Most Sad Audio Ever Made pt1 / Jesse Pinkman / Arthur Morgan / Morgan Jones /Saúl Goodman/RickGrimes

Pain Demands To Be Felt, It Makes No Exceptions - Lena Karla

Berserk x I spoke to the devil in Miami (slowed)

You Have To Want It, You Have To Want It To Be Better

The More Time You Spend Alone With Yourself - Kevin Levrone

please please dont go - rick grimes - welcome and goodbye

Shawn Ray Motivation x C152 - Forget Your Name

As I Study & Analyse My Physique x c152

no one noticed - (extended spanish slowed)

no one noticed

M83 - My Tears Are Becoming a Sea (Slowed Perfectly)

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

gym triste jwjs

Paulo Racancoj