The first installment in a new beat tape series, mostly because I like making simplistically-structured beats and want to share them with the lot of the world, but also to sort of get my foot in the door and showcase what I'd like to produce for rappers, provided they're looking for beats that glide into the future based on a nonexistent past.

And for a dedication to someone I don't know, I dedicate this one to Daniil Kharms. I hope you found miracle wherever your crazy ass wound up.

"Then I realized that since before there was somewhere to look — there had been a world around me. And now it's gone. There's only me.

And then I realized that I am the world."
- Daniil Kharms, 'The Werld' (1930)

Thank you as usual to the art goddess Vivian Chuang for the amazing cover art.

Emergent Echo

You Compel Me to Stay Alive

Sinecure

Sophistry 2000

Crystal Inkwell

the debut single from my brand new hip hop side project, Neonatal. this eponymous track is the first taste of a full-length record i am working on which is also eponymous.

thank you as always to Vivian Chuang (https://www.instagram.com/monitorgazer/) for the cover art. she hand-painted the fuckin thing.

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LYRICS:

Wishing for a girl like Ms .45
Miracle I'm still alive
Sleeping with the fish tonight, capsized
Upstream Color, I love my mother
Even though she made me watch the movie Pay the Ghost and it was fucking awful
I love life but I hate the world, wanna make my own world where everyone's a cute girl and Trish Keenan's still alive
Wanna tell her I get butterflies from her presence and she will never die
I love going to the hospital, beauty in discomfort
Saw a man collapse and that shit was a bummer
Down a Camel Crush 'til the ash look like Koichi
These drugs are Google Chrome cuz they're fucking up my memory
Avolition, I'm my own worst villain
Only shampoo cuz I cannot be conditioned

Getting head 'til I fall asleep, call that ZZ Top
I'm a crippling alcoholic and I really wanna stop
You are what you eat, so I'm a fucking nobody
But I'm really somebody
I destroy romantics, actors
Bitch my fucking back hurts
The only time I tried opiates I didn't like it
Heard a Kid Koala album and don't remember it
But it was just the Vicodin, the album's pretty good
I will probably never behave the way I should
But I love it, I'm a fucking trainwreck bitch
Seroquel to the dome every day bitch
Bitch I'm spring breakin', got that Korine swag
Want a girl who doesn't think I'm a red flag
My favorite movie's Good Time, I'm probably a psychopath
Every time I smoke weed I feel like a psychopath
Intrusive thoughts of wanting to kill people
That's not a joke by the way and it really worries me

Neonatal

cleveland getting pegged beat

a second fatal dose of the PAXIL PARTY, in the form of the 13-track Suncoast Digest

thank you eternally to Vivian Chuang (http://www.instagram.com/monitorgazer) for the cover art.

thank you to Alex aka The Feeble Minded Children for producing track seven.

thank you to Matt Christman of Chapo Trap House (https://twitter.com/cushbomb) for the vocal intro.

Combat Baby

Matt Christman's Intro

the third tape from Tacoma producer and cyber acolyte PAXIL PARTY, 'If You Need Me, I'll Be Throwing Rocks at Anything That Moves', is now available. following up the critically acclaimed (by his friends & like five people on rym that he doesn't know) 'Suncoast Digest' mixtape, 'Throwing Rocks' treads further into the worlds of experimental dance music, IDM-tinged halftime beats, & a general focus on texture & density.

the beautiful & mystifying cover art was drawn & designed by Vivian Chuang, whose other works can be found at https://www.instagram.com/monitorgazer/ and her website, https://www.offsetgraphik.com/. or follow her on twitter cuz she's cool https://twitter.com/monitorgazer. if you wanna stare at the cover as i have been since i got it: https://i.imgur.com/cVb6Hph.jpg

thank you eternally to Steve "DJ Steves" Stamp of People Just Do Nothing fame (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/People_Just_Do_Nothing) for the vocal intro.

thank you to Joni Mitchell and the band members of Metric and Chumbawamba for (hopefully) not suing me for using bits and pieces of them to comprise certain tracks.

and thank *you* for listening, kindred soul. i love you

Italic Scribble on Horizon

retired urban contemporary star turned positive affirmation artist ; veteran of the cold war that  spends their remaining days stealing valor. do not think too hard about what you are  doing.

reject atavism for all time

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