Why Was I Waiting

shawty rockin chrome heart jeans and a moncler jacket <3
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lyrics:
aye shawty rockin chrome hearts jeans

and a moncler jacket (yea)

she a goth bitch

hella crazy hella ratchet (bitch)

pullin out the chrome 

im about to start a racket (ba)

smokin on this pressure

take me to another planet (aye)

(x2)
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aye bitch im in the mazi switchin lanes

thermal scope up on my ar  

sendin shots right at ya gang (gang)

i got twin thots on my dick

like what the fuck im posed to say (huh)

plus they sisters let em stay (yeah)

if u wanna go and fight

beat ya ass down in the pave 

like im invincible (yuh)

pull out the choppa and let it spray

this bitch typical

blonde lil baddie 

im like okay (kay)

rubber bands on my racks 

i spend a couple at saks

and then we hoppin in the whip

we hit a lick make it back (bitch) 
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aye shawty rockin chrome hearts jeans

and a moncler jacket (yea)

she a goth bitch

hella crazy hella ratchet (bitch)

pullin out the chrome 

im about to start a racket (ba)

smokin on this pressure

take me to another planet (aye)

(x3)

moncler jacket [prod. necu]

Jelex - Losing Patience (prod.waxie)
https://youtu.be/IlQPmXIzj2Y

Jelex - Losing Patience (prod.waxie)

Rivilin:

I know anxiety lives in me 
if I stay here will I lose my mind I think I've already passed that time
plagued by derealization feel like im looking through a fucking glass
feel like this ain't my body im just in a dream will death wake me up

these drugs no they don't mean shit when this body doesn't feel even real
can’t keep up a fucking job it feels like im just blessed with bad luck
try to explain it to someone but they don't understand
like why can't I be normal for a second so I can feel human

my body on this cold concrete no furniture fucking around
convinced these shadows on the walls are out for me till im in the ground
take a step back id like to realize that im ok it's just my perspective
It cus feels like im living in my skull like nothing is real and this is all a dream

till I take my life and I wake up, maybe then ill be happy in this place
my psychologist doesn't get it, no amount of therapy can change what I feel
I tell my mother that im ok, that im just going through a rough patch
this is my reality, ill fake a smile and say that im fine

floating above this city,
if I let go will I suddenly fall then can I wake up
to me, this place isn't pretty
I feel disgusted when I see myself suicide’s not enough

there's a constant battle in me
gravity has given in hear the wind roaring as I collide
with the concrete end it quickly 
my eyes snap open breathe heavy, every time I die I wake up

Coaastgxd:


Every time I die I wake up
Every time I die I…

This time I'm just fine running away
And I'd sell my soul just to better the days
I never get a hold of this, I throw it away
I never know what to say, I make the same old mistakes

I been playing in traffic with my emotions and 
I'm closer to a rope than I been in a fucking minute, oh
Every time I think I'm getting better, I end up fucking sendin'
Now I'm back to the motherfucking beginning tho

Can't sleep and I can't wake up
"Life's tough, get a helmet and, shit, man up"
I been stuck and I'm spinning my tires up in the mud
Going nowhere fast, The ash floating over the sun

Rivilin:

my body on this cold concrete no furniture fucking around
convinced these shadows on the walls are out for me till im in the ground
take a step back id like to realize that im ok it's just my perspective
It cus feels like im living in my skull like nothing is real and this is all a dream

till I take my life and I wake up, maybe then ill be happy in this place
my psychologist doesn't get it, no amount of therapy can change what I feel
I tell my mother that im ok, that im just going through a rough patch
this is my reality, ill fake a smile and say that im fine

floating above this city,
if I let go will I suddenly fall then can I wake up
to me, this place isn't pretty
I feel disgusted when I see myself suicide’s not enough

there's a constant battle in me
gravity has given in hear the wind roaring as I collide
with the concrete end it quickly 
my eyes snap open breathe heavy, every time I die I wake up

Scarlett FT. Coaastgxd

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heart of hearts (music vid in description)

Stream Trust Me:
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/erickwho/trust-me

Lyrics:
Girl don't you test my patience 
I'm not your fucking play thing 
Think 'bout my fucked up life 
Sometimes I think I fucking hate it 
Woke up again so angry 
Why do I always hate things 
I used to have a soul 
Until I went to fucking break it

I can't control myself 
So girl don't trust me
You'll soon see for yourself 
My soul is ugly 

Don't say I didn't tell you to run 
I'm not someone you can trust 
Oh baby I'm so sorry 
I didn't mean to hurt you my love
Don't say I didn't tell you to run 
I'm not someone you can trust 
Oh baby I'm so sorry 
I didn't mean to hurt you my love

I don't think that you get it
I'm fates mistake 
I was born pathetic 
I'm such a fucking loser 
I can't make human connection 
I was born an alien 
Homo sapiens 
I just can't stand em
Forgive me for my blabber 
But it's only just how I feel 

Sometimes I can't tell what's real
So numb no more I can feel 
These feelings I locked away 
Now I'm just an empty shell

Don't say I didn't tell you to run 
I'm not someone you can trust 
Oh baby I'm so sorry 
I didn't mean to hurt you my love
Don't say I didn't tell you to run 
I'm not someone you can trust 
Oh baby I'm so sorry 
I didn't mean to hurt you my love

Don't say I didn't tell you to run 
I'm not someone you can trust 
Oh baby I'm so sorry 
I didn't mean to hurt you my love

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