1/1/1 AB (After Betty)

I'm Fine

Pheromones relinquish a forgotten memory of home
And the secret is out of how you've had my soul
Time was never on my side for you to know
But the synastry of stars is out of my control
The caves of silence will always hold the dark
I never lie about the open sides of my heart
And forget the lies that wrap your messy head
And trust the words written from my shaken pen

I can start, I can start, start again
I can start again

Not too long ago I gave it up
And I never thought I'd have another chance
The cycle of waves from the moon were enough to trust
But right past the line of fine is a chance to dance
My heart takes a step into the fear
And how it all ends up is not very clear
But I'd rather play the game than lie to myself again
And every move of my pawn gets further than where I began

I can start, I can start, start again
I can start again

And nothing can stop me from living out my dreams
And if you accept; you'll find your way right to me
Never let your heart lie, we need what's real
I've fought the same fight too many times to live in fear
And I get tired of merciful patterns
I've read my lines, it's now your turn
I can trust you with my simple set
I've pushed in all my chips, you have my bet

We are a chance, but I can start again
I can start, I can start, start again
I can start again

Pheromones

If we had met in high school, would we have been friends? My throat is closing at the thought of talking to you
If we had met in high school, would we have been friends? I turn away, you catch my gaze from across the room
I tell you my name, you already know
You crack up a smile when you laugh at my jokes
I help with your math, you help with everything else
I ask you questions until my answers are met

Was your father around? Do you ever feel hurt? Do you like any boys? Do you go to church? Who do you wanna be when you grow up? Do you ever feel like your never enough?

If we had met in high school, would we have been friends? I go for your hand, my sweaty palms retract
If we had met in high school, would we have been friends? A empty two lane road without a GPS
The other boys make their eyes at you, my skin is pale and my blood stays blue
Colourmeinkindess; a Kroger parking lot, you ask me questions about myself

Does your mother drink? Do you get depressed? Would you ever try drugs, or a cigarette? What's next after this? Do you have any dreams? Will you go to college or take minimum wage? Have you heard of this band? Can I copy your math? What do you do at home? Why do you sleep in class? Can you play your guitar? Do you believe in God? Have you ever kissed a girl, I think probably not

But I'm glad that never happened, we might not be here right now
I couldve stayed in California and drank myself to death
I'll stay a kid forever, even while my mind grows up
And you could've stayed in Highpoint, and remained empty inside

If we had met in high school, would we have been friends? My throat is closing at the thought of talking to you
If we had met in high school, would we have been friends? I turn away, you catch my gaze from across the room

Do your parents fight? How do you block it out? Do you want to leave? Get the hell out of this town. Find an orphanage and change our names. Start a new life in a different state. Get rid of the weight buried on my neck, new insecurities can't break thick skin. Are you insane? You reply under your breath. We'll be alright, we can get through this

If we had met in high school, would we have been friends? I like to think so, it's a possibility
If we had met in high school, would we have been friends? I don't care, everything before was made for now

Sleepy And Mean

Little Rock, slow it down, you're growing up /too/ fast
Little Rock, take your time, good things come to those who wait
Little Rock, have faith, the Lord above will keep you well
Little Rock, be true, to yourself the world will try to make you theirs
Little Rock, shake the dust, off your feet when you get pushed down
Little Rock, don't waste time, feeling sorry for yourself

Always remember we'll love you no matter what
No matter how rough it gets you can always return to us

Little Rock, don't give away, your power to just anyone
Little Rock, don't shy away, from change it'll make you strong
Little Rock, we'll learn, just as much from you as you will from us
Little Rock, watch your mouth, your words will do more than you think
Little Rock, shoot for, the stars when it comes to your dreams
Little Rock, I know, you'll grow up to be an Angel like your mom

Always remember we'll love you no matter what
No matter how rough it gets you can always return to us

Little Rock

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Loko USA 23.3.24

i'm here to spread some to cheer, i need my pepper beer,
reindeer on the roof, i know that santa's here.
here to get my coal i've been a bad boy all year, 
it ain't my best path but there's nowhere else to steer.
drop off my bad vibes i see them in the rear,
you say you love me now but it's only out of fear.
opened up the garden and let it out the gate
ill keep my grind rolling ill go hard in the paint.
take my problems and bhop them, got the gb with the socket.
i'm lost or found, no other option. 
just come in my bedroom closet. 
and you'll just see what i mean 
when i say its costed me a recipe
is all i need to return to my sanity. 
so god please just shake the trees 
and let the snow fall onto me.
if i live is up to me and soon ill freeze,
that's how ill be. 
i'm not even twenty three, i do not want to rest in peace.
if you see a cherry tree, lay a flower in the weeds
i ain't go no money, i ain't got no hoes,
but i'm happy with my whip and my old clothes.
looking up to god when i'm out on the road,
keeping me in my lane when i don't where to go.
i don't need money to keep me staying sane,
got my homie with me ill call it a good day.
saw the dark clouds thinking it might rain,
but what falls instead is a fancy snowflake.
its snowing i'm glowing my faces be showing
i got all my tokens but no one be knowing
just where i'm going. it's cold and my soul has been sold
all the records i wrote it was all for the gold 
but i'm drowning in snow and there's nowhere to go,
and i'm going down low, not fucking my rolls
the bread is my goal, did you sell out my show  
yes i already know that i'm already on 
and i'm rapping my songs cant stay here too long
cause her daddy's been gone  
and that's me i'm her daddy,
and i call her my baby, and if she still love me,
i'll buy her a Mercedes, and you call me crazy, 
but i just be slaying, you bought her a daisy 
you better be praying

pj

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