Name: Dead Kennedy by PARTYBOYWAVY
Duration: 2 min 38 s
Description: Featuring @Nick_Noizes #pbwavy #soundcloud

Crazy how this song only got 53 likes 😭😭😭 such a banger

this was written for a friend struggling with addiction. hope you’re doing better!

Løuis
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lyrics:
i’m having trouble breathing now
you stole the air away from me
i tried to quit but figured out
you were the one controlling me
i added cigarettes to fuel the poison inside my lungs
cuz lately you don’t feel the same and i desire the buzz
another hit to drown the noises out cuz love isn’t fun
i watched the world go up in flames inhaled the smoke now i’m numb

alicia
alicia
i was addicted to your touch
alicia 
alicia
i needed you more than the drugs
alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

so i’m backing off
told you that i quit but you heard the cough
i tried
yeah i tried
but i’m not gonna to make it
cuz nothing really works guess i’m forever jaded now
you started masking the memories 
by changing my chemistry
your love is a drug and misery loves her company
an addict for so long
it messed with me mentally 
connection was so strong
till you killed the energy
i stopped using that night
but you relapsed in my mind
want you in my life
you’re gone for good this time
i made you the enemy
the problems in my mind
love and drugs were my synergy 
they couldn’t intertwine
really messed with me mentally
depression hypnotized
the sedative spoke to me
said leave the world behind

alicia
alicia
i was addicted to your touch
alicia 
alicia
i needed you more than the drugs
alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

i’ll fight until the death of me
it’s midnight and i’m crying myself to sleep
i love you wish you knew what you meant to me
the last thing you said was rest in peace

alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

Spotify/Apple Music

Alicia (prod. IOF x Idle Tears)

Deep End

Featuring @Nick_Noizes #pbwavy #soundcloud

Dead Kennedy

Black Eyes

patience

sindr - patience ft. benjaminrich (prod. dotbeats)

I don’t wanna hear your excuses..
baby the truth is
baby you’re ruthless
baby mm
I don’t wanna hear your excuses…
baby they’re useless
baby you’re useless

There’s nothing much to talk about 
I saw you passed out in short white dress…
I can hear your lies now…
i’m not in the mood for this you’re playing with my head


Oooo
Bet you never thought i’d find out…
Oooo
don’t you start that cryin shi now..

I don’t wanna hear your excuses..
baby the truth is
baby you’re ruthless
baby mm
I don’t wanna hear your excuses..
baby they’re useless
baby you’re useless (x2)


You must think i fall for lies…
you must think Im clueless or stupid. 
I’m not delusional
I don’t got the time to fight 
I see this ain’t new to you 
should’ve never underestimated what you could do…




I don’t wanna hear your excuses..
baby the truth is
baby you’re ruthless
baby mm
I don’t wanna hear your excuses..
baby they’re useless
baby you’re useless (x2)

useless

I lay down with you every evening
And still never know what you're thinking
I'm scared to ask questions I don't want the answers too
Cause now that I know what you're feeling
It feels like there's nothing but demons
Crawling their way out my mouth from my heart
And they say what you want me to

I miss you enough
To hope that you come back
But part of me knows you'll never really want that
You're leaving me high baby, I wanna relapse
But then everybody says I'm just like my Dad

I wake up lost in a daze
Making all the same mistakes
I know the drugs could numb this pain
I heard her crying from the other place

They'll all ask her "Where did he go?" now
She'll look up at the moon while I look down
I'm making her smile in the moments that I'm away
This might be something that I can't come back from
I know that one of these pills is a bad one
But baby you're young, you'll move on
Bet the taste on my tongues like a loaded gun

I miss you enough
To hope that you come back
But part of me knows you'll never really want that
You're leaving me high baby, I wanna relapse
But then everybody says I'm just like my Dad

I wake up lost in a daze
Making all the same mistakes
I know the drugs could numb this pain
I heard her crying from the other place

Relapse

Kiremi - Loitering

AFRAID N' I CAN'T HIDE IT

Sweet Nothing

Marking the 50th release from PulseMeld, Dark Shadows is a powerful milestone — a cinematic, emotionally charged electronic rock album produced by Judith Whittaker.

The record plunges deep into themes of love, distance, fury, and survival, weaving pulsing synths, haunting guitars, and raw vocals into a storm of sound. From the relentless drive of Reckless to the heartbreaking intimacy of Tears For You, every track feels like a chapter in a shadowed journey.

Dark Shadows isn’t just another record — it’s a statement piece. Equal parts vulnerability and fire, it blends the darkness of gothic atmosphere with the energy of modern electronic rock, offering listeners both catharsis and connection.

As PulseMeld’s landmark 50th release, this album celebrates everything the project stands for: pushing boundaries, amplifying emotion, and redefining the sound of tomorrow.
credits
released August 26, 2025

Produced by Judith Whittaker

Dead Kennedy

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