i made this all by myself :)
skip to 0:58 if you want

act n repeat

bits of projects idk what they were meant to be

2021 instrumental mix

i'm getting withdrawal symptoms from you
cos my heart needs u, like my body needs boost
i know its just two days but it feels like fuckin ages
when i can see your face again, and it brings me back

withdrawal symptoms

look i know some parts might be cringe but
if i always thought like this id never release any of my tracks would i

so to honour of releasing and exhibiting the full extent of my cringe i shall reveal the full lyrics:

the dopamine is gone
Normally it’s overdone
disappears as quickly as it comes
And I’m left with withdrawal symptoms

You’re my daily dose of serotonin
With you I don’t need melatonin
When I wake up
I just wanna talk to you
I wanna make you proud of me

Cos things have changed since the first time I met you
It’s a different feeling I swear it’s true
My friends told me it’s not the same
You don’t feel the anguish or pain

It’s just happiness in the background
I feel content with the peace I’ve found
No need to rush no need to dive in
you’ll always be around

He told me it’s the oxytocin
I can feel the warmth in my heart it’s unfrozen
But my window of time is closing
And I’m so scared of losing …you

Just tell me how you feel
Cos I’ve got too much riding on it
I need to protect my reputation
I’ve got a long road ahead

I know you’re scared of catching feelings
I know you’re gonna deny everything
So tell me what to do to show you I love you
So that you know I’m for real

dopamine

antidote

are you sure
no im not gonna do it
I’m just gonna poke you with a needle
im too scared
look you got the blood

Hook
stick the butterfly in me
there’s an inco pad on my trousers
it don’t matter if I bleed

Pour monster in my veins
cos it’s all that’s keeping me alive and its keeping you sane

Verse
why didn’t it go in
when you tried to inject it
I guess the needle has been blunted by
your affect

Ur feelings been stunted
But We can both try again
And if sadness leaks out
Ill prescribe serotonin

I know you feel pathetic
Feeling like a diabetic
If pains the only thing you feel
I’ll inject anaesthetic

Maybe it’s your heart that’s bleeding but you can let it spill on me
You don’t know how I’m feeling
But it’s so clear to me

stick the butterfly in me
there’s an inco pad on my trousers
it don’t matter if I bleed

So I’ll Pour monster in your veins
cos it’s all that’s keeping you alive and that’s keeping me sane

How can I sleep
When you’re all that I think of
If I shit myself
Will you be there to change my inco?
And you might not be fat
but you carry lots of weight
And if you wanna lose it all
then I’ll wait

butterfly

tried to remaster this track cos the last one i made on my phone like 3 years ago
-used some isolated vocals for Paris i found online
-ripped vocals from Hikarustation's cover (sorry) but check it out its really nice to listen to
-original
-stock effects only

And guys please leave any comments below :)

illustration by JIL

You Only Live in Paris Once (yuri-on-ice and chainsmokers mashup)

so this is my first attempt at making a kawaii track about 4 years after i first started listening to it. i designed most of the sounds myself using sytrus and 3x osc, in lieu of better VSTs i dont have rip but im going to get Serum on Splice soon hopefully
anyway this was good for learning and experimenting, i spent ages trying to master the track and the mastering still fucking sucks i gave up so it sounds kinda crap but ill learn eventually

EDIT: looks like soundcloud compressing rlly muddied the higher frequencies ffs i dont know what to do about that

Kawaii Experiment

i tried mixing this but cos i only have shitty earphones i cant rlly do it properly. anyway its progress after all
this was meant to be like a beat or sthg but yh i got to this stage and thought it sounded nice enough
Accidentally mixed it too quietly I think was trying to be on the safe side

going away

eh
bbt
im a med student (actually I’m a doctor now hehe)
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