@mental
@lilac

i just want to be here forever
i dont think you really know how it hurts
every day goes by like a blur
tried so many times nothing works

so ill fall apart
and break without a warning
i think for me the hurt was warming
theres something sweet about the burning
so ill fall apart
just leave while its still tempting
i think for you the love was empty
it might be sweet but its not healthy

i feel like death
its deep in my heart again
seeking the warmth of
someone who cares
theres nobody there but
the wind in my hair
the sun turns to moon
and suddenly you care

apathy prod lilac & mental

look i know some parts might be cringe but
if i always thought like this id never release any of my tracks would i

so to honour of releasing and exhibiting the full extent of my cringe i shall reveal the full lyrics:

the dopamine is gone
Normally it’s overdone
disappears as quickly as it comes
And I’m left with withdrawal symptoms

You’re my daily dose of serotonin
With you I don’t need melatonin
When I wake up
I just wanna talk to you
I wanna make you proud of me

Cos things have changed since the first time I met you
It’s a different feeling I swear it’s true
My friends told me it’s not the same
You don’t feel the anguish or pain

It’s just happiness in the background
I feel content with the peace I’ve found
No need to rush no need to dive in
you’ll always be around

He told me it’s the oxytocin
I can feel the warmth in my heart it’s unfrozen
But my window of time is closing
And I’m so scared of losing …you

Just tell me how you feel
Cos I’ve got too much riding on it
I need to protect my reputation
I’ve got a long road ahead

I know you’re scared of catching feelings
I know you’re gonna deny everything
So tell me what to do to show you I love you
So that you know I’m for real

dopamine

@ways15xx @ch2rms @chriad @1ello5k
mastered by @chriad
thx every1 for supporting me :)

lyric

ya im countin big bands, countin big bank
ballin no assist man
n i been consistant
ever since u left ive been mf trippin
ever since im up they've been askin me 2 kick it
uh i cant kick it, cuz these pills got me spinning
ive been w my clique biishh
we js startd we aint finish
n they hatin on my bros
damn i think that they slow
they dnt wna see me grow
fuck tha hate bish lets go!!!!!!

OUT ON SPOTIFY

enough w/ ways & ch2rms (chriad x ello)

Hi :)



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Why you talkin down you dont even know me

Bitch you know im living sweet, feel like zack and cody

by myself like im living by my lonely 

Sayin that you real ok come and show me

Cause its up to you, to bring a meaning through
Yeah its up to you, to feel the way you do
And its up to you, to feel and find the truth
It's not up to you, theres nothing we can do 

feelin suicidal on the freeway
want a feature im expensive like im gormet

Choked up, think theres blood in my airway
Too bad, cause im selfish and its my way

I dont know anymore
Trusted you all now im dead on the floor
I just wanted my peace all I got was a war
Feel pain in my heart now I know that its torn 

Sittin in your room im feelin outta place
Try to make it through but I dont know the way
Playin all these games like each and every day
Feelin cornered like I'm Phoenix gonna solve the case

Truth (Augury)

@1kidsora
@kyoakyo

price to pay
all my angels at aid
what do u want me to say
cant even protect me
youve been gone too long
i didnt wanna be wrong
but u knew all along

for u
ill keep it all w me
its true
even if u resent me
with u
i never felt love even from ur touch
and u still cant forget me?

u said youd be fine without me
what were u thinking
n ever since u idk how to feel
so i just keep on running

yeah
i keep on working
just so you can't read my heart cause it's been hurting- ahhhh
up late night, i'm toss & turning- ahhhhh
just so i get rid of these versions of you-
that plague my head
i need to get you out my life and get some bread- ah-hahhh
so i'm just chillin w/ the gang instead
she got a good view of my back cause i'm just too ahead
ugh, & i'm sorry
for the things that i did to you
& i'm sorry
for the things that i did to you; it doesn't mean shit to you.

never felt loved </3 + kid sora [kyoa]

IM BACK ty to @k4rson, @pw4prez, @skrena

lyrics:
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

@k4rson

(me)
im alone
i still hear you call
i guess i wont
ever know what you want
im alone
yea u left me in pieces
now im broke
and u were what i needed
what i needed
heart bleedin
yea i cared
thats the truth but u cant see it
what i needed
my hearts bleedin
my tears are falling down wonder if you
hear me
fallin down can u please js help me
cus of u girl u make my heart bleed
cus of u girl i swear i cant see
i cant see

heart bleeds +karson (sochi, skrena)

Red Moon

Lil Uzi Vert - Red Moon

Bye Bye

Cheerleader

@v2nthan @rarecryptidcreature @erdo
i drew and edited tha cover art :D
-lyrics

-[@v2nthan]
blowin up blowin up
im not fallin
i cant stop i cant stop
im not stoppin
i dont wanna talk now
at the party up the chop
we on lock down
pull up wit a choppa
i dont wanna talk bruh
say u wanna fight me
me and ellie finna drop em
i dont wanna go think im runnin out of breath
we gon 
we gon put a bullet in his neck

-[@minok0]
we got big guns 
shoot him through his fuckin vest
blowin up blowin up 
cuz were the best
i dont give a fuck bout the rest
we gon
we gon hit him in his fuckin chest
posted with venthan 
you dont get a mention
trynna fuck with us
but u cant get in
trynna fuck with us
but u cant get in

-[@rarecryptidcreature]
got a knife up in my back
bet they don even know my name
bitch im posted with the gang
if you throw a couple bands then im actin (gay)
yet we keep on blowin up
take a tab i throw it up
all these bitches wanna fuck
grab him by the wrists tell em say my name
red dot all up in his head now im gonna split his brains
why you hatin on this track cus you know i got no name

-[@minok0]
we got big guns 
shoot him through his fuckin vest
blowin up blowin up 
cuz were the best
i dont give a fuck bout the rest
we gon
we gon hit him in his fuckin chest

-[@v2nthan]
blowin up blowin up
im not fallin
i cant stop i cant stop
im not stoppin
i dont wanna talk now
at the party up the chop
we on lock down
pull up wit a choppa
i dont wanna talk bruh
say u wanna fight me
me and ellie finna drop em
i dont wanna go think im runnin out of breath
we gon 
we gon put a bullet in his neck

-[@minok0]
posted with venthan 
you dont get a mention
trynna fuck with us
but u cant get in
trynna fuck with us
but u cant get in

blowinup! w/ venthan + deers (erdo)

eh
bbt
im a med student
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dopamine

peachcappy

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