featuring @luvwillow
stardom coming soon >:D

lyrics available at https://genius.com/Xofilo-party-city-lyrics

party city! +luvwillow (xofilo)

ch.4 How Do I Go? (w/ 6arelyhuman)

prod meeeebitchessss
im so depressed lol i like to dance tho



i’m not needing any luck 
always having lots of fun 
chillin in the back of the club i’m boutta shoot it up 
idc bout anyone
all these pills they leave me dumbb
she really think i’m the one 
so addicted worse than drugs 
they all laughing at my grave 
laughing with them everyday 
when i’m bored i change my face 
i don’t ever run away 
i just wanna see them die 
i just wanna end their lives 
i don’t think it’s crazy i just do what makes me feel alive 

i wish life was better i’m a mess i’d do anything 
i need a new girl i wish she sent me a melody 
it’s a war in my head but idk what’s wrong 
this is not where i belong you’ll all miss me when i’m gone 
i wish life was better i’m on a race to get to the end
i’m still in the past i remember kissing wit my friends 
i’ll still hold ur hand idc if u smell like cigarettes 
i just wanna dance all night forget everything

hate my life 5 stars on me 
getting high everyday feeling like i’m in a dream 
it doesn’t matter everybody acting like they free
it doesn’t matter that’s why no one wanna talk to me
yea i see her all the time in my dreams every night  
yea it makes me feel alright till i wake up then i cry
all i wanna do is sleep i don’t wanna be alive 
everything too bright that’s why i don’t go outside 

always losing touch leave me on the floor 
told me that she hate me but ik she want more 
got my thoughts on repeat ik i said it before
take a pill to go to sleep then i’m taking 2 more 
now she cutting on me i’ve never seen that before 
it’s like she proving she a freak i don’t need anymore 
made me promise i won’t leave but ik she got bored 
had to lie to myself idc anymore

bruh im just tryna live

Ur The Worst + spiral [morecalcium]

https://open.spotify.com/album/5NrwLurAXFpNyy7wziqV18?si=old5DZDWRdWbDnmRy8tkUA

produced by @xgatteo
cover art by @strawb3rryhe4rtzz

instagram.com/tzunahmie
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instagram.com/s.leonss_

ima disappear turn into a ghost
razor blade blood pouring out my throat
drugs got me fucked up nowhere to go
my heart tell me to stay but i really wanna go
ima disappear turn into a ghost
razor blade blood pouring out my throat
drugs got me fucked up nowhere to go
my heart tell me to stay but i really wanna go

cuts on my arm its because of you
staring at the stars will a wish come true
friends say i'll go far only if they knew
12 gauge point it at me and you
all my dreams turn to ash
200 miles per hour hope i crash
you were like the best that i ever had
hurts so bad you left me in a flash

ima disappear turn into a ghost
razor blade blood pouring out my throat
drugs got me fucked up nowhere to go
my heart tell me to stay but i really wanna go
ima disappear turn into a ghost
razor blade blood pouring out my throat
drugs got me fucked up nowhere to go
my heart tell me to stay but i really wanna go
ima disappear turn into a ghost
razor blade blood pouring out my throat
drugs got me fucked up nowhere to go
my heart tell me to stay but i really wanna go

ghost [xgatteora]

BDSM w/Ryyd3r & elctrnc/sed:/ (Aki)

@1stress
@hateoryx
@1lav
mastered @mylastwinter
https://www.instagram.com/ihateyoustress/
https://www.instagram.com/hateoryx/
https://www.instagram.com/iveyyslullaby/
https://www.instagram.com/fucklavendr/

spotify soon

iv
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hanging by a thread
stitch my eyes wanna die 
im so fuckin sorry bby 
but you just tell me lies
cause my life have been so horrible 
but darling youre adorable
methanol n adderal 
idk where im goi-
yea cut me up
sew my flesh up 
why is it so hard to open up
bpd n xtc
everyone has left me 
can you feel feel my heart 
im like omg its dying



stress
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now my life’s so horrible 
i won’t ever feel complete 
shes dying in a car but 
tht whore she always used me 
i’m dying inside cuz u said
 u missed the old me
u must have never known
 me i’m going trigger happy 
i’m cutting down to styro 
while she’s watching me bleed
bby do u even know 
the way u talk to me??
i don’t feel alright everyday
 i wake up there’s a scary sight 
there’s a monster in ur bed im
 the one tht killed the flashlight



oryx
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outside in the night im alone, i'm so terrified
catch me in the party wit my shawty getting dumb high!
i cant even go on i dont even think i feel right
i dont even know what i wanna do with my damn life

you wanna torture me
wanna be left alone
i wanna feel the beat
n hit the microphone
why u send me a message?
u looking way too desperate
im laying on my deathbed
imma overdose

haunt me w/ stress + oryx (lavendr)

prod theyneverfoundmybody
mix/master @1stress

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do u wanna die bbgirl y do u luv me 
if u leave me then its suicide killing spree
bby it cud b u n me it cud b u n i 
if u dnt lik tht then its an eye 4 an eye 
all ur friends said im #Toxic 
bby ik tht xD 
its ok i h8 them back 
i lost everythign when u left me what a bummer
theres been a big bloody knife im my back since the summer 
backstabbr backstabbr BACK SBTABRR BACK STABBRBRRRR back stabbr BACK Stabbr BACK STABBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBR

bby why wont u die bby why wont u die girl
xnx 2 numb me bby its ur time girl 
if u lovd me then u'd cut me up (wide open) 
only thing that seems to stabilize is seratonin
bby words cut deep but my blade cuts deeper 
bby if u lie 2 me ur gna b a sleeper
pretty white dress but its ruined by ur blood<3 
russian roulette but im playing with the gunx_x

backstabbr

backstabbr (tnfmb)

@hateoryx @elctrnc @jeskivaca @veigayboy (new collective soon)
last dance song for a long time! new music next week w/ hurt
im switching styles to music like heartless & LostMyMind
:3 enjoy!!! (cover by https://www.instagram.com/t0a2tyy_/)

ch.4 How Do I Go? (w/ 6arelyhuman)

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