lyrics:
i fall apart at my seams
nothing is what it really seems
I fall apart in my dreams
nothing is what it really seems
i fall apart at my seams
nothing is what it really seems
I fall apart in my dreams
nothing is what it really seems

life is always crushing
I'm always under pressure
the pain is neverending 
I'm always going to suffer
time wont stop 
I'm watching the clock
keep my eyes peeled
there's no time to talk
gotta let go
once in a while
needle in the hay
running in a spiral
honestly you execute me on sight
running thru my mind 
I was running from my past life
welcome to my insanity inside u

put me in a corner
I just wanna get out
living in disorder
never gonna clean it out
nonexistent
nothing left
my whole life
is just a mess
i fall apart at my seams
nothing is what it really seems
I fall apart in my dreams
nothing is what it really seems
i fall apart at my seams
nothing is what it really seems
I fall apart in my dreams
nothing is what it really seems

sliver

https://soundcloud.com/lolxanity
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kiss me thru the discord (feat. Xaxanity) *oscat remix*

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kiss me thru the discord (feat. xaxanity) *oscat remix*

Ya I fucking hat3 my self & I don’t evr care at all
But I realy miss u lik the nights whn I’m on adorall
Locked inside my head Im feelin useless with my iPhone out  
I dnt understand these stupid feelings that I’m all about 
Ok I lost my phone 1 time and I went fucking crazyyyy 
I luv wearing headphones in place that doesn’t faze me 
I hate everyone that ever cared and ever gave me time 
Stupid little mean and angry thoughts inside my stupid mind :/ 

Wearing really big jeans out in public cuz I’m like super cool
I just lied I’m useless and stupid and get used like a tool 
I don’t get why I feel like everyone fucking hates me 
I just wake up planning lies I do this on the daily

digital watch :887

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ch.7 its finally clear

neck deep - December (Kemal and the blackcats cover) pearlblade flip

https://open.spotify.com/album/08Dl3mikm1hs2mrhs0WQNL?si=4JUFpisdR8u106T-HQGuhw

heartbreak in mid December fr

im the last thing youd remember

i'd rather burn than fall

do u c me over there
can u see me stare
hold on dont wnna go home
ik ur alone me 2
come on
i just wnna b right next 2 u

i dont even know
oo girl i see u the most

bby come just hang on
long nails across my face tn
i know ur bad 4 me but i love it
so sweet ya i rlly want it
omg bby come flaunt it
fuck me up rlly waant it
u know i love it

u know i know
u know i know
dont wnna go out like that
hit my phone girl where u @
come n tell me wut u ccccc
bby can u wait for me

hang on (2040x2040)

MARINA rmx
art by @swagcidal on insta
https://open.spotify.com/album/6H9KdFGHZJQUXMe6EbKDbS?si=X7XJ1cnpS6erwJloPq5ngA

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digital

Hollow Future, Radiant Past

@blxty @emotionals @emotegi @bigbillsondeck

lyrics:
blxty (hook):
girl its all in your brain, i promise we'll be okay
we can fly far away, take a plane to l.a
baby look at my face, look at what we've become
now that we're on the run, i swear this all was for fun

emotionals:
why u always acting strange
stg its in ur brain
if u do it all for nothing nothing will ever change
hurt urself to feel the pain swear u do it everyday
swear u make me feel like nothing so let me waste away
waste away

emotegi:
comin out of my cage i think im losin my mind
i been writing it down but i been losin’ all
straightjacket for bed
margiela dressed w a kiss
it was only a kiss 
how did it leave me all
braindead eating out your skull leave you painless
drill bit bitchin out the metal in your braces
lately i been feelin low losin patience
pyramid head spin twinnin’ like it’s aphex

fersure maybe fersure not
fersure eh fersure bomb (i want you forever ever on my arm)
fersure maybe fersure not
fersure eh fersure bomb (i’m not so hard don’t break my heart)

popstarbills:
promise we'll be okay, we can fly far away
take a flight to la, baby look at my face
there's nothing left i can say, let's just get out today
where the skies aren't grey, without leaving a trace
let's just go have some fun, not care about who we've become
living life on the run, have our day in the sun
we can stack up the funds, put some gas in our lungs
run it again when we're done, now look at who we're among

i'd rather burn than fall

pearlblade

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