instrumental by Flo2productions
lyrics in progress

hands clasp, no holding back
i'm speakin up on my fears
too long, too digest
it hurts I reflect thru my tears
and all these times
I've tried to tell you
you've cut me off
and i'm not fine


Noholdingback demo

EAP Productions (Instrumental credits)
Pearl Vaj (Lyrics/Vocal melody credits)

When she’s silent for too long, there’s no reason to belong, to her, to her, to her
As you read her words all wrong, you hand her to the wolves who strip her song
And you watch, no shame, and you feel no pain, while it rains and it rains and it rains and it rains


Rains Demo


instrumental by echolmes
lyrics in progress by me

all I know is I didn't put this in its place all by myself
I may have failed society, and all of the books you gave me to read
but my body follows where, where my spirit leads
so if you came through for all, the physicalities
i'm gonna stop you while you're walkin
as if you don't know a thing about me
all I ask in this life
is to have, the freedom to fly
all I ask in this life
is to have, the freedom to fly


FreedomToFly Demo

instrumental credits: www.shadowville.com
instrumental produced by: hala-X "for the first time" track
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lyrics: PearlVaj (independent)

My minds like decay, thoughts frozen in a freeze frame, only it partakes
In robbing me out of my pulse at a young age
And I replay everything that tests me, set everything aside that used to bring out the best in me
I’m half way back to ten years worth of yesterdays, 
Whose gonna diagnose my damage after all the x-rays
They say you used to be like a flower, 
unfolding slowly by the hour, and when the sun would shine on you, 
you would follow through 
I’m often drowning in the deep end, I take a gasp for air 
It takes as long to surface as five days till a weekend
my debts control my economy and my manipulations run my government, 
Some days I am the boss, some days I am the needy applicant
Where do I fix myself, what do I take to feel half whole again
Doctors say Effexor, Adderall, and Ativan
They say you used to be like a flower, 
unfolding slowly by the hour, and when the sun would shine on you, 
you would follow through










Flower-follow through (non-profit short-demo)

music: www.youtube.com/jurrivh 
lyrics/vocals: me

just a couple words for grandpa

In gray smoke, you come to me in my dreams
We exchange familiarities, but we never speak
Do you remember me, or did we never meet

Somebody said that you were searching for me
And couldn’t find me past infinity
if you let me know, what did you need
I’ll be there for you as you were there for me

Graysmoke (demo)

track produced by urbanmultitracks.com  unwinding, neo soul style

Say, what do you feel when you come around
I, don’t even know but I’m a write this down
I suddenly get this chill, watchin’ from my window sill
Even tho I’m tryin’ to hide it

But I don’t care what they say
And I don’t care what they think
And I don’t care what they know
What I sing about, even though
I don’t know how you feel, about me

I make it so difficult, to truly express myself
Beautiful man, you progress my health
And I thank you for comin’ round
There is just somethin’ bout
A warmth in your eyes, your voice, your smile


Beautifulman-demo

instrumental: urbanmultitracks.com
lyrics: pearl vaj

you, are fresh as the morning dew
lovely as sun
now this turns me on
ragin a storm in me
pulse is alive in me
and you own this song
how I, wish you could come to me
wish you’d be on to me
cause I’m not that strong
pour me a remedy
I love too easily
I said I been lovin you, so easy
I been lovin you 
don’t you go anywhere
tables are turned
the chase has begun
teasin’ the life out me
so right and then yet so wrong
how I, wish I could testify
swear that you caught my eyes
mysterious charm
pour me a remedy
I love too easily
I said I been loving you so easy
I been lovin you
there was a time when I didn’t believe in love
and that was a time when I felt like giving up
there was a time when you walked into my life
and now I only want to be with you




So easily -demo

Jurrivh on the beat

Lyrics

Goin back, to yesteryears, yeh you were there
from parking lots to fishing docks, oh you were there
you made me love and fight like camelot
made me question this thing like maybe so or maybe not
i don't want to leave you only to question tomorrow and forever
you may never get this part 
but i wanna be that chick
that wears up all your hats and all of your sweaters

Yearsnyears - Pearlvaj -Demo

Weak -SWV Cover -Pearlvaj

So long
lyrics by me
music by 97jlh http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qap7XgdBd2I 



So long (demo)

old school demo I did before comp busted...cannot find super early 2000s old tags for original composer (apologies) lyrics/melody by pearlvaj

Life -Demo

instrumental by Flo2 Productions
Lyrics by Pearl Vaj

Lov is u -Demo

"There is no wound deeper than a pen can give.  
It makes men living dead and dead men live" 
-John Taylor


self-guided musically.  restless-minded, all-inclusive.  magical human. demo-head.

pearlvaj

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