mastered by @araelsounds

I started this song at 2am on in late December, 2017 within the same week that i made Pale and Northbound during my first grueling couple months of sobriety. 

This song symbolizes every moment of hardship that i could muster since then and now. Mental illness, home life, losing people close to me, losing myself, finding myself then losing it again. Through bad break ups and new relationships. Through late night panic episodes, moments of clarity and everything else in between. 

I decided to finish this song in early June 2020 In the middle of the pandemic as the result of a very, very bad trip, 400 miles away from home. while i was standing on the beach at 1am losing my mind, this song is what kept me grounded. it was the sand that swallowed my feet keeping me close to home. I saw my first shooting star in the middle of listening to it and knew at that moment that this was MY healing song. 

For years i would come back to this song to help me feel something. it is BY FAR the most meaningful thing i've ever made and im glad that i lived long enough to present it to everyone. Honestly at this point if i died id be happy knowing that i finally put this song out. I could "retire" this project at peace if i wanted to at this point. This song means that much to me. 

Thank you for your patience and your presences, it really means the world man

healing.

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NOSTALGIA VEHICLE

lyrics and vocals written and performed by @holly_stell
mastered by the lovely @araelsounds
cover art and production by myself

LYRICS:
Lay me down
Lay me down
I hear the angels sigh
A distant lullaby
Under the darkened sky
The night my ego died
I feel the holy fire
I see the holy light
Washed over all my fear
And now I’m cloaked in white
I wanna feel you
You’re an enigma
Where did you come from?
Came out of nowhere
When I wasn’t looking
I used to feel nothing
You made me feel something
No more age of Pisces
You’re heart was so icy
But I feel it melting
I got the keys to the
Castle on your neck piece
Had these demons sitting in a high chair
They were feeding on my fear
And so I held them by their neck
Until they fucking disappeared
I got the angels on my side
Got holy water in my tears
And if you wanna see divinity
Just stare into the mirror

WOLFMOON w/ ANGELHEX

BROKEN

NEED YOU

DIPOLE w/ PADILLION

DRIFT

Remixed from: https://soundcloud.com/fiftygrand/ukey-black


Shout out to: @fiftygrand

UKEY BLACK REWORK

this song is a little callback to my older style of producing, a proper reiteration of the music my teenage self tried to coin as a signature sound

i hope this one evokes nostalgia to you all as much as it does for me.

cover by me+hunterhastings

EUROSTAR ++ EASTBOUND

SOLSTICE

VISUALS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=in6OYjgTv6k
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VISUALS

SOLITUDE w/STEVEN (VISUALS BELOW)

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SKY GRADIENT FT.LUX NATURA

SKINNY (ЭЙФОРИЯ ТЕЛА)

BLEED FT.CVRL

carousel.

pure endurance b2b vargtimmen | puzzle room 7.26.25

visuals

IMPALE

hanging off the edge called myself

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MOTHER OF SORROWS PAST

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RIGGER

a variation in production of "TRANSGENDER" by @crystal-castles from scratch.

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TRANSGENDER [PEARL WHITE VIP]

TITAN _003
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PALE

STREAM ON SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/0RZsydYbfeslBXd7hRSiah

APPLE MUSIC: https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/northbound-single/1440877607

background vox: @lilithisgone

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NORTHBOUND

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Re-Mastered by: @sacemusicsc ;) 
(thank you)

SOLFLARE w/ NITEBOI ✨🌙

Cover art taken by myself on film, 2016.

Ft. @lilithisgone
Mixed and Mastered by @shaedelea

LYRICS: 
Take me back slowly
Try not to grip so hard
Is it beginning? Will it ever stop?
Please tell me if I’m growing pale..
I refuse to go, I will prevail.
Lay your head on my body I lose my mind.
Tell me you’re here with me. I won’t go

PEARL WHITE

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