the last of it (2017-2019)

based on a true story.

i miss how good we had it, as sad as we were.

soon to be on spotify and apple music ! im workin on it :)

this is the 3rd track off the "last of it" album which will be coming out sometime in the next couple months. i hope you guys enjoy this track as much as i did making it. <3333

sample credits: elvis depressedly - thou shall not murder

written, performed and produced by me >:)

lyrics:
i fucked my therapist on that night
she carved the words into my eyes
she left an imprint on my door
“should i come back here anymore”

im not apposed to all the pain
but all i ask for is your name
those cursed letters all the same
drive me away from all my shame

sparknotes of a suicide stuck on loop
a true test of impatience something youve been through
i wont speak for the devil he cant find my truth
ive been melting into heaven i pray you will too
30 miles from a sign of my internal roof
i keep running from the thoughts of how it impacts you
day 3 ive been missing looking for some proof
sight tight in your youth ill be home real soon

she sent an ambulance to me
all my flaws would have been wiped clean
she picks me up from another dose 
worried sick for my last rose

please just murder me
a skin covered birdcage is all i see
you make me want to see
take the wide open exit there waiting for me

based on a true story.

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this is the 7th track off the "last of it" album which will be coming out sometime this year. i hope u guys enjoy this track as much as i did making it. <3333

sample credits: the frights - makeout point

written, performed and produced by me >:)

lyrics:
[verse]
STUCK! in between lies
runnin up against a set of headlights
devil ripping from a pair of bright eyes
candle drippin nights gotta find my

LIFE! isnt that a drag
weight out all the options grab another bag
numb out all the feelings gotta lose track
ignorant to when the guilt shoots right

BACK! lemme clean a mess
i won't sick the blame but mother knows best
anxious in the moment waitin for the text
devastated girly feel it in her chest

[pre-chorus]
damn.. hidden eyelids
all a vision from a private island
duplicated mornings sing silent
(i wish i could find u)

[chorus]
ohh if i looked up id see the dust and realize that theres nothing left
i gave u my best

i know i talk too much its just because i want u to know when it is dead
to keep u obsessed

isnt it funny how we operate when no one else is looking upstairs
act like we dont care

i ripped my room apart to find my youth buried among the stalkers and stares
as if i dont care

[chorus]
if love was the case then why won't u come out and show them yr face
stay hidden like holden im lovin the chase
the catcher the rye why not give em a taste

i need to escape
this island is killin my mental estate
im runnin my legacy theres no one next to me
adding to mystery there is no one to be queen

no one besides what is found on the screen
no one but letters and boxes of lean
im caught in my youth im so fuckin niave
im in it im finding out what it all means

life is a race of losing yr mind
who will it take and who will do fine
some will give up and some will just cry
dont stress of the end we all have our time

she'd make me the happiest man in the world
but nothing is sadder than us in a swirl
maybe this time her mind is in curls
well then that would be the most wonderful girl

the holes in my diary
keep me alive but what if she fires me
what if its bribery
what if im blind to see all of the ice in the road when i begin to peel

what if i start to catch onto whats real
what if she hesitates regrets the feel
by the time ive started up mine
devil caught onto the price tag line

[pre-chorus]
damn.. hidden eyelids
all a vision from a private island
duplicated mornings sing silent
(i wish i could find u)

[chorus]
ohh if i looked up id see the dust and realize that theres nothing left
i gave u my best

i know i talk too much its just because i want u to know when it is dead
to keep u obsessed

isnt it funny how we operate when no one else is looking upstairs
act like we dont care

i ripped my room apart to find my youth buried among the stalkers and stares
as if i dont care

[outro]
put yr head on my shoulder, girl
put yr head on my shoulder, girl
put yr head on my shoulder, girl
put yr head on my...

the last of it (2017-2019)

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