prod. by my goat @ssaeyxng
not my best work but i tried anyway
was hella inspired by @lifegiverr <33

sae - https://www.instagram.com/ssaeyxng/
me - https://www.instagram.com/prodflojy/

lyrics:

i was so blind
how did it take so much time to figure out
that i lost myself forever
i lost myself forever
im feeling tired
nothing wakes me up inside, im not alive
i lost myself forever
i lost myself forever

i can feel the years go by
why do i always want to cry
used to laugh and have fun
i think im not alright

fuck my life
im tired of having problems all around
rotting inside, i think im slowly diying
could i even get well, am i done
am i done

i was happy and i lost it
all the energy, i lost it
i wish i could come back to normal life
(come back to normal life)

yeah i feel it
i feel that i lost myself
feel that i lost myself
i feel that i lost myself
feel that i lost myself

lost myself (saeyxng)

(Out on all platforms)
Cut me close, right next you
You drop me down right to the floor
Cuz I'm loving you
I really would just take the risk
Just do not switch
I just wanna be there with you
I Really Wish 
I Really Wish

Even moving without you
It makes it hard to live
Baby I care about you
I swear that you'll be missed
I really need this wish
just put it on your list
As time moves on
I hope you get the tick

I been thinkin every night about us
Baby take your time if your really in love
Need you by my side i swear you enough 
Baby whats the word no need to rush
Yeah, I know you been hurt before
If your in love be sure
Yeah the clock hitting four 
Yeah tears just like the shore
Call me if you need me more 
Baby fill my inner core

Cut me close, right next you
You drop me down right to the floor
Cuz I'm loving you
I really would just take the risk
Just do not switch
I just wanna be there with you
I Really Wish 
I Really Wish

Even moving without you
It makes it hard to live
Baby I care about you
I swear that you'll be missed
I really need this wish
Just put it on your list
As time moves on
I hope you get the tick

wish

neitorokkoutt - tmla (asperr mental)

take the blame again, but haven’t settled
another game of u playin w my mental
i wld prolly die, if i went ahead n kept ya
threw me to the side, how could u treat me like a rental?

how’d i even get this far?
takin shots to my heart, it was doomed from the start
u haven’t changed at all
u want to watch me fall apart
i explained it all
u say u listen but u never did

i can c the sunrise, haven’t ate, haven’t slept
thought u were the one, ye i truly thought ur heaven sent 
hurt me to the core n i hate u for the things u did
feel my stomach turnin, throwin up, i’m so sick
i wish,, ye i wish i never met u
so quick, moving on, don’t think he can help u
i, i kno i could do better
i’m js tryna figure y it’s hard to forget ya

i feel so sick
u moved on quick
won’t let u win
look what u did

take the blame again, but haven’t settled
another game of u playin w my mental
i wld prolly die, if i went ahead n kept ya
threw me to the side, how could u treat me like a rental?

how’d i even get this far?
takin shots to my heart, it was doomed from the start
u haven’t changed at all
u want to watch me fall apart
i explained it all
u say u listen but u never did

rental (trauma)

#aftermath
note: this was supposed to be only a short song to tease @ritsuzuki but i kinda enjoyed making it bro😭✌️w feature @iowgen🩷🩷

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

do u wanna touch my body
cause i know you've been gooning lately
no need to hold back baby
if u wanna fuck just say it
just say it, i will let you taste me
oh baby tell me what u want yeah
do u wanna lick all over my body 
baby tell me can i slide it inside yaaa

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

suck my soul off, i know u cant get enough of me
let me hit it from the back so i can please ya
edging on the bed yeah let me finish
let me finish on your face

@iowgen:
i don't care if its longer than mine
I'll take it from the back
I'll do what you want
all i want is u
I'll do anything-
I'll do anything if you stay with me bae

(@ritsuzuki voice message if u r wondering:
nah twin
imma just be a femboy that's--
that's enough, that's enough for me)

my little femboy
my little femboy
vex yeahhh

i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life
i wanna stay girl, right by your side
wanna hold ur hand, get closer to mine
my little femboy, my little wife
you are my girl, you are my life

(end - @ritsuzuki):
woah, this is really fucking hot

vex/my little femboy + iowgen (kyoshi)

Oct 2025 pt.1:
1. Sunsuu n me
2. Symelz n me
3. Symelz n me
4. 1plugsoon n me
5. Spaceboyry n me
6. Me 
7. Sunsuu n me
8. Symelz n me
9. Spaceboyry n me
10. Me

Oct 2025 pt.1 w/ @1sunsuu, @symelz, @1plugsoon, @spaceboyry

dumbass bih gon speak on my name, like ok?
i'm tryna erase u from my mind, go away
can't u c i'm tryna heal, i'm tryna change?
y tf u think i'll stay?
guess that this is it, flip the story once again (uh)
sittin n repentin for sins that i never did (yuh)
if u rlly want me to stay, then take a picture
ye u made me so fkn sick, i'm boutta vomit

this is bs, y i gotta cop this?
does it get exhaustin? all dat fkn talkin!
guess ik now, that u source of all my problems
get up twin, ur pathetic, u gotta lock in now
i js took this line of coke, now i got superpowers
i got drink up in my system, bottles lyin round
smokin packs til there's blood pourin out my mouth
n i'm floatin from this gas, i can't hear u now
must b stupid, if u think that i'm gon hear u out
left ur mark n then u left, tell me r u proud?

dumbass bih gon speak on my name, like ok?
i'm tryna erase u from my mind, go away
can't u c i'm tryna heal, i'm tryna change?
y tf u think i'll stay?
guess that this is it, flip the story once again (uh)
sittin n repentin for sins that i never did (yuh)
if u rlly want me to stay, then take a picture

ye u made me so fkn sick, i'm boutta vomit
this is bs, y i gotta cop this?
does it get exhaustin? all dat fkn talkin!

vomit (kurane + angelgrind)

Vocals and Vocal Engineering: Dev and @haunted_sad
Producer: @ssaeyxng

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Dev]
Yeah what is even real
I can't break this seal
Stuck in my feels
Lies around me I can't heal
What did I make
Life is just one take
But I'm stuck about to break
Grass around me with snakes
Why did I left myself down
Now my heart filled with nothing now
I feel isolated in my own town
Dreamt of being a king with my crown
Dreamt of myself wanting to drown

[Verse: @haunted_sad]
u had my soul and it just drained me
i knew baby ya u couldnt save me
i spent all my days just hating me
i saw myself baby ya just drowning 
if ur gonna lie to me then just damn discard me
u left me feeling like trash u left me feeling like garbage 
i got this gun to my head would it just save me 
wish i had the courage to just forget it all
got this gun 2 my head would it just save me
u told me that u were my remedy (yeah yeah) 
baby would u even lie to me?  (i wouldnt lie)
u told me baby that u loved me

Nothing (ft. haunted_sad) (prod.saeyxng)

(prod. DIsco)
lyrics-----------------
@peiflowy
Tired of this fake shit,
Gotta face it,
Got some gas in my system feeling faded,
Really wished that relationships work with cadence,
Won’t ever fucking work now,
Work now,
Damn it’s my birthday,
Time really flies in the worst ways,
Pain in my head,
Take these pills up to my face,
Pushing through struggles,
I know that it’s okay,
Everybody goes through the same shit every single day.

@556renzo
i've been feinin 4 ur luv
but i kno u dnt give a fuh
u js wanna break me apart
ik u planned it from the start yuh
even when u push me down
ik i can make it up wit ya
cause things gon be okay
believe we'll be okay
ion wanna wake up if im dreamin
got these drugs all in my system
and i keep thinking all about it
i dont wanna go n lose her
i js wanna be wit ya
i dont wanna be alone
bae can we go back
oh woah-

@peiflowy
Tired of this fake shit,
Gotta face it,
Got some gas in my system feeling faded,
Really wished that relationships work with cadence,
Won’t ever fucking work now,
Work now,
Damn it’s my birthday,
Time really flies in the worst ways,
Pain in my head,
Take these pills up to my face,
Pushing through struggles,
I know that it’s okay,
Everybody goes through the same shit every single day.

relationships (DIsco)

now you love somebody else
but i knew it wouldnt work out
it's just so hard to love
still thinking of you
girl oh im still missing you 
yeah, wish i had known
for the better of us two
i know the feeling
that you're probably going though 
just wanted to tell you 
that im really missing you
it's alright yeah imma call it a night
but there is something bout us-
i want try it one more time

"somethings aren't meant to be"
i believe that's all a lie
cuz we're all bound to die
do u see the meaning yet? no?
im afraid you've had enough
losing faith in what you loved
there's so much inside my head
that i can't seem to let go
told u for the last time
i dont want to go
yet it's easy to say
is that what you want?
you want me out of your life
told myself you were the one
and now im barely alive

barely alive (sebakyu)

produced by strscream

lyrics-
@peiflowy
way to tired of this shit now,
wanna roll up,
I ain't really believe in love,
shit like sora (ai),
got no ice in my cup now,
sippin soda,
gotta ease the fucking pain,
so I pour up.

way to tired of this shit now,
wanna roll up,
I ain't really believe in love,
shit like sora (ai),
got no ice in my cup now,
sippin soda,
gotta ease the fucking pain,
so I pour up.

@boomy_4
Drinking till I black out
Wondering where you at now
Talking to myself
As you’re screaming in the background
Tired of all the fights yeah I know were not alright
Tears falling down almost every single night 

You said you’d be always be by my side
These drugs inside they’re messing with my mind
shown you love but all you’ve got are lies
The memories gone they’re burning by the fire

@peiflowy
way to tired of this shit now,
wanna roll up,
I ain't really believe in love,
shit like sora (ai),
got no ice in my cup now,
sippin soda,
gotta ease the fucking pain,
so I pour up,
I'm really outta clues,
I thought it was me and you,
you came to fuck the mood,
I'm thinking what to do,
I swear that I've been here before,
Do not climb these ropes,
guess it's time to let things go...


rollin up (@strscream)

iluvyou 4 who u are, keeping going.
https://linktr.ee/peiflowy
@peiflowy on insta

rollin up (@strscream)

pei flowy

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