Production by Saint Mike
Vocals & Lyrics by Me
- another blow to the heart again
- why do I do this to myself
- swimming up stream to get some air
- sometimes I wish I would just choke
- yearning for dreamscapes it isn’t fair
- I don’t know what is real
- the more I reach out, seems nothings there
- but still it won’t conclude 

- the minutes the moments, the seconds go by
- it’s still living rent free in my mind
- I drown it all out, pouring into myself
- I love me but I’m so fucking lonley 

- But why was it you
- And not someone else
- I’m dragging my feet
- through some made up hell
- I wish I could speak to my past self
- And tell her to never hit you up again

- new faces come by but I compare
- them to what I saw in you
- trying to fit a circle with a square
- it will never make a two

- the minutes the moments, the seconds go by
- it’s still living rent free in my mind
- I drown it all out, pouring into myself
- I love me but I’m so fucking lonley 

- But why was it you
- And not someone else
- I’m dragging my feet
- through some made up hell
- I wish I could speak to my past self
- And tell her to never hit you up again

- just drown it all out
- I'm just drowning it out
- just drown it all out
- I'm just drowning it out
- just drown it all out
- I'm just drowning it out


#grunge #alternativerock #alternative #alt #emo #deftones

Limerence

Brand New Day

Invisible (Chinese Version)

Here are 10 of my songs written from the heart and soul of what I love. Music. All kinds, all genres, and all flavors. I hope you enjoy them as much as I did making them.

Rock'N'Roll Crackers

Velvet Petals ignite with "Rise," an immensely powerful and uplifting arena rock anthem. Driven by soaring vocals, epic guitar riffs, and a chorus that commands you to "feel the soul of the universe," this track is a journey of breaking through darkness and becoming everything. "Rise" is an inspirational call to overcome, let the heavens sing, and find transformation through endless motion. #VelvetPetals #Rise #ArenaRock #AnthemicRock #SoulOfTheUniverse #UpliftingMusic #EpicRock

Rise

INWARD PAIN

Homelessness is deeply concerning all over the world, so this song is a reflection off the scenes and moods within the Alleyways.

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You've overcome so many tribulations, why not be optimistic about this one?

Bury My Love

A powerful rock song that captures the eternal struggle between responsibility and freedom. For all those who yearn for freedom but are held captive by the anchors of their past lives.

The Tether and The Fray

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A wandering prophet forged in cinders — the Ashwalk Apostle moves through burned-out battlefields carrying truth like a torch.
This track blends scorching groove-metal with a haunting, sermon-in-the-smoke chorus, painting the journey of a soul that keeps walking long after the fire should’ve ended it.
Every step kicks up dust from old wars. Every scream cuts through the haze like revelation.
A hymn for the scarred, the stubborn, and the ones still searching for the light beneath the ruin.

#AshwalkApostle #RisenAndReckless #FaithMetal #GrooveMetal #SpiritualWarfare #RedemptionMetal #ChristianMetal #HellmouthProphet

Brand New Day

P.E.Johannessen

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