new year, new me, new sound. this track is the first of a group of tracks i'll be dropping after this long hiatus

this nightmare-like vibe expresses everything that has been going on lately in my head and around me. in the world. chaos and impenetrable darkness.

Polarnight

an old track i finally decided to finish. it was an engineering nightmare, so i had to work a lot to make it listenable...

as the title indicates, it's about how we can find peace in music, even in the hardest times. sometimes you just want to disconnect from everything that's going on in the world, and start wandering alone, go to an isolated place, listen to the music of nature and watch the stars.. because the world is too dark, too hurtful, reality is too hard to accept.

Lullabies Over Chaos

Craze

those brief moments of freedom... will linger and haunt every moment of captivity..

demo from 2018 (produced in 2022)

Linger

it shines
somewhere, in a forgotten corner of reality, a light goes out

Tuhka

"there will be no further communication."

my fanmade SCP soundtrack. with some voicelines from Unity and some of the melodies from Secret Laboratory

The Message (SCP)

I own the drawing on the picture. I do not own the reference photo.

I recorded this piece just before my first gig of the Soft Moon in Gdańsk in February 2016. It was a movie and I burned CD with it and I gave it to Luis Vasquez after the gig at last. I was so ashamed of myself, feeling like a freak fan, so I've never listened to this recording ever again, till his passaway. Now in February 2024, after over 3 weeks of his tragic death, I wanna show this recording to the world. I hope one day, I will become a musician like you, Luis. Please, stay well dear beloved soul. I send you peace and love, wherever you are.

Total Decay / Far - Piano Cover Improvisation (the Soft Moon / Luis Vasquez) - Pela Miten

One of my first tracks created in 2016 in daw.

(Gladly, LV of TSM was genuinely enjoying this track after his gig in Milano in February 2018 on Criminal tour, and I agreed with him, it requires some mixing)

Butcher - Cover (Killing Joke) - Pela Miten

I own the drawing. I do not own the reference photo.

Secretly produced in 2016. I don't have a guitar, so I struggled to emulate the bass guitar by a synth with filters and effects. 

Luis's never knew I created this track.

Remember The Future - Cover (the Soft Moon) - Pela Miten

I own the painting. 

Lyrics 

Zaraz coś się rozjebie 
(something's gonna fucking blow up)
Zaraz coś się tutaj rozjebie 
(something's gonna fucking blow up here)
Przeglądam newsy 
(I browse the news)
Po chuj ja to wciąż czytam 
(for the fuck's sake I'm still reading it)
Ja tu nie wiem już nic 
(I don't know anything here anymore)
Czekam aż mi rozwalą łeb 
(I wait for them to blow off my head)
To Requiem 
(it's Requiem)

Gdy głębia duchowa słów 
(when the spiritual depth of words)
Gdy przestaje żyć prawdą 
(when it ceases to live the truth)
Gdy wstyd się już odezwać 
(when it's too much shame to speak up)
Gdy czekam aż zmartwisz się tym 
(when I wait for you to worry about it)
To Requiem 
(it's Requiem)

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I created this track in March 2022 in Warsaw, when I though I'm gonna die, because of Russia invading Ukraine. Working on this song held my mind ocuppied enough to stop feeling the horror. 

I truly understood the dread of the first Killing Joke (1980) album then. I wasn't the great fan of Requiem song before, but I think making this cover saved my mind from the terrifying madness.

Requiem - Cover (Killing Joke) - Pela Miten

I own the drawing. I do not own the reference photo.

Fxxking ashamed to share it anywhere from 2016. Luis didn't know about this track at all. Time to not hide it any more. I only regret, that it's too late. I wish he could be alive again. I hope this track conveys at least a bit of his soul. Rest in peace and stay forever in my heart, Luis Vasquez

(And I know this track lacks this Die Life 'signarure' motive but whatever.)

Total Decay / Far - Piano Cover Improvisation (the Soft Moon / Luis Vasquez) - Pela Miten

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