9/18/24-02/09/25

ill never rot away with my aspirations

artist name  - title of song (commas separate artists)

skel = wifiskeleton

favorite songs: ztarnm - selfish, jaydes - vivienne/imy, july - met the devil in your eyes again lady - at least its june - one month one year ill be your husband eventually, julia brown - 'im falling in love', mandy - so????, jaydes - talk to me, jaydes - entry log, akoge - double wavy'd up, lana del rey - ridin (ty kathy <3), weiland - week, jaydes - sedated, i wanna be a jack o lantern - i told you i said i was okay - deer in headlights demo, skel - the one where i say 1944 - azazel dances to skeleton, 2hollis - gold, sko9ur - cant remember much, skel - suburban daredevil is out soon guys, DOMD - small fry, jenny01 - the worlds not over, *67 - vampyr shawty </3, aeter - you cant blame a guy for trying, skel - o dont think we'll ever find him - whore - el sonata - suburban daredevil - girl - party, july - crashing a brick into someone elses window, aeter - bodybag, lil watermark - de_cache, key vs. locket - safeword - wanted, dean blunt - zaza - dash snow - donna air, starry cat - thanks, bladee - doorman, weiland - gospel, meth wax - rabbits, junshi - 16:3 - 000, burial etiquette - faceless departure, key vs. locket - the usual, rxk nephew - 2 bring cuz wiitchu, mandy - pretend, july - idc what she doin, mandy - untitled 6, six days after christmas - sakura - all i had asked for, keepsecrets - so fucking goth, thisismyreality - incel king - wishing memories never pass away - leave me i am no longer yours - sickness, jaydes - haunt, skel - i heard this song in my head and made it exist - merry christmas you stupid bitch, jaydes - i miss you and im at this point in my life right now - lucifers favorite color, mandy - must b stupid, weiland - wish - down bad, jaydes - sloth, skel - why is she always fucking talking, i wanna be mesmerizing to you - apology to the kid that i was once was, six days after christmas - if i had anything left to offer u know it'd be yours, jaydes - too much, bunii - galore, skel - starving dogs outside/there were starving dogs outside, mandy - skin, the promise ring - red & blue jeans, joyce manor - the jerk - violent inside, thisismyreality - a far - dear god my fucking legs (literal fucking perfection) - mister ride me by - out the widows, playboi carti - smash, *67 - look at lsd man.... so inspirational, methhead - dnt likke me, weiland - broken ego, skel - shoutout to mandy for the guitar i fucking hate my life thoug - route, twikipedia - i wanna be the guy, teen suicide - cop graveyard, mandy - stain, no more sports - telegraph kill me, quinn - mallgrabber p - it molds where it doesnt dry correctly, key vs. locket - better days, twikipedia - factory, thisismyreality - seven billion people - screamo giga chad, skel - adelaide, twikipedia - cardboard boxes - dry your eyes, jane rmeover - kodak moment, julia brown - i will do this for the rest of my life demo, aeter - im sorry sarah, frailty - save our love, cewer - a new start, osquinn - goonshitt, skel - didnt really like school i left in fourth grade, thisismyreality - the jen song, skel - corridor - you are my consquence, lil uzi - you was right - scott and ramona, july - sorry mom im a faggot, summrs - die 4 m3, skel - your even better at leaving, skel - you asked for it - seizing naked on the floor at arbys off shrooms, jenny01 - interval, alleen plains - opiate sessions (all), light - prettifun, monnihead - bgs, yun head - late, saturn - go white boy go - omegleremix, xxxtentacion - freddy vs jason, weiland - into me, 2hollis - crush - lie, kurtains - crowbars, morgue - ashtray, thisismyreality - dead standing - hell yeah, skel - demos and then some alex g covers, destroy lonely - nobody, bomber - jennifer flip, marjorie wc - daikirai - puppy eyes - nexus 3, lil uzi - sub zero, *67 - she gone do u wrong, p4rkr - gec 2 u, delta - stupid, negative xp - lost and found - original soundtrack

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original songs
heygwuapo - imy
jaydes - vivienne

jaydes ft heygwuapo vivienne/imy (prod silo)

Distressor

Ghost

why did he leave us… 

lyrics:

Sent a Garfield pic to you
You're so fucking cool
You never opened it
And it just makes me sick

I know I'm the one you need
I'll make you complete
You're the one I want
Just go to the [?]

It's all fucked
Never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it... it

I saw that you're into [?]
I think that's pretty neat
Yeah, I like it too
Not as much as you

And I know that you like chess
I bet that you're the best
And I'm real good as well
Without you, life is hell

It's all fucked
I never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it... it

Sometimes I just feel alone
Like no one out there understands me
I think that you'd be the one
To make me feel like I'm [?]

Stuck on you
Stuck on you
Stuck on you
Stuck on you

It's all fucked
I never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it

Dasha - Fried by Fluoride

jaydes - talk to me

1. thraxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx prod. me
2. longterm drugstory prod. me & sunsculptor
3. sheet of acid prod. me

slaps [https://trenchdog.bandcamp.com]

D3uS+3X!

selfish

instrumental by @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later
oh how youll quiver and shake the next time you see my name
i wrote you poems and youll hear them when im up on the stage
it doesnt matter what path or what direction you take
no matter what because im on my way to your fucking state

and when im singing this one i might scout u out in the crowd
but ill act like i never noticed act like youre not around
and when you try to hit my line i might say im not in town
im only lying to myself, if i dont see you ill drown

i want you all to myself but i dont have you at all
and when i think to myself, everything was my fault
it shouldnt matter to me but it replays in my brain
it would be different this time and it wont wither away

just another life altering event

@jaydes song
dm for takedown
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aO2NvZJyktk

So?????????????? (mandy)

at least its june

met the devil in your eyes again lady

one month one year ill be your husband eventually

thank you sara for loving me and being by my side forever and always, my parents for being cool with me dropping out of college to keep playing music and for supporting me all the way, and to DK, alyssa, peter, grace, lobo, bill, riley, and JC for learning my songs and playing them live wherever we can find a show and an audience. also shout out to awakebutstillinbed, blind equation, godfuck, gingerbee, home is where, hey ily, flyover states, lobsterfight, widowdusk, catalyst, in loving memory, short fictions, homewrecker, record setter, and so many more for being the coolest people ever, i love you all so much <3
credits
released August 11, 2024

written and recorded december 2020 - june 2024 in bedrooms and kitchens and cars all across chicago il and katy tx

drums performed and recorded by Lobo at Slappy HQ located somewhere in the suburbs of chicago

mastered by will killingsworth @ dead air studios

beautiful album art by emma lacy (@__dilema__ on IG)

death of a rabbit

let’s get married

music video: https://youtu.be/vmOgEZIGnhk
summer death: soundcloud.com/akoge/sets/summer-death

LYRICS **FREESTYLED**
bitch im wavyd up
i got a double cup
im walkin in the dusk
im creepin like a fox
real guns, dont give no fucks
i walk round wit it tucked
the opps can catch it all
round here dont show no love
i got a white plug
he prolly hate his life
teachers said i wont be shit,
maybe they was right
im creepin like a fox
i walk round in the night
my armor shinin thru
i dont een need no light
night vision
i see it with my eyes
i break into your house
im feelin like a spy
spillin out yo blood on the carpet
like a glass of wine
stealin all yo money fucker, 
thats the way i make mine
i gotta make mine
yea i could never lack
my gang we hella tight
just like a snapback
that boy wont square up
just like a flapjack
you see this money
you wish u had that

you see this money
you see this money
you see this money
you wish u had that
x2

bitch im wavyd up
i got a double cup
im walkin in the dusk
im creepin like a fox
real guns, dont give no fucks
i walk round wit it tucked
the opps can catch it all
round here dont show no love
x4

DOUBLE WAVY'D UP (MAXII) **MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION**

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k4uSU_JJQR8&ab_channel=GHOSTMOUNTAIN

produced by @OSCAR-8TEEN
written and mixed by @GHOSTMOUNTAINN
add. mixing by @SEMATARYY

"The muses on the mountain
By the stream they descend with the night
Marsyas in the garden
By the tree where they skinned him alive
Don't waste away, why you lookin back
Don't try me now can't break through that
Fallen with the sun
But it's not enough
Not enough
Not enough

Was seven strong now I'm dead and gone
Cut off my wings by the break of dawn
I sang the song now it's said and done
Keep a lyre and a bow like I'm Apollon
Was seven strong now I'm dead and gone
The twilight crests as I'm pushing on
I sang the song now it's said and done
Keep a lyre and a bow like I'm Apollon

I feel alone when I speak to you 
Moirai cut the line from my old noose
Does it feel right how we live to you 
I been reaching out
But you never knew
Stroke of fate
The circumstance is plain now
My mistake
Just trying not to break down
You're the same
The leaves are falling year round
The green ray
Told by the sundown

Was seven strong now I'm dead and gone
Cut off my wings by the break of dawn
I sang the song now it's said and done
Keep a lyre and a bow like I'm Apollon
Was seven strong now I'm dead and gone
The twilight crests as I'm pushing on
I sang the song now it's said and done
Got a lyre and a bow like I'm Apollon

The time to build up
Is tearing me down
The time to gather
Got me casting you out
The time to rain
Time to sow
Let me go"

haunted mound

GHOST MOUNTAIN - APOLLON (PROD. OSCAR18)

wonder2345 w/ skeleton

Drukqs

54 Cymru Beats

Playboi Carti - sTEEZE

"recorded at various places over a long period of time. 

thanks to mat cothran, lexi williams, delaney mills, eric livingston, tamaki hindle, aaron castro, abby trunfio, justin blackburn, ryan wilson, dan collins, and caroline white for their help recording this album."

to be close to you

'im falling in love'

produced by JPEGMAFIA
written by JPEGMAFIA
mixed by JPEGMAFIA
mastered by JPEGMAFIA 
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stream: http://hyperurl.co/m5tjz3

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peng