I'm Sorry That I Blew My Brains Out Across The Room (UhOhSlater cover) - Penguinband

Death By Cop (NXP cover) - Penguinband

Chainsaw Suicide - based on a true story.

MY MIND IS FUCKED
CANT TELL WHATS REAL
VOICES IN MY HEAD
TELL ME I SHOULD BE DEAD
dont wanna take my meds
so i go to the shed
grab some wood and a chain saw
an ingenious way im gonna go today

Im sick of glowie fucking spies
dont wanna hear their fucking lies
Im done trying to hide
its time for a chainsaw suicide
A chainsaw suicide
A CHAINSAW SUICIDE

i dont care about them
but theyre outside my house
i see them everywhere
and i cant take it no more
so i bulid a contraption to take the pain away
ill make all them glowies rue the fucking day
rev up the chainsaw slide my head in
and cover my apartment in crimson and skin

Im sick of glowie fucking spies
dont wanna hear their fucking lies
Im done trying to hide
its time for a chainsaw suicide
A chainsaw suicide
A CHAINSAW SUICIDE

chainsaw suicide
chainsaw suicide
chainsaw suicide

Semi-Aquatic and Armed

Chainsaw Suicide - Penguinband

Blackpilled Again (UhOhSlater cover) - Penguinband

Gibberish
WOAW
Thats so fricking wholesome man thats so freaking wholesome
WOOOAW

EVERY DAY IS AGONY

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

im sorry mom
i really tried
my best isnt enough
and i dont know
how to fix it cause

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
my life sucks
my life sucks
its all fucking despair

My Life Sucks - Penguinband

living in a world of fiction
your a walking contradiction
arguing is your addiction
you die on a hill of superstition

you think that you're so smart
you're just a degenerate
you think that you're so smart
you're just a degenerate

you spend all day on discord
trying to pick fights
trying to prove that your right
for the most stupid fucking shit

you think that you're so smart
you're just a degenerate
you think that you're so smart
you're just a degenerate
you're just a degenerate
you're just a degenerate
you're just a degenerate
you're just a degenerate

Degenerate - Penguinband

were so back

got no job nothing to live for
wish i could stop now im laying on the floor
wishing it was over and im seething cause
i cant even remember the last time i was sober

waste my time and waste my life
making stupid songs on the internet
waste my time and waste my life
making stupid songs on the internet

waste my time and waste my life
making stupid songs on the internet
waste my time and waste my life
making stupid songs on the internet

i wish i could have had you
but i fried my brain and got no social queues
my life fucking sucks and i cant talk to girls
nothing better to do so i guess ill just

waste my time and waste my life
making stupid songs on the internet
waste my time and waste my life
making stupid songs on the internet

waste my time and waste my life
making stupid songs on the internet
waste my time and waste my life
making stupid songs on the internet

waste my time and waste my life
making stupid songs on the internet
waste my time and waste my life
making stupid songs on the internet

Internet - Penguinband

cough meds rushing to my head
feels like i am fucking dead
no life im not feeling fucking fine
dxm in my veins
why the fuck am i always so sad
why the fuck did god make me like this
i got nothing better to do
so i take my dxm

I did dxm and saw shadow people
I did dxm and saw shadow people
i did dxm and saw shadow people
and now theres no going back

spend all day sitting in my room
fucked it up now im rotting in the gloom
every day it just keeps on getting worse
take me away in a fucking hearse
tooks some pills now im feeling kinda ill
now theres shadows sneaking in my room
tell me stuff that i shouldnt know
and now theyre in my head
now theyre in my head

I did dxm and saw shadow people
I did dxm and saw shadow people
i did dxm and saw shadow people
and now theres no going back
I did dxm and saw shadow people
I did dxm and saw shadow people
i did dxm and saw shadow people
and now theres no going back

The government is not watching you. You are not under FBI watch. The CIA really has no involvement with shooters. Your conspiracies are all in your head. Keep working, Keep in school, Keep listening to the Government, and most importantly,

I Did Dxm And Saw Shadow People - Penguinband

Death By Slater cover

Death By Slater (UhOhSlater cover) - Penguinband

Active Shooter - Penguinband

This is it (Demo) - Penguinband

Not Worth Living - Penguinband

giving up and wasting my time
finish college just to end my life
i cant take everyone is falling in love
i cant take that im gonna die alone

thought that id be dead by now
im still here and its so much worse
i liked you but im so bad at talking
without you i am nothing

i dont have a job
i got anxiety
i cant go outside
without getting so depressed
its useless
to try
cause i
always seem to fail

i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone

i cry for help
and you ignore me
i made it worse
and now you hate me
you were all my hope
and now im nothing
its my fault
for thinking i had a chance

i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone

this shit wont stop
until i pull the trigger
paint the walls with my brain
cant feel anymore pain
or maybe ill pull out a knife
and put an end to my strife
cause im just so fucking done
dont really care anymore
so long as i am dead
i really couldnt care less
dont wanna see what ill miss
havent even had my first kiss
so what if i am a bitch
i wont remember a thing

i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone
i cant take
everyone is falling in love
i cant take
that im gonna die alone

These Songs are About You

Everyone is Falling in Love - Penguinband

best friend - Penguinband

I don't wanna go to college
and waste my life on a shitty degree
rot away in a shitty office
still a virgin by 40
i just wanna stay at home in my room
and be a rockstar from the comfort of my bed
and never have to go outside
just let me be
i don't fucking care

stream my songs so i don't need a job
stream my songs so i don't have to try
stream my songs cause i got nothing else
ooh ooh ooh

I don't wanna get another job
the last one i had made me wanna die
so now im gonna just stay inside
cause i can make money on the internet
and now my mom thinks a fucking fluke
and maybe shes right i don't really know
i'm to retarded to even to try
i'm giving up giving up never going to work again
stream my songs stream my songs i got nothing else

stream my songs so i don't need a job
stream my songs so i don't have to try
stream my songs cause i got nothing else
ooh ooh ooh
stream my songs so i don't need a job
stream my songs so i don't have to try
stream my songs cause i got nothing else
ooh ooh ooh

Stream My Songs

Stream My Songs - Penguinband

I'm Fucked Forever - Penguinband

i am on pcp, doing 130 down the highway

(Note from archivist: this was not on penguinband's soundcloud at the time he removed his account)

dalepilled (Cameron Phlodge Cover) - Penguinband

(Note from archivist: This was taken from the Chudmaxxed YouTube channel, https://www.youtube.com/@Chudmaxxed

Penguinband did not have this song on his soundcloud at the time he deleted his account)

Spread yellow gunk
On my pancake heart
Country-churned girl
In my grocery cart

I paid for her dreams
She taught me to cry
Like watery knives
Like rain from my eyes

I can't believe
You’re not mine
I can't believe
You're not mine

Spread yellow gunk
On my pancake heart
Country-churned girl
In my grocery cart

I paid for her dreams
She taught me to cry
Like watery knives
Like rain from my eyes

I can’t believe
You're not mine
I can't believe
You're not mine

Margerine
Margerine
Margerine
Margerine
Margerine

Margerine (SADGASM DRUNK COVER) - Penguinband

(Note from archivist: This was taken from the Chudmaxxed YouTube channel, www.youtube.com/@Chudmaxxed

Penguinband did not have this song on his soundcloud at the time he deleted his account)

New personality just dropped
Getting mad at Russia and Ukraine
Evil bad man must be stopped
Russia bad you exclaim

So you're changing your Twitter profile picture
And you're buying Ukraine flag litter
Making J*** so much richer
All for some useless fucking quitters

Freeze and starve for Ukraine
Give up your house, give up everything
Freeze and starve for Ukraine
Give up your house, give up everything

Freeze and starve for Ukraine
Give up your house, givе up everything
Freeze and starvе for Ukraine
Give up your house, give up everything

Your fluoride brain
Tells you to love Ukraine
You act so lame
Everyday is the fucking same

So you're changing your Twitter profile picture
And you're buying Ukraine flag litter
Making J*** so much richer
All for some useless fucking quitters

Freeze and starve for Ukraine
Give up your house, give up everything
Freeze and starve for Ukraine
Give up your house, give up everything

Freeze and starve for ukraine
Give up your house give up everything
Freeze and starve for ukraine
Give up your house give up everything

Freeze and Starve For Ukraine - Penguinband

Credit to @𓃬 for saving this song.

This was not on Penguinband's Soundcloud at the time he deleted it.

Flouride Stare Doomer - Penguinband

Chainsaw Suicide Doomer - Penguinband

Tortureporn Doomer - Penguinband

a song i actually like but dont know how to write lyrics for - Penguinband

Ready To End It DEMO - Penguinband

depressed_1 - Penguinband

your last chance - Penguinband

ChainsawSuicide early version - Penguinband

Bianca Devins XO_WILLOW cover - Penguinband

random unfinished emo song - Penguinband

BigJB21 - Penguinband

xX_CH41NS4W00SU1C1D3_Xx - Penguinband

X3_L0S3R_3X - Penguinband

This Is It - Penguinband

PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME (redwoods) - Penguinband

Original pics for songs preserved. Original descriptions for songs have been preserved. Years these songs were originally posted have been preserved in the metadata.

Albums & song orders: https://pastebin.com/BFG6gsc5

Some tracks have been copyright struck and removed but are all on Spotify, except SkullSplitter which is here: https://archive.org/details/skull-splitter-sk-4ll-spl-1tter

Managed by @ofigz message me there, I never check this account

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