prod me
thanks to @emotegi
drawings: @ gardeniaa_a_a on IG

Sasaeng (+ emotegi)

@joshuasageart
@quinsea
@methboiswag

Lyrics:
(JoshuaSageArt)
I still feel so shattered, I’m on the run
And I feel so attached to all we’ve done
How could I feel like you loved me🈵
It kept me from hurting👨🏻‍🦲
No heart, just open surgery🫀❌
I felt your warmth so closely🫂 <3
You make my world start turning🌍
Feels just like my skin in burning❤️‍🔥
Forever ♾ just pressure ♾
And that’s all that I have
(QUINSEA)
why do
i feel
like im breaking
inside i hope
you hate me
cut me up
simple surgery
i hope you listen closely
when i say that you should hurt me
when i say that im still lonely
i feel like im dying slowly
i can feel the world stop turning
(JoshuaSageArt & quinsea chorus)

Spotify

Surgery (w/ quinsea) [+methboiswag]

@prodmichael

https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM 
https://youtu.be/Q22fCe8uHbM

I just spent a bag cuz im sick of feeling sad 
when I pop this pill I hope I forget who I am 
it’s because every time you talk to me I wanna go back 
it’s because I just keep fucking up, can’t go thru  this again 
and I just keep telling myself that nothing of this is real 
I just keep telling myself that someone cares bout how I feel 
and I struggle a lot feel like I’m not enough 
I don’t wanna give up but I keep nodding off 

do me dirty like my pradas 
I’m breathing in the stardust 
I don’t wanna feel like this 
that’s why I keep spending dollars ￼￼￼￼
that’s why I keep spending Benjis 
and maybe it’s not healthy 
falling back into bad habits 
I cannot undo the damage 
and even if it’s over 
I hope you wont forget me 
I just want you to know that 
I’ll keep you in my memories 
don’t like it when I’m sober 
because that’s when it hurts the most 
I think this is going nowhere 
I wish we would still be close

nodding off (michaelwarren) vid in desc

prod me and @delto
ft @mental

[lyrics]
it depends,,, didnt do it right but thats okay ill try again.. i dont rlly wanna fall asleep, ill lay in bed,,,,.,.., guess ill lay awake and think about my life instead. i cant run away cuz ur just stuck inside my head

i dont get the point cuz everyone will all be dead,, dont think ill forget about everything that u said,,,,,,,every week i get myself into another mess.. but its all the same, loss and gain, more or less

you cant fool me twice, i control it!ice frozen, idk ur motive,, i got shit to do but i cant focus. idk him so hes getting ghosted....talk, talk, talk, do u ever stop posting? you have no thoughts of ur own stop posing.. you must think i like you, i was joking,, i cant stop idk where im going,,

spotify ^w^

hollow +mental prod. emorave & delto

@gypsumm

lyryx -

(dgtl)
i cant feel my face
i cant feel nun
bags like pieces
pick em all up 
i can see the grave 
pushin my luck
life is so fleeting
bleedin in my cup 0.0

(neph)
i wish i nvr fell in luv
so i aint give u all my, drugs
ya i nvr b enough
will i evr b enough?
think abt u like all the time
?? my skin, i fantasize 
u cut ur name in my thigh
tell me that you'll come back, otherwise
where r u goin???
i h8 not knowin
what u on?
what u on???

(dgtl)
nuthn's good enuuuuff
nuthn but the druuuugs
take me 2 teh yay
take a bar, take a drink
make the thoughts go away
jus 2 make it thru teh day ;(

feel nun +gypsum [dgtl]

art by @snarge <3 prod. artemys

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

seeing all these things they only exist in my dreams
i love it when you smile you're the only one i see
i'd hold you above me if the darkness underneath
i don't wanna hurt you you're the one that's meant for me
i know somethings don't play out the way we want em 
i got racks up in my jeans you know i'll spend it on you
only time i see my future when i'm standing next to you
girl you're my forever no we don't play by the rules
staring at you i get lost inside your eyes
you say i'm bluffing but i tell you all the time
i've been searching for you like all of my life
now i'll never let you outside of my sight

girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)
girl it's just how i feel 
(yea it's just how i feel, yea it's just how i feel)

staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will
staring at the ceiling i don't know how it's real
baby these ain't secrets girl it's just how i feel
speaking to the devil i think we cut a deal
getting hard to hold on but for you know i will

(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)
(but for you know i will)

For U (artemys)

i luv u

lyrics:

i don kno wha happened
i don kno wha happened 
but i do not wanna kno
plz dont tell me wha happened
ik that ur w him when u tell me ur alone x2

u should rly go now
i don wanna talk
u rly fucked up now
can u plz jus get the fuck out
it aint gonna work don say u love me now

i don kno wha happen
i don have any talent
i wish that i was better at this shit its suck a challange

i jus need a break from u
cuz im abouta break in 2
every single day abuse
everyday another dumb excuse

i sit on the top floor
running thru my head
i gotta get out of my thoughts more...
i need to get high its not enough
i need alot more
thought i was enough but in the end
u always wan more
thought that we were perfect
but u never even talked it out
haunt me now...
i been feeling like a target now
every night gettin darker out
the knifes feel a lil more sharper now

ik that its not real
its a simulation...
it feels like a nightmare
trapped inside ur basement

i don kno wha happened
i don kno wha happened 
but i do not wanna kno
plz dont tell me wha happened
ik that ur w him when u tell me ur alone x2

ty for listening<3 it means the world to me

dno wha happened

dno wha happened [michaelwarren]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead
produced by yung skrrt and sphere merchants
recorded @ mirrorville. hq 7/23/22
art by bedhead
lyrics:
i just wanna get so hi i forget my own name
and this happens all the time so i treat it like a game
something eats away inside of me way deep up in my brain
knife fighting w/ anxiety i brought a gun today
brought a yung buck body never more ready 2 play
i’m a pop punk shawty even born down by the bay
mother says imma make it and i trust what mother say
running man i can’t fake it any longer in this place
something is about 2 give but this time it will not be me
i don’t wanna have 2 live inside of this hypocrisy
i kno who i am and what it is is what it used 2 b
u just hold me back u hold me down u couldn’t grow w/ me
everybody wanna glo w/ me
that’s why everybody want shows w/ me
everybody thinks they’re gonna blow w/ me
cuz it’s me becuz it’s me
everybody always wanna glo w/ me
that’s why everybody doing shows w/ me
everybody thinks they’re gonna blow w/ me
cuz it’s me but u don’t kno me
u could never rly kno me sorry but it’s tru
im not sorry cuz it’s u everything we said we’d do
imma get it on my own raise myself up out the roof
had me climbing out yr chimney i was covered in the soot
had me covered in the smoke wearing stupid man suits
all my homies lmk girl this doesn’t suit u
and i said that i would go but it was hard 2 choose 2
it’s so hard to b alone but it’s easier to do

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