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Vengeance - Reflect (VS032)

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This song explores the feeling of seeing your Ex happy with another person. It pushes the question, "why that person," almost competitively, almost to say, what does that new person have over me. What I love about the song is the narrative we've laid out lyrically and the journey we take the listener on. For three and a half minutes emotions are thrown at the other repeatedly, it's a constant venting of candid thoughts and criticisms of our relationship in retrospect. However, what I love about Moira's verse is that it almost turns it around and offers the woman's perspective, which is essentially, "you gave me no choice." Her verse singlehandedly refutes everything I laid out, which is exactly how we wanted it. The backstory she creates for the woman's side was that she did everything she could to make it work, which dismantles all of the criticisms the man had prior. We wanted her verse to be last because it not only provides a twist for the story of the song, but also nods to women always having the last word.  

Lyrics//
It hurt enough you wanted out
Don't twist the knife again 
Once in my arms, you've fallen out
Into another mans

But what hurt most
Wasn't letting me go,
Rather in the one you chose
You were always in the view
Seems like that wasn't the same for you
---
Same old scene replays over again
Try to ignore it but I can't pretend
Out of all the possible options 
Baby why him?
Why him?

Its not that I want to control you baby
It could be anybody else
Call me selfish, I admit that I'm greedy
I just want you to myself
But you went and chose him
Why him?
--
Girl rumor has it you're feelin some way
Saw in your eyes that something must've changed 
I could tell something felt a little different just the other day 
Got flustered just trying to muster what I want to say 
---
Do I just back down?
What do you want me to do?
Step to the side or do I fight for you? 
(2x)

Where did I drop the ball?
I could feel the tension, I know we had our faults
Where did I drop the ball?
Tell me when was this all my fault
---
I heard the truth 
But not from you
Who you ran to
Girl what I do?
Girl spare my heart 
I'm in the dark
Lately we've been
Growing apart

I know all you wanted was for me to be committed
I know I was acting distant like my feelings weren't in it 
But I swear 
I swear
My heart was there, I just was feeling scared  

Moi:

I heard that you 
Think i hurt you
How is this true when i waited for you
I might've loved you
But i guess youll never know
How i felt for you there was nothing left for me to do 
There was nothing left for me to do

All i ever wanted was for you to he committed 
I know i was acting distant but i really was just waiting for you
For you to come through 
But i dont think that'll happen anytime soon
So please don't go on tellin everybody it was easy
Oh the only difference was he was brave enough to tell me even when i was waiting for you
I never meant to be unfair, i just wanted you to care

Why Him? (Prod. by Jedi Jordan) feat. Moira Dela Torre

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