(written mar. 28 ‘20)

I cannot have you think that you’re everything
Cause even when it comes to me I’m not everything
You know your love for me is not anything 

With the ratatat 
Where the rats at at
Hit em back w a pack
If it ain’t fact fact
Push it back back back 
Not a hat but a cap
Let the boom bap bap
Where the wu tang at
Put it down on the mat
Where my shoe strings at
On my Liu kang fat 
Where the loose change at
W the booze and scraps
Have them chaps don’t forget about us
We’ve been sat for so long and can’t help the frownin
And the boots been strapped and the sun been up I’m climbin mountains
Yeah I might need clout but I also need my payroll
Why’s it only peso
Compliment your face glow
Oops I’m being cheddar it’s better I make some queso
Lookin at the clock and on the clock in every days slow
Maybe shoulda paid attention how my mother say so
Lookin at the television listen what they say so
Maybe I should follow suit and see just how my day go
Maybe I will take your word or shove it w my bagel
Send the message before the day go

I cannot have you think that you’re everything
Cause even when it comes to me I’m not everything
You know your love for me is not anything

Everything

Thought of U (apr. 7 '20)

I’ve been craving 
Attention from u lately
Baby did i mention
the thought of u makes me crazy 

go crazy right
i told u u my baby right
u be shuttin down souls like a shady sky
strutting down roads like it’s 80s vibes
big hair don’t care
diamonds on u dance like no one is there
pom poms out like u throwing a cheer and ya attitude loud u b owning the air

i could act so proud got my whole chest out and i let not one look after me
then i get so down lookin for rebound i turn to a snow globe factory
i be dressed like clown on my walk downtown in a hope that you’ll go after me
is it a joke that u might ask for me
well idk jk.. unless?
Actually 

I’ve been trapped all day
Stuck on what you say
If you reply then I’m ok
Call me now 

I’ve been craving 
Attention from u lately
Baby did i mention
the thought of u makes me crazy

Thought Of U

In My Head (may 16 '20)

when i saw ur face
my mind went out of place
u go out of the way
to make me feel so good
when i saw ur face
u always 
went out of the way
to make me feel so good

i cannot let go
of that vision i just once had
of me n u at petco
man i could just be that    dad
that u would wanna cc
see me
u could just be be
with me
so much potential
such a dream 
lemme breakthru and make u believe  we’ll easily make it
i ain’t just tryna see u naked
i want more than a toy to play with
my heart empty so can u fill it?
i don’t want it to be so vacant
i want hang w u in the nighttime
in the AM and make some bacon
get some bread
they way behind 
wouldn’t mind ahead         
i done found a dime in a queen what a dream all the way
for eons and eons and eons and days
don’t need all the peons i be on u beyond and beyond and bring all the trees all ablaze
catch me on a daze
ceasing my season of greed on the face
greeting every time u be feening some action 
i’m jet li w a black mask and

when i saw ur face
my mind went out of place
u went out of the way
to make me feel so good
when i saw ur face
u always 
went out of the way
to make me feel so good

In My Head

BMW CONVERTIBLE MUSIC (demo)

NAUSEOUS

FIRST BASE

SUNRISE

SPECIAL

STUPID CUPID

DOPAMINE

To those we've lost.
To those we still have.
Cherish your loved ones because we can never control when they leave, but we can always control what beautiful memories we create with them. Those memories we forever hold in our hearts.

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(Hook)
It's alright 

(Verse)
I remember hearin news,
That life no longer w the dude,
People askin how you doin,
Tired of the interviews,
Tired of actin like,
Everything's ok,
Why should I have to lie,
I'd rather just go away,
Instead of just half the price,
Rather give my whole self,
At times just want see me,
Don't want nobody else,
How can I be me,
When you knew how I should build,
I'd hoped that you'd see me,
Get better w the skills,
And rise up upon a shelf,
That illmatic tape that you first gave,
Changed my whole life on the first day,
I know that's when my art took its first shape,
And you were always there w the words on my worst day,
I hated a lotta the things you did,
But cherish everything you said,
Before I told how I forgave,
You were gone already and hit that bed,
Sleep forever, z's forever,
Teenage boy who'd see endeavors,
Loves lost ladies sleep on Perris,
I've grown much now I'm sleeping better,
Don't need the cheddar to make me cheese,
Just need together the family tree,
Stitch on leather just where I'd bleed,
Still in a stretcher I don't feel free,
I've been at my wits end lost all hope,
Somehow a voice still spoke,
Tellin all I should know

(Hook)
It's alright,
I'm alright

(Verse)
I thought we would be together forever thru rainy days,
Now I don't see you,
Somehow I'm still amazed this is how we turned out,
We used to speak everyday

I remember hearin news,
That life had almost lost the dude,
Fast forward seein you,
Tied up breathin w the tubes,
Impossible life shot,
Unreal scenario,
I know I've handled pain/doubt but,
This was too scary though,
Is this a cycle?
Something like merry go,
Loved ones just might go,
But who knows when they go?
Which needs revival,
And which needs a burial?
I've heard too many lies,
They said you would never grow but now you're alright

(Hook)

We're Alright

We're Alright (@perrishoward)

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Mixed & Mastered by @durtychico

VIBRANT (@perrishoward)

It was #StellaFromCoachella...

(Verse)
She told me that she would never forget me,
I said you do not have to lie if that’s not true,
I said I wanna be your only if you’d let me,
When she left she said that’s something I might do

Ok I’ll leave my heart upon this table,
Cause surely you’re the surgeon I should choose,
I always felt real cautious of them fables,
But I’m hopin that it’s this one that is true

(Hook)


(Verse)
10 10 10s runnin round me but the only one I want is runnin off 
On the left side where the speaker is lemme speak to you before you shut em off
With that outfit
Oh you glow girl this is your world that I rolled upon
In her zone like this is her home can you invite me in oh it’s getting cold 
Just in a second she grabbin my hand
Dimmer than night but we light up to dance
She said she screaming oh yeah mean it the way she beamin it’s her favorite band
Ooo man
This is a jam
Spent my last dime just so I could get in
But I gotta dime I’m the richest of men
Think to myself that this isn’t the plan,
But damn

(Pre-Hook)
(Hook)

(Bridge)
Who knew we would’ve locked lips
Who knew the shoe could’ve fit
Just know you brightened up my life
Our connection was lit
Always appreciate that night
Thought you could’ve been wife
I guess it’s foolish to paint the future on a shortage of sight
Just know that smile had put a stain on my mind for awhile
Could bleach it out if I wanted
but I couldn’t forget
Show my boys back home then we all carry on
The fantasy didn’t last but that romance was legit
It was Stella 

(Hook)
Ok I’ll leave my heart upon this table,
Cause surely you’re the surgeon I should choose,
I’ve always been so cautious of them fables,
But I’m hopin that it’s this one that is true

Produced by Jshnide, Quintin, Marlon, Nova, Perris
Engineered by Jshnide + Marlon Fische

STELLA (@perrishoward)

Prod. by @beatcoin-948353974

AMV: https://www.instagram.com/tv/B1C9PKvBS-a/?igshid=163ev0duugd7w

ASICS (demo)

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