Name: I Don't Know If I Can Go [2021] by Pet Spider
Duration: 4 min 34 s
Description: A dirty loop created by Pet Spider in the wee hours of one morning in February of 2021.

I almost expected Jimi to start singing here.. Great down and dirty sound!!

Very cool, lovely track! <3 :) Hope you're fine, cheers!

Wow. This is very awesome & strange. Love it. That bass is sick. Superb in every way

While I appreciate this sort of noisy, gothy goodness, I may have to return later, because it is very early in the morning, and my Mom is staying with me. I want to continue actively listening without waking her up and hearing the latest celebrity gossip?

I'm disturbed in a good way! Three of your tunes have been added to  FEEDBACK FAMILY: https://soundcloud.com/gothic-funk/sets/feedback-family-vol-1

Cool Track…. 🌍☮︎👍🐞🍀2024

(Written by Terry Reeves, 2018)
Terry Reeves:  Lead Vocal
Gary Reeves:  Occasional Chorus Vocals
Hans Albers:  All instruments, Arrangement & Production

Cover art picture is of Mum & Brian, taken in 1949.

My Mum requested that, at her funeral(today, 16 January 2022, being the third anniversary), our sisterJayne and her children made arrangements to cover her coffin in pink roses as a sign to everybody that we should celebrate her life and not mourn her death.  They found a casket with a pink rose design too, which would have pleased her even more.  She wanted to be remembered for the good times she had with her family and many close friends.  Mum enjoyed parties and celebrations a great deal.

In writing the song, I wanted to represent all the important parts of Mum's life to help us to remember what an incredibly generous person she was,  always there to help those who needed some extra love and attention.  We grew up in a house that was somewhere our friends and neighbours could always turn to if they needed help. Throughout our lives it wasn't at all unusual to wake up in the morning to find someone who needed refuge asleep on the sofa.  Neighbours' children would join us for meals on a regular basis and Mum made sure there was always plenty to go round..

At the funeral itself, as the chorus explains, I felt so uncomfortably exposed, standing at the front with all eyes seemingly looking at me, gauging every reaction. I think Jayne and Gal felt much the same if truth be told.  Even with my wife and children there to support me, it was one of those moments in life I don't think any of us ever really wants to face. 

We will certainly never forget our wonderful Mum and all the things she did for us.  She always made special times just a bit more special, going that extra mile so that the memories would last a lifetime.

I felt it was particularly important to write this song for my sister, who was the main carer for my Mum in the latter years of her life and dealt with all the difficulties with so much love, care and strength.  This song is for you Jayne, with all our love. 

As always, we give our heartfelt thanks to Hans for producing an arrangement so in keeping with the spirit of the song and the occasion it marks.
Thank you everyone for all your support.  (Terry Reeves)

One thousand pink Roses to light the flame
One thousand reasons making you live again
One thousand regrets as we all stand still 
One thought of sadness makes this moment so real.

I don’t wanna be here for all to see   X2

Five hundred stories to make you live again
Five hundred dresses in a beautiful frame
Five hundred presents for your many friends
One single moment, our love will never end

I don’t wanna be here for all to see. X2

One hundred whispers hiding words of truth
One hundred wishes turning magic loose 
One hundred kisses for children who sing
Only one person could make hearts ring

I don't wanna be here for all to see.     X4

Only one mother helps grow with a laugh
Only one mother puts smiles in every photograph
Only one mother gives when others take
Our family love you never stopped trying to make 

I will always be here for you and me
I will always be here for you and me...
I will always be
Here for you

ONE THOUSAND PINK ROSES (FOR MUM) - CRIPPLE CLUB & HANS ALBERS

Because Valentine's Day was yesterday, and today is today.  By Janine Levinson 2022.   **note - I made a mistake and used the phrase "coat of arms" when I meant "suit of armor." Wishful thinking with phrasing I think. Anyway, I like how it came out so I left it that way. You get the point of the song I hope <3

Everything Reminds Him of Her

He wants a whole new sky
He found the end of the stars
He stayed up all night long just looking

He needs a coat of arms 
Around his broken heart
To keep the pangs of love from shooting in

That’s because everything reminds him of her

He kept the car top down
And he just drove around
‘Cause there was her perfume on everything

He bought a brand new ride 
He put the Mustang down
Just for that new car smell of a Chevrolet

Because everything reminds him of her

Maybe if It’s always night 
Or maybe if I cross my eyes
Then you can steal away when I’m not looking
Or maybe make a deal with me 
And vanish from my memories
Just keep yourself away so I can face tomorrow’s

Brand new sky 
Featuring all new stars
He stayed up all night long just watching

And into a tiny hole 
Made in his coat of arms
Entered a spear of love just shooting in

And everything reminds him of her

Everything Reminds Him Of Her

Freedom Horse

Let go of Time

Let Go Of Time

A dirty loop created by Pet Spider in the wee hours of one morning in February of 2021.

I Don't Know If I Can Go [2021]

My honor to share another collaboration with Jennifer Roe
@jenniferroe

a song about cherishing a new morning and having a reason to keep going 
warm wishes from both of us

Mood Exhibit & Jennifer Roe - Elation Dawn

___🎹_____A_N_O_T_H_E_R___M_U_S_I_C_____🎹___
_____BE CURIOUS, CREATIVE, INVENTIVE, DARE!____

Jealous Words

Words sharpened like knives that slice the heart of those who receive them and wound those who give them...
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🛠 - Made with MOOG & Modular / Multi-tracks
🎹 - Composed, arranged, performed, produced by Pier WILL & Studio 4H09
🔲 - Artwork - Pier WILL
🙏 - Acknowledgements - Ableton, AKG, Arturia, Audacity, Cantabile, Dell, Focusrite, Hewlett Packard, Logitech, Korg, M-Audio, Sony, SoundCloud, Teac, Techniks, Yamaha.
⚙️ - #Ambient #Movies #Experimental
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❤️Love, 🕊️Peace, 🙏Respect

Jealous Words

I actually heard the chorus to this song in a dream I had weeks ago. I wrote it down the next morning and then forgot about it until a few days ago.

Get Ready to Get High

With this Epilogue is the summing up of Seagull's trilogies about our planet's past, present, and future and how it will be affected.  And because it is our home, how WE will be affected, especially our children, and our children's children extending to generations, by the choices we make now.  Seagull made an excellent video for which this is the soundtrack; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QezNFs5rYJE  
It has been an honor to share this vision with Seagull, to contribute as an artist with him, Peter, and Debra Buesking.  It has been a meaningful journey.  The children now have something to say as we listen to the "Epilogue", but whose children; human, android, or both? 
More excellent artistry to be found:
Seagull @farout-music-studio
Peter  https://soundcloud.com/user-264930040
Debbie @debra_buesking

Epilogue of All Your Choices (Seagull, Peter, Debra, and David)

Odd background here, something I came up with probably 40 years ago where I made an initial recording and just made up words off the cuff to record the song idea. Having listened to it all these years without ever crafting some more thought out lyrics, (I did an earlier version using the original base track here on SC about 9 years ago) I sort of got used to it and have grown to embrace the words as they came out. Somehow there is meaning to them I can relate to as I recall the time frame. So recently I did this version, sticking with the lyrics and adding some harmonies and simple mandolin accents. Hopefully some folks will relate.
Credit for the cover photo go to Jack Winbow (Pexels) Many thanks!

Hole In My Eyes

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I'm on the free version of SoundCloud after retiring this project. Over half the songs are no longer available as a result.

Entire discography available for free download: 
https://petspider.bandcamp.com/

First it was about searching, then it was about finding.

SAVED by Yeshua

GLORY to Yeshua

Check out my current solo recording project, Twain Encore: https://soundcloud.com/twain-encore

I Don't Know If I Can Go [2021]

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