Scars ft. t3dblack (prod. Jammy Beatz)

Hook: t3dblack
Trapped in a dark place can’t see a spark
No sunlight coming in, I fall apart
Tied a noose in my car razors in the dark
Nothing to live for I fall apart
I fall apart
Burned all my bridges I can’t stand the thought
Scared of rejection can’t stand the thought
Scared to kill myself but livings hard
I fall apart

Bridge: t3dblack
I fall apart
Poor girl she has my heart
She ain’t ready oh I know
Gotta tell her before I go

Verse: t3dblack
Wrote a suicide note put it in post
Got no future that’s how it goes
I live in the moment please don’t quote it
I cannot focus I think im broken
Can’t wait to die young my mothers son
I’m sorry moma I’m so done
I feel so cold I’m alone
Im so alone I wanna go

Bridge: t3dblack
I fall apart
Poor girl she has my heart
She ain’t ready uh oh I know
Gotta tell her before I go

Hook: t3dblack
Trapped in a dark place can’t see a spark
No sunlight coming in, I fall apart
Tied a noose in my car razors in the dark
Nothing to live for I fall apart
I fall apart
Burned all my bridges I can’t stand the thought
Scared of rejection can’t stand the thought
Scared to kill myself but livings hard
I fall apart

Verse 2: peyton vanhuss
I fall apart, I fall apart
That poor girl's soul, I broke her heart
She wasn’t ready, and now she knows
Had to tell the truth before I go
Smoking on top-fives took too many drugs
You weren’t there for me when I needed your love
Having trouble breathing, blood sugar increasing
Internally bleeding, do I have meaning
I want to go home, I have nowhere to go
One lonely child, in a world so cold
And I know that I can’t go back, I think I’m having a panic attack
It’s hard to breathe and my vision’s turning black
Just like the Cyclones, I’m going back-to-back
I fall apart That poor girl’s soul, I broke her heart
My life’s a rollercoaster, amusement park
Can’t go anywhere, keys locked in my car
It’s too damn dark when I fall apart

Hook: t3dblack/peyton vanhuss
Trapped in a dark place can’t see a spark
No sunlight coming in, I fall apart
Tied a noose in my car razors in the dark
Nothing to live for I fall apart
I fall apart
Burned all my bridges I can’t stand the thought
Scared of rejection can’t stand the thought
Scared to kill myself but livings hard
I fall apart

bonus+ I fall apart remix w/peyton vanhuss (prod. THERSX)

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Stream starting soon music

Intro:
Fear I’m forgetting all my night shit 
On my momma got a bad bitch 
On the road doing blow mix with acid 
She caught me laughing bitch stop asking 
Shit so hot my momma thought I was writing in Latin 

Verse 1:
Baby girl I’m coked up 
Smoke some now I know none
Skipping school baby I don’t ever wanna blow up 
T3dblack skip the show got no makeup 
Mascara running who said I was a grown up 
Wrote a letter but you never picked up the call
I felt so small you don’t like me at all 
You said you’d call yesterday 
But now it’s gone away aye 

Verse 2:
I’ll grab you with my knife I’ll end your fucking life 
Smoke a blunt run it up dammit who forgot the light 
I’m chasing my dreams but you don’t even see it 
You know that I mean it but I’m fighting demons 
Wake up shivering get a head buzz 
Hit my cart in the morning fucked up 
Stomach turning I got a fog in my bud 
Never thinking about anything but the drugs
But yesterday is not today 
I wanna quit I don’t know the way 
Momma I’m crying I wanna escape 
I wanna die tell me if it’s okay
Yesterday is not today
Yesterday is not today
Tell me if it’s okay
It will be okay

Verse 3:
I’m killing off my demons cuz my souls woth redemin 
Fuck t3dblack everybody knows he’s fenin 
Fucked up baby I know I have secrets 
Without you life has no god damn meaning 
Walking through the mist my depression angry fits 
Satan at the gates told him I gotta piss 
Death coming for my life but I don’t look into the abyss 
Fuck a hoe tell her I don’t ever miss 
I can see it in her eyes baby 
I see her in the skies lately 
She’s coming back for me but she’s shady 
Baby you don’t wanna be my lady 
Handed no silver spoon don’t tell me I regret it 
Look me in my eyes tell me that I’m pathetic
Tell me fuck a bitch then I gotta go and get it 
They tell me t3dblack don't you ever fucking miss it

yesterday [prod. xenshel]

Verse 1:
Bite the bullet and I’ll never let her get to me 
I sober up baby what will be my legacy 
Shut your mouth i got problems I got enemies 
Shadows on the corners paranormal activity 
I’m the captain I’m the master of my fate 
Facing the absurd I don’t eat of my plate 
Tripping acid I see the sky breathing today 
She asks me baby are you okay 

Chorus: 
I don’t know where I keep going 
Give up my life I have to show it 
Gunshots at night I bite the bullet 
Dane you hurt me yeah I know it 
Come down see me in the sun 
Watch me burn alive to dust 
I watch you bleed I just turn and I run 
Childhood CDs I’m coming undone 

Verse 2:
Past bad actions haunt my dreams 
I see you walking with Deadly means 
Kill me softly let me bleed 
Cut me up and slice my sleeves 
Bite my neck you turn me dead 
Vampire baby call the feds 
Can’t sleep at night I feel dead 
Wash the sheets I turned her red 

Chorus: 
I don’t know where I keep going 
Give up my life I have to show it 
Gunshots at night I bite the bullet 
Dane you hurt me yeah I know it 
Come down see me in the sun 
Watch me burn alive to dust 
I watch you bleed I just turn and I run 
Childhood CDs I’m coming undone

Verse 3:
10 shots down don’t pick me up
I need vodka in my blood
You make me feel dumb as fuck
You could call me Elmer fud
Baby double up my cup
Never eat just sip on mud
I can feel it in my blood
I should open up my cuts

Chorus: 
LSD and ecstasy
Baby you’re my remedy
If you fucking cheat on me, I swear your fucking dead to me
You don’t wanna go there
Bite my nails and pull out my hair
I could make make you so scared
Theo put on another one
I just turn the fuckin volume up
Scream into the mic I feel like the chosen one
I could by a zip then pack it in a double Dutch
I act like the best is my wrist fuckin cut it up
No one ever show no love fuck all of ‘em
I just got 2 k plays on my worst track
If I get too fucked up I just run it back
But I been vibin finna hit the running man

bullets ft. thxomuch (prod. ellegante x p4ra)

Smoking blunts up in her house fool chris travis money
I got bitches wanting tattoos they might look funny
Everything my momma bought too they looking funny
fucking in my babys bathroom i got the munchies
losing money over everything, I got to lock it 
smoking diamonds in the fucking rain, well I just lost it
maybach diamonds on my fucking chest, aint I the best?
I got homies at my fucking neck oh, but I don't sweat
tell me baby am I with you? aint you the best
but my baby dont like  me oh, aint I a wreck
I never meant to be the bad guy, ill turn up dead
working on my baby side eye, smack me in the head
talk to me when you go to sleep, wake me up I won't od
where you going? can I come? baby please don't you leave me be 
smith and Wesson to my temple imma go live on the tv
tell the world bout me and you, kill myself on ecstasy

Babylon's Lament (Prod. Geekinz)

lyrics:
Broken down, I sold my soul 
Disrespect myself hanging out with hoes 
Old friends coming back, but I don’t know
Everything that I wrote, nah it wasn’t the smoke
I light a match with it baby, yeah she’s liking my raps
I told her that she drives me crazy, but she doesn’t react 
I tell myself to calm it down, god I’m thinking too fast 
I need some weed to calm my nerves, or I’ll talk to the sack 
Nah I’ll never step back, I believe in myself 
They break me down to build me up, I ain’t secure in myself 
The man in the mirror I don’t like em that much
How could I be so forgiving, I can’t handle self love 
I hate myself baby, my momma knows I do 
Drunken crying in the kitchen while I’m looking at you 
Everything reminds me of the trauma, baby, that’s the abuse 
That’s how they get inside your head, how they cause you to lose 
Hurt people hurt people, breaks my heart to be said 
I made mistakes inside my past, fill my temple with lead
T3dblack shot in the head, actin like I am the shit
No would care if I went missing, but I know I’m legit 
How could it be oh? My baby holding me down 
I’m smoking weed uh, fucks with my emotions somehow 
How could it be? Is it something I said? 
Validation, I got it lost in my head 
Oh my baby, they don’t like me that much 
I drive a Beamer with the brights, smoking dudes with the crush
Pink impala with the rims, I’m seeing money for love 
Fucking with my baby homie, I’ll turn your ass Into dust aye
(turn your ass into dust)

written - 5/30/24

Sold My Soul [prod. by truwage]

v.2

v.1 on youtube 

Hook:
I said never again 
I bring out in the light 
I’m smoking demons again 
I bring em out in the night 
Bring the smoke up the pen 
Tabacoo hitting my eye 
I said never again 
I meant it baby alright 
I know I lied to you baby can you see past my faults? 
So much reefer in the room baby I know what it costs 
I said I know I’ll understand watch my body and rot 
Kill em watch em dying slowly then I’ll pop off my rocks 

Verse:
Fucked up yeah you don’t wanna be like me 
Fucking on my baby And I don't fuck for free
Baby don’t be mad at me 
Baby I can barely breathe 
Don’t be mad at me 
I hate myself to please 
I’d kill myself if I hurt you at all 
I can’t believe myself, i hate all of my faults 
Self forgiveness baby, but I don’t like me at all
I’m too pretentious baby, you don’t like em at all 
Crashing the most pit, chugging lokos to drank 
I got too nauseous, I threw up violet pink 
But I’m still talking, but I can’t it’s too late 
It’s not an option, I won’t stay up too late 

Bridge:
Buy rose gold for my baby (baby)
Pink impala im looking shady 
Buy rose gold for my baby (baby)
Pink impala im looking shady 

Hook:
I said never again 
I bring out in the light 
I’m smoking demons again 
I bring em out in the night 
Bring the smoke up the pen 
Tabacoo hitting my eye 
I said never again 
I meant it baby alright 
I know I lied to you baby can you see past my faults? 
So much reefer in the room baby I know what it costs 
I said I know I’ll understand watch my body and rot 
Kill em watch em dying slowly then I’ll pop off my rocks

𝕣𝕠𝕤𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕝𝕕 (𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕕. 𝕩𝕖𝕟𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕝)

Hook:
Fucked up I got my blood on my jeans 
Oh yeah the knife cut deep, shawtys staring at me 
I grab the knife out of my back, wore my heart on my sleeve 
Nah baby I ain’t gonna attack, that’s not how I be 
I feel the sun and the moon, i feel the gun to my brain 
I ask her if imma die soon, she said if it isn’t too late 
I call her up around noon, then we stay up past 8 
Oh, marijuana in the room, tattoo ink on my face 

Bridge:
I feel betrayed (Feel betrayed)
I wanna stab you to death 
Oh It’s too late (It's too late)
I just can’t hold on my breath 
There’s nothing left baby, grab my gun and my lead
sending texts you didn’t mean but you still hit sent

Verse:
Fucked up wore my heart on my sleeve 
I said the knife ran deep but she’s staring at me 
I gotta go soon baby, but your perfume is deep
I Smell you deep in my sheets, love you until I od
Oh why is she talking to me? I wish I wasn’t upset 
Why can she bring me down when I gave her my best 
I told her all of my sins so she could stab me to death 
I gotta admit it baby but I am a wreck 

Verse 2: 
Now that we talked and we text, I see the blood on the step 
How could you gain this from me? Do you like when I’m wrecked? 
How could you gain pleasure so? Telling me that I am the worse.
I hate myself more than most, but yeah you hate me the worse 
You took me back to the past, a version I didn’t earn 
You see the lessons I learn? This building crashes and burns 
I ain’t even upset; I love my baby to death 
But if she walks out on me, I know I’m stabbed to death 

Hook:
Fucked up I got my blood on my jeans 
Oh yeah the knife cut deep, shawtys staring at me 
I grab the knife out of my back, wore my heart on my sleeve 
Nah baby I ain’t gonna attack, that’s not how I be 
I feel the sun and the moon, i feel the gun to my brain 
I ask her if imma die soon, she said if it isn’t too late 
I call her up around noon, then we stay up past 8 
Oh, marijuana in the room, tattoo ink on my face 

Bridge:
I feel betrayed (Feel betrayed)
I wanna stab you to death 
Oh It’s too late (It's too late)
I just can’t hold on my breath 
There’s nothing left baby, grab my gun and my lead
sending texts you didn’t mean but you still hit sent

heart on my sleeve (blood on my jeans) [𝔭𝔯𝔬𝔡. 𝔊4ℜ𝔜]

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