summers over w/visa

@lovelysabotage sorry fellas this account is gross and ugly

sabotage and decays 2024 / 2025 finale mixx <3

AllYouNeed (all plats)

just the girl i love

shout out to darah
https://soundcloud.com/bloodydarah?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

darah - dont think about it lol

special thanks to @reinetwork for the cover art
only using cover art cause rei put work into it she sucks LMAO

lyrics:
so wont you tell your story
everything that you worry about
i been lost since the morning
that you told me your love ran out
so wont you calm my worries
now im fainting my visions blurry
im just hoping that somebody heard me
i would cut off my hands to stop hurting
too many drugs but nothing is working
keep fucking up but im sorry im learning
giving all my trust to people thats not worth it
praying up above but i dont know if he heard me

im waiting for you to come back to me
i swear that your love is my ecstasy
i swear its not right when youre not with me
and nothing feels right when youre not at home
home
at home
youre not at home

and it doesnt seem to matter at all
nothing seems to hinder the fall
youre burning the wound youre pouring the salt
and ive been looking for the one
but nothing is certain
and i hope youll be the one
to pull me along
do i deserve it?
you pulled my heart right through the sword
i hope you want me forevermore
ive been running towards your arms
and ive been running through the door so

do
you
want
to
want to have my life
so will it suffice

im waiting for you to come back to me
i swear that your love is my ecstasy
i swear its not right when youre not with me
and nothing feels right when youre not at home
home
at home
youre not at home

home
home
home

nothings right when shes not home

bring the rain

https://open.spotify.com/album/67gD934znv4hZuuprTPvcx?si=7xOUc1DmQNesKjW8Ln-aYA
Prod me
Featuring @spawncamped

oh girl, i really wanna see you
it's only through a screen but i really fucking need you
and ur so popular on twitter
and everyone wants you, but i think i'll fucking stay
commenting everyday
i think one day that she'll reply
if the day never comes i'll go and cry

cause i'm just another dude
and i think i want her cause shes so damn fucking cute
i don't think she'll ever talk to me, oh god, i'm so screwed
i really wanna go and date her but i'm so doomed
just another dude, i'm just another dude, i'm just another dude

(ON SPOTIFY) just another dude w/ spawncamped

friend song

hope yall like dis one i missed yall fr
lyrics

and know its fucking up my mental and i smoke the pain away cause ik thats what u want 
so tell me baby did i do it wrong? cause i need to know if i really was the one 
look at how he walks look at how he talks 
I THINK HE REALLY WANNA DIE 
bae im feeling lost
n bae u know i hate my life so ima send it off 
dont try n tell me that u love me cause now im fucking gone 
and if u ever call my name u know im right here 
(since u left i wanna die)
u know im not scared 
and when i walk around the halls u know they all stare 
u left me broke and ran to him u know its not fair
and i cant even talk abt it i pray to god its not over if im being honest
and i need to stay sober remedies i doubt it
so ill put one in the chamber while i drink some tonic 
and u showed me a side i never thought id see
i hit my fist on the wall u sit and watch me bleed 
dont wanna see her at all head down and let me think 
dont wanna be here at all i need some time to breathe 
i need some time to breath i need some time to breathe 
i saw a premenition the knife is in the kitchen 
AND IVE BEEN DOWN BAD ON MY ASS 
you know the note is written 
sit there your name in pen 
i told you its the end
and as i think back on my life id do it all again 
my body hits the floor u walk in through that door 
i put that blade up to my chest so i can feel it more

breathe

prod me

Sometimes the pain  
Is worth more than the wonder
Accept what you lost
And wake up feeling older

I know what you did
And I know what you said
Maybe someday I’ll accept that you’re bad
Take one good look at me
Tell me what you like

Sometimes the pain  
Is worth more than the wonder
Accept what you lost
And wake up feeling older

Wait a second
Just a second
There’s a part of me
That can’t pretend its
Fucking over
That its over
Im not a machine
Im a person

computer

i use soundtrap to produce all my music
idk how to use fl studios but i will soon 
(when i get it)

computer

maes