crazy. same song but sounds so different. talent right here

HEARD OF ME (PROD. BUCKX2)

i dont mind

lxxiv x kashi TAPE DROPPING 10/31  !

--lyrics--

I got no way out
It gets hard tryina live when you down
Its gets hard tryina live when you doubt everything
And every drug that you take turns you into a fiend
I can never fucking break out the surface and breath
Looking for my purpose it was buried beneath
I cant talk to anybody, they don't know me
Walk into the function and I got a nose bleed
Whats that in my system, Mary J and codeine
Its real bad
Y'all cant even save me I was born sad
Everyday I wake up its the same thing 
Roll my weed up bitch, I like living in the fog, in the mist
Y'all aint seeing shit
Money coming in, way too quick you'd think its counterfeit 
I cant even count this shit by hand like where the counter went?
Bitch I count my blessings at my lowest
They praying on my downfall so I keep it loaded 
These problems never get solved, they'll be back for more
Doing anything to go back to a time before
Forget being fried, I’m way too high I think I’m burnt
Won’t catch me at a party ‘less the hoes that’s there are turnt
Imma let the whip drive by itself till I end end up in dirt
If my value based on what I got, then nothings what I’m worth
Nothings what I’m worth, shit
Nothings what I’m worth
I've been puffing on this weed all day, still feel like i'm hurt
In my mind its always gray, it cannot get worse
Heard them demons yell my fucking name, with them I converse
I think i'm gon' go MIA while she just want the best of me
I just wanna rest in peace, this life shit aint meant for me 
I don't want no money cause that shit go up my nose 
I was geeked all day inside the crib its like I froze
Forget being fried, I’m way too high I think I’m burnt
Won’t catch me at a party ‘less the hoes that’s there are turnt
Imma let the whip drive by itself till I end end up in dirt
If my value based on what I got, then nothings what I’m worth

DOUBT EVERYTHING [PROD. WHITECXFFIN]

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how i feel

Lyrics:
There’s no other option, if I fall then I’ll crawl
Baby I’m out of responses, no I don’t wanna talk
All that trauma we got stay constant, and I know it’s my fault
I gotta keep my head high with, all the drugs in my vault
Crawl, crawl, crawl to my grave
I Crawl, crawl, I pray that I’m saved
All these skeletons I had to bury them
It started to weigh my shoulders way too much
It started getting tough
What have I become went from asking for help
To being so content with being numb
Still, I’m better than my former self
Now I get it though
But it’s too late, it’s been months
And the therapy I get helps me confront
But the trauma ain’t undone
I didn’t do enough
I didn’t show you love
Baby I think it’s better that you run
I fucked another one up
No way will never revert to my old ways
I don’t know how much more I can take
I’m so sick of feeling dismay
There’s no other option, if I fall then I’ll crawl
Baby I’m out of responses, no I don’t wanna talk
All that trauma we got stay constant, and I know it’s my fault
I gotta keep my head high with, all the drugs in my vault
Crawl, crawl, crawl to my grave
I Crawl, crawl, I pray that I’m saved
Tombstones surrounding my body
My shoe soles is cursed and they haunted
It’s too cold, no help and no solace
You got a new phone, but you still cursed with my knowledge 
Better watch who you been walking on
Lets just stop while we ahead and drop it all
All the while, I still try and watch it fall
All the time I spent, the doors tried knocking on
And nobody answered me
I’m in hell, why aren’t you pleased
Can we just finally agree
Man I really beg and plead
There’s no other option, if I fall then I’ll crawl
Baby I’m out of responses, no I don’t wanna talk
All that trauma we got stay constant, and I know it’s my fault
I gotta keep my head high with, all the drugs in my vault
Crawl, crawl, crawl to my grave
I Crawl, crawl, I pray that I’m saved

Produced By: Prod Saint Mike
Vocals Mixed By: @Ominvs
Cover Art: @Ominvs

Tombstones (Prod. Saint Mike)

{reboi}

Everything’s lead to this moment

So many tings unspoken 
This world’s not revolving round u
Where’s the pause still?
I don’t wish no ill will 
Jus wanted the truth

Jus wanna be dead for a moment
So many tings unspoken 
This world’s not revolving round you nah
Where’s the pause still?
I don’t wish no ill will 
But that’s not the truth

I’m not made of clay
God never moulded me 
She said go away 
It ain’t always on you 
But I’m losing faith 
She Clock my green hue uh
Put me in my place
I ain’t got no excuse 


U took ur smile far away 
I burnt a hole into my skin 
Where ur head used to lay 
A bloody day 
A bloody day

A bloody day
All of this weight is crushing 
The weight is crushing 



An i know Tht u can’t face me
Cuh I can’t even face me 
I been hearing shouting lately 
Wanna leave A body leaking 

I accept my defeat but 
This is hard decision 
So u can sow up this incision 
Cuh it’s a hell of a dull existence 

Nah I left ur legs dere quaking 
Cuh My prescience can’t be replaced n
I been sitting up all night waiting 
Till the evil faces take me 

Ur addicted to escaping 
And you’re allowed to hate me 

I jus think me n you is some fate shit
And I really don’t wanna waste it 

An I not got a choice but to chase it 
An I not got a voice so I’ll make it 
An I not got time for basic 
Ur whole clique Imma erase it 

culture death we’re reigning 
Yeah we’re coming thru brazen
Don’t step on the ground we’re breaking 


No way I couldn’t do it too her 
Okay I’ll see u in the future 
One day we can be together

ill wills

I GOT BORED THANKS

IN THE TELLY WATCHIN MOVIES BY MYSELF
NEVER ASKED FOR SHIT
NEVER NEEDED HELP
PATH IS ON THE UP
CRYING TO MYSELF
WHAT YOU SEEN BEFORE
THAT AIN’T NOTHIN BUT A SHELL
SOBER SINCE THAT 2 5
YOU CAN DRINK TO THAT
SMOKIN TILL MY LUNGS DIE
RIPPIN THRU THE PACK
IMMA HIT THE ROAD FOR THE MONTH WIT MY DAWGS FOR THE FUN FOR THE LOVE, FUCK A TICKET FUCK A STACK THIS FOR REAL

I BE HURT
BROTHER STILL OFF PERCS
MOMMA IN THE DUMP
SHE JUST TRYNA MAKE IT WORK
I LOVE YOU SWEAR TO GOD
I’LL BE HOME BEFORE THE FIRST
YOU GOTTA LET THAT GO MOMMA
CAN’T IMAGINE WORSE
I’M THE FUCKIN ONE NOT THE TWO NOT THE THIRD
CREEPIN THRU THE NATION SPREADIN MY WORD
YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW YOU COULD NEVER EVER TELL HOW IT FEEL
KNOW I GOTTA RAISE MY FAMILY OUT THE DIRT
THIS FOR REAL

I’M PISSIN OFF MY DAMN SELF
THIS IS HELL, THIS IS HELL, NO MATTER HOW YOU SPELL
CASTIN ALL THESE SPELLS WITHOUT THE ENERGY
EVERYBODY EVER HELD ME BACK IS DEAD TO ME
CUZ MY HEART CANT TAKE NO MORE THAT FUCKIN ENTROPY
PISSIN ON YOUR GRAVE TO PROVE A POINT I’M LOSIN EMPATHY
I BE IN THE CRIB TILL IM MUTHAFUCKIN SEVENTY
WHILE YOU BE IN THE STREETS OFF YO MUTHAFUCKIN KETAMINE

I FELL IN LOVE AGAIN, DON’T LET HER FORGET 
GOD
SWEAT ON THE STAGE TILL THE FINAL CURTAIN SET
BITCH 
FUCK A DAMN COLLECTIVE ALL THESE FAGGOTS LOVE TO SET TRIP
I JUST TEAR A CITY UP AND IM ONTO THE NEXT
YEA

STRESS AND COLLECT
THAT’S BEEN THE THANG
I DON’T GIVE A FUCK WHO KNOW MY MUTHAFUCKIN NAME
STICK WITH THE SCRIPT, FUCK THE WORLD WITH THE GANG
IF NOTHIN EVER CHANGE NOTHIN EVER CHANGE

PHOENIX FREESTYLE (PROD. ME)

ITS A DRUNK FREESTYLE BITCH I AINT EVEN DRUNK
ALCOHOL AIN’T TOUCH MY LIPS IN A MONTH
I’M PROUD OF EVERYTHING I’VE GIVEN UP
FUCKIN CROOK AND MY HEAD WIT SOME LUMPS

OH MY GOD I’M A DEMON IN DISGUISE
SCUMBAG, FUCKHEAD, GARDEN FULL OF EYES
NOBODY UNDERSTAND WHAT I PROVIDE
NOBODY CAN TELL ME SHIT ABOUT WHAT LIES INSIDE

MY CORTISOL IS BUSSIN OUT THE ROOF OF THE SPRINTER
PEOPLE ALWAYS TOLD ME I WOULD LOSE, I’M A WINNER DOE
IMMA KEEP ON CUTTIN SUCKAS UP LIKE SOME DINNER

THATS A BIG BIG PLATE
LIFE A SICK SICK GAME

SOMETIMES ION WANNA KNOW WHAT’S NEXT
COULD YOU BLAME ME

EVERYTHING HAS CHANGED, FURTHEST THING FROM THE SAME ME

I KNOW WHAT IT IS, TRY N TELL ME THAT I’M CRAZY
WRONG

ALL Y’ALL 
DEAD WRONG
TRAPPED TIGHT
HEADSTRONG
SHIT BAND
GREAT SONG

I’LL TAKE YOU ON
HAD TO WET THESE PALMS JUST TO BREAK THESE BONDS
SO POISONOUS
AWAKE ALL NIGHT, NO JOY IN IT
I AIN’T A KID NO MORE, HELL NAW

I GOT A JOB TO DO
AIN’T TRYNA FEEL DESTROYED
I’M TRYNA HEAL MY VOICE
THESE CIGARETTES JUST AIN’T NO GOOD
THAT AIN’T HOW I’LL BE UNDERSTOOD
THE DARKEST VERSION OUT MY HOOD
THE CRYPTIC SIGNS KEEP MY BRAIN SHOOK
I’LL LIVE TO DIE BEFORE YOU LOOKED

BEFORE YOU’VE LOOKED 
EVEN FOR A SECOND
WHEN YOU DECIDED WHAT’S WORTH MENTION
WHEN YOU APPLY WITHOUT NO REFERENCE
WHEN YOU DIVIDE YOURSELF IN SECTIONS
I’M HERE

I’M STILL HERE I’M NEVER RUNNIN ALL THE WAY
GOT A PAN OF DUST, YOU KNOW I GOTTA KEEP THE PLACE
KEEP ME ON THE WHEEL SO I ALWAYS KEEP THE PACE
THAT’S FOR REAL THAT’S FOR REAL

DRNK FREESTYLE (PROD. ME)

re-boi

I can’t look away
I want all of the pain yuh 
Tell me u don’t love me
Baby tell me you hate me

I want all your hate
I want all your hate yuh
Watch my ghost fade
Watch my ghost fade yuh 

Watch me meet my fate
Race I can’t hack the race 
Catch me in a dark place
Catch me in my grave

Thought I’d ride the wave
Hated what i made 
Can’t keep up the pace
In the darkness I’ll stay 



Look on my phone see traitors 
I’m so alone I’m vacant 
No love left no patience 
For any man even family 

Wish I could be better 
Fuck your followers fuck your insta
Fuck all of your mantras 
I’m a sorrow vendor 

No love left it’s over 
You don’t deserve my time
You don’t deserve my eyes
These guys are bleeding me dry 

No tears left to cry 
My past left behind
My skin pale white
Lost grip on my mind




There’s saink in the way
Saink in the way 
I want all the hate 
I want all the hate 
I’m a ghost watch me fade 
I’m a ghost watch me fade 
Don’t look at my face 
Don’t look at my face 

There’s saink in the way 
I’m in last place 
This is where I’ll stay 
It’s where I wanna stay
I’m at home in the rain 
I’m at home in the rain
It’s a cold dark place
And it’s where I wanna stay

My pain is all I’ve got 

 

0))_((0

it hurts

Pezzhead

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