Daily remind: im a failure

Alex G - Advice (For my next trick)

by Cocteau Twins
Your life is worth it. Help is out there. Please think before you act.
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Sea Swallow Me

Interlinked x Present

you're not even human anymore x everlong

kevin levrone if you think your life is falling apart..  hotline bling slowed instrumental looped

Original track by Grimzlee (all credits)

Edit by @prodghesti

'Want Something Bad Enough' Tom Platz - Miss Reaper (Grimzlee)| Bass Boosted x Edit

you cant keep anyone safe can you x not that Im anywhere

Original track by Midrift (all credits)

Edit by @prodghesti

'Purpose' Kevin Levrone x Tom Platz - Twin Flames (Midrift) | Edit

self released in 2023

plz support:
https://signcrushesmotorist.bandcamp.com/album/hurting

sign crushes motorist - manifesto

Serial Experiments Lain x Sea, Swallow Me (slowed & reverb)

Distorted Memories X See you later, Eren.. -  AOT Final

kaneki x wonder if u care - flying fish (slowed)

Do you know how I hate the rain? | Think of me once in a while (slowed) x old man Zangetsu

core core | you left me on suicide sunday - thenian

safe in your skin(slowed + reverb) x griffith

berserk / a miserable life

get up you waste of space

Deftones x Berserk - Be Quiet And Drive

this was originally removed from SoundCloud and i missed it so much i uploaded it myself. creds to the person who uploaded it first to SoundCloud which i don't know the name of :)

It's Snowing Like It's The End Of The World X Griffith X Berserk

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

Daily remind: im a failure

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