This isn't mixed well lmao, but I conquered some demons with this one.

Lyrics:
Picked my lips to a pulp
Never felt so alone
Can't see him, can't go home
Not a sheep, he's a wolf
You can bury everything
You can't bury me

I knew since the day that I met you
You'd f*ck my sh*t up if I let you
It's too late to say that you meant to
So, bury it make it look brand new

Insta: https://www.instagram.com/ph0enixfae/
Beat: https://youtu.be/L44aDcpXsCY

buried (prod. P4RA)

Coming to Spotify soon(ish)!

Lyrics:
Hard to carry I can't lie
Now that I care about my life
Learned to swing while I cry
Not today no not this time
I can see it in my face
See the grief
And see the change
But I won't wallow in my pain
Not this time

Clarity don't come for free
Life ain't fair
Just take it from me
Can I have another hit please?
The one in the mirror is mad at me
No one will know
No one will see
No one will care
No one to grieve
And then those words come to me,
You won't know if you don't try

The void is endless
Don't be pretentious
How can I be okay with this?
Alone and helpless
Dark and restless
Do you let them take the piss?
Do you? Do I?
I saved my own damn life
So run, so hide
Only do there is no try

I can see it in my face
See the fire
And see the change
Feel it burning in my veins
This is a smile you can't shake

Don't mind being lonely
I just wanted to be known
And for the ones who know me
Sit back and watch the show

insta: https://www.instagram.com/ph0enixfae/
beat: https://youtu.be/c42g3498yaU

i can try (prod. soloride)

A tik tok therapist told me to write down five positive adjectives about myself, so I made a song lmaoo.

Lyrics:
(I am not)
Not this face, not this body
Young disgrace, brokenhearted,
Basket-case, fainthearted,
Losing game, disregarded
I won't do shit for the masses
What have the masses done for me?
I'll do this shit for the caskets
Fucking full of kids like me
In Lak’ech Ala K’in bitch I see you
Rule of three, I won't touch you
But just watch your steps, where you stand
Watch karma got hands

insta: https://www.instagram.com/ph0enixfae/
beat: https://youtu.be/AWKTxfc2XKo

karma kidz (prod. sobernap)

I'm mocking the way that my pride shows itself and mourning its repercussions in this.

Lyrics:
Watch your mouth, did you even read the foreword
I don’t chase sh*t, the door’s there walk over
Can’t handle it, move on over
You’re cold, I’m colder. That’s salt not sugar.
I think I’ll f*ck around and release the darkness
It’s time I shout it and talk sh*t talk reckless
Join the dark side, kill my weakness
A drop of vanity ruined the sweetness

Vanity
Ruined me
Smiling sweetly
Baring my teeth

Vanity
Ruined me
Enticing insanity
Striving alchemy

One bite, babe and you will be breathless
It’s a new name right off of the checklist
What’s your sign and what’s ur fetishut up
What are oui? I’m sorry I don’t speak French

That’s a nightshade berry not a cherry
Try to look but I am a rarity(🐴)
Not a succubus more scary terry(B*tch)
A Spiritual chemist 
Got that Dr. Ivy kiss(Ms. Pamela)

They don’t see why, they don’t care who I am
Those who know why, they learned how to pretend

Thank you to the talented bowskii for this beat!!
https://soundcloud.com/user-92221639

Thanks bro bro for letting me use your equipment!!
https://soundcloud.com/pixsysci

taste of van1ty (prod. bowskii)

I watched too many chic flicks in one sitting and made this angsty, cheesy song lmao

8ASY(prod. P4RA) [soundcloud version]

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sometimes I think that if I can't tell the story, that means it never happened...
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link to backing track: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrS-tB3kxrM

Listen Before I Go (cover) ❥ Billie Eilish

lyrics:
Clementine skies and vine covered fences
To dusty asphalt, fast lives and fake friends
Fight nature to fit in
A race to the finish
Don't measure any sins
You never know who's listenin
On some sneaky shit
Some freaky deaky shit
My love the contents of your heart
Only come after your dick
You want my
So I'll
I'll retrace it to the start
But baby
You made me
Play it back for me
I gave you the world, you sold it for a penny
Run it back for me
I waited til the castle collapsed on me
On some real shit
It's hard to think of it
My brother's back in orange
Maybe I'll write him about his kid
I said existing ain't living
You said it's all about breathing
Take a moment n feel it
Keep it moving
Keep it pushing
Pretty Bitch starter kit
Now I'm back on my bully shit
Signatures with lipstick
Tryna get my ass thick
That and my GED
Slim thicc with a degree you feel me

You said live in the moment
So I'm
I'm living
All I wanna do is get high by the beach
Get high by the beach
Get high
All I wanna do get by by the beach
Get by
Bye

Pretty Penny

The Boys Don't Like Me (Prod. Zeeky Beats)

Dear Liar (Prod. Fravo)

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