I finally lost all the weight went from 230 to 160 but why do I still find things to hate about myself

I always got called playboy bc many girls had a crush on me some of them even played with my feelings so i decided to not show up for almost 3-4 months i cried every night bc nobody asked how i felt with that

i mean i did all the things right but its just not working. my brain still somehow stoping me from killing myself.

Vacations - Telephones (i Accept Who I Am jesse pinkman) Sped Up

REAL. slideshow audio

jesse pinkman x inside out (duster)

omni man x gigi masin - call me

pennywise fatty loser x cities aviv - not that i'm anywhere slowed

all that success…but deep down you’re still just a fatty loser (not that i’m anywhere slowed)

I’m a better father than you rick- not that im anywhere

they say vass vass whos it going to be me or them x not that im anywhere

i havent been sleeping

hey incase nobody has asked you this today are you okay x call me gigi best version tiktok

(2025)Hourglass Dreams(2025)⏳🌊 (New improvised work, inspired from Tangerine Dream, Edgar Froese, Gary Numan, Vangelis, Moby and OMD in progress, not finished!)
*🎹 Software instruments: Synapse Audio "DUNE 3", Arturia "Analog Lab V", Kompose Audio, Roland D-50 and Roland JD-800 and Roland JV-1080. Korg M1, Korg Wavestation and Korg Triton, Waldorf-PPG 3V, U-He Hive 2. 
Sample at the end: "There is no death, there is just a change of our cosmic address". /Edgar Froese (1944-2015). 
"I Got You" - Drums Backing Track (99bpm) - Leona Lewis. 
*Hardware instrument: "Arturia Keystep 37". 
*Inspired by: Kosmische musik/Cosmic music, Floataway, Tangerine Dream, Edgar Froese, Jerome Froese, Christopher Franke, Johannes Schmoelling, Peter Baumann, Klaus Schulze, Thorsten Quaeschning, Gary Numan, OMD, Brian Eno, Daniel Lanois, Roger Eno, Roedelius, Moebius, Moby, Vangelis, Bladerunner, Jean-Michel Jarre, Rupert Hine, New Age, Kraftwerk, Karl Bartos, Ralph Hütter, Florian Schneider, Wolfgang Flür, Trent Reznor, Tony Levin, Kate Bush, Terry Riley, Ralph Lundsten, Ludwig Göransson, Pink Floyd, Enigma, Genesis, Tony Banks, Peter Gabriel, Phil Collins, David Bowie, Supertramp, Hans Zimmer, Robert Fripp, Simple Minds, The Human League and Larry Fast/Synergy. 

all that success…but deep down you’re still just a fatty loser (not that i’m anywhere slowed)

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