Eclipse Deadly

produced by hiraeth


just say that you hate me i wont break
sitting in agony dont change
say that you love me its too late
cant even look at my face
how could you do that to somebody who loves you ?
go and lie and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna go i dont wanna leave you
you know i wanna, know i wanna believe you

just say that you hate me i wont break
sitting in agony dont change
say that you love me its too late
cant even look at my face
how could you do that to somebody who loves you ?
go and lie and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna go i dont wanna leave you
you know i wanna, know i wanna believe you

you left me in a pool i swim with agony
crying at the bottom what is happening?
you tell me be more open never let me in
im drowning in my sorrows guess ill die again

just say that you hate me i wont break
sitting in agony dont change
say that you love me its too late
cant even look at my face
how could you do that to somebody who loves you ?
go and lie and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna go i dont wanna leave you
you know i wanna, know i wanna believe you

anor

swamp

swamp ft swamp (nevrfall)

Prod by. Lostcage

Lyrics//

Don’t look too deep
There’s a monster in me
I’m trying my hardest to be what I need to be
When the world comes falling down 
I just hope you’re in my arms
When you look me in my eyes, I know that I seem far

I know that you want me to be who I need to be
And I know that she’s not blood but she means so much to me
One day I’m gonna see the beauty in this shit
You made me to be a dad
Is this what it feels to be rich

I know I get sad but you’ll always be here for me
I’m really sorry I’m not there for you the way I need to be
Don’t look too deep
There’s a monster in me
I know one day that shits gonna end me
I know that your feelings are hurt
But my pride is too big
My ego’s the size of a tower
And for that I am losing all my power
I know I’m lower
I’m going nowhere
I’m bleeding out
I don’t deserve your shoulder
to cry on 
(don’t)

Don’t look too deep
There’s a monster in me
I’m trying my hardest to be what I need to be
When the world comes falling down 
I just hope you’re in my arms
When you look me in my eyes, I know that I seem far

When the world comes falling down, just hide behind me
And I know that our love won’t turn cold
I stand ten toes
I write these songs (for you)
Right or wrong
Hopefully you’re in love with me

Don’t look too deep
There’s a monster in me
I’m trying my hardest to be what I need to be
When the world comes falling down 
I just hope you’re in my arms
When you look me in my eyes, I know that I seem far

monster in me (lostcage)

Written by: Lizzie Calisto,  @kiddamo
Produced by: Tiresss (IG: @tiressssss)
Mixed/Mastered by: @killzoltar

Song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3KT2vSSMrQRTUG4GjHeJg8?si=95b95307ea744da0

Watch my music video: https://youtu.be/tELz2vfQ9gg?si=nN3SMFjPfO6HezNF

//Lyrics//

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

Lights out at the house
I don't think anybody's home
Shadows following me home now
It seems the moon is not alone
I cry out
All I want is for you to take me home
But time stopped
So I'm stuck here on my own

How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

(How does it feel)
(How does it feel)

[KiddAmo]
How does it feel… feel
You don't wanna tell me how you feel
Feels like I'm trippin out, like is this even real
Even though you're mad at me, but time will heal
But I don't really wanna feel
So hurry up and crack the seal
And just tell me how it feels
You don't know what I think when I think 'bout you
Used to stick to myself, now I stick by you
Fk a sidekick, you know that this Glock's the only side I choose
(Only side I choose, only side I choose)

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
How does it feel

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

how does it feel (ft. kiddamo) (Prod. Tiresss)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: everestdidthis
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess
Artwork from: https://wall.alphacoders.com/big.php?i=943237
Art by: 降島ツカサ
Art discovered by: ShuOuma
Art Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Everybody wants to change 
But they can't even break the chains
That bind them that bind them to their past 
& I'm no different 
No matter what I try
I still feel the inner despair 

[Bridge]
I just want some peace
I just want somebody to be
Here with me 
(Despair)
It never goes away
(Away) 

[Verse 2]
I'm not perfect I know that much
Even if you're not the best
Just know I'll do my best for you 
Because I love you
Breathing in & out slowly
Trying to calm down from anxiety 
That's what reminded me of our past
Raining in my town
EVEN IN MY TOWN
Even in the winter 
Maybe it was all meant to be

[Outro]
Swift exit is all they say 
But I'm happy it ended this way
Disc's playing movies as Iay in bed 
Reflection of myself made of lead
Metal blaring through the headphones 
& death still haunting the victims
Left in his wake
(Left in his wake)

Despair (Prod. everestdidthis)

XELFIY_BDAY_2K25 ft XELFIY (ROLLIE)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: Nevering 
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Stop
STOP
STOOOOOPPP!!!!!!

[Chorus]
Bloodshot eyes
Bleeding from their sockets
(Eyes) 
See your funeral 
& my soul is still darkening out
Grab the pistol & I got suppression ya
I lose my affection
& I cause shadow protection

[Verse]
6 months of hell 
Kills are never clean 
Cut tendrils caking me in blood
Mills filled with screeching witches ya
Decayed carcasses found in ditches 
Saving people from infected 
To prevent further infection

[Chorus]
Bloodshot eyes
Bleeding from their sockets 
See your funeral 
& my soul is darkening out
I lose my affection
Only to become shadow protection

Protection (Prod. Nevering)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: myss
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro: L's speech about monsters from Death Note]
There are many types of monsters 
In this world
Monsters that will not show themselves 
& cause trouble
Monsters who abduct children 
Monsters that devour dreams 
Monsters that suck blood
& monsters who always tell lies
Lying monsters are a real nuisance 
They are much more cunning than other monsters 
They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of a human heart 
They eat even though they never experienced hunger 
They study even though they have no interest in academics
They seek friendship even though they have no idea how to love
If I were to encounter such a monster, I would likely be eaten 

[Chorus]
The inner self wants to 
Claw their way out of this Suffocating skin 
The pressure and expectation to be a man 
Makes me feel like a disappointment 

[Verse]
All I have is this craft to vent to
Never feel comfortable confiding with anyone 
Breaking free of all the chains 
That tie me down to hell
Cause my issues are so ugly
Truly despise anyone who acts above me
I know old friends had enough of me 
That's why they all left

[Chorus]
The inner self wants to 
Claw their way out of this Suffocating skin 
The pressure and expectation to be a man 
Makes me feel like a disappointment

[Bridge]
But did I make the right turn 
Or did I take a shot at the shadow
& missed the critical despite my swift strike 
Oh oh yeah

[Outro]
Waste the days away
Waiting for a change 
That never comes my way
Sell a piece of me everytime I miss you
Is it okay to not be okay
Cause now you're gone
& your body is on the floor with blood pouring out
I just wish everything could just be the same
But it never will be cause you're now gone
FOREVER

Suffocating Skin (Prod. myss)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: exkimelly
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro]
I denounce the world 
& laugh in it's face
My chest will never again be defiled 
By worldly filth 
I will scrub away 
Every last trace of human emotion 
 
[Chorus]
Undead polute the streets 
Blood covers every sidewalk
Love becomes a side quest 
Survival is the only goal

[Verse]
Cursed books in the corner 
Desperation fills their hearts 
But they just want to end this catastrophe
But this is just the beginning of the end

[Chorus]
Undead polute the streets 
Blood covers every sidewalk
Love becomes a side quest 
Survival is the only goal

[Outro]
HAHAHAHAHA 
There's is no need to fear
The pain will be brief
Your era is coming to an end

Survival (Prod. exkimelly)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: Injury
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://youtu.be/Ke3Uiwb1-NE?si=5oMjWEYkYQfDe5xc

[Verse]
It's the end of my story
I'm so sorry that you had to leave me behind 
Even though you were suffocating in your own skin
Everybody knows that you tried 
But you don't wanna die
So I'm left to die instead 
I'm sorry you couldn't save me
The monsters ripping out our skin
Now I don't know if I'll win 
But I'll try because you gave me the choice to
The bodies disintegrate & the water evaporates
Cause everything just rots away into eternity 

[Bridge]
Everything that we once had is ripped away 
From our lives 
Because of the monsters that have taken over
But at least I tried my best

[Outro: Aigis ending speech from Persona 3 reload]
Once I decided to try & prevent the fall
Something inside me clicked 
When I thought about how I might never see you again
That's when I first understood...
What mattered to me the most
And so, I made up my mind
What I want... is to protect you 
From now, Until the end of time
I want to stay by your side

Story's End (Prod. Injury)

Written by: Kurumi Violet & lostangel 
Produced by: neverforever & lostangel
Mixed & Mastered by: lostangel 
Artwork by: scaramouche40 from Pinterest 
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurumi Violet]
Ice cold chills 
Running down my back
The attacks creates tramua 
That runs deep
My life is meaningless now that the end has came
I never even changed just remained the same
(SAME)

[Verse 2: lostangel]
Everyday I'm in a battle with myself 
You don't really wanna know how it feels
Everybody talking down on me yeah 
& it felt so fucking lonely 
I was ready to put the gun to my fucking brain 
I was ready to leave the world behind 
I relapsed to that knife baby 
i'm so sorry you had to see that 
Just hold me tight

[Outro: Kurumi Violet & lostangel]
They'll say I was to blame 
When the monster 
I became was a product of the world's current state
(It was a product of the world's current state)
Is that it?
Is this where I rest?
Is this where?
I die 
(I die)
and i'm so ready to die

Current State W/ lostangel (Prod. neverforever + lostangel)

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lyrics
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I don’t think you know me
Like you say you do, you phony
I cut ties for petty reasonings
I feel the armor weakening
The flesh is so soft
Watch it come off
As the blood falls
Take me home 

Bridges fall
And castles topple
I promise the walls wont help you
Not enough to move the oceans
It’s so hopeless

Dropped a couple pills in my drink
Threw the rest in the sink
This’ll be the last night
That I pop like I eat
Gotta drop what I can
Gotta pull on the weeds
So the burdens I keep
Aren’t encumbering me
I’m sick of talking
That’s how all it happened in the first place
Verbages and word placement
All in the worst way
And you say it’s mistakes
I can’t see it that way
You keep saying sorry but you’ve picked the fucking wrong day

I don’t think you know me
Like you say you do, you phony
I cut ties for petty reasonings
I feel the armor weakening
The flesh is so soft
Watch it come off
As the blood falls
Take me home 


armor (tiedforsilver x sorrowbringer)

mixed/mastered by me
produced by flower and luffysome

lyrics:
i guess it was all for nothing
what a sad story
i can tell that you been bluffing
you'd be better off if you ignore me

it's been so cold out
idk how i'mma ever be the same again
the door we had together's closed now
i've been zoned out
tryna hide from all my pain again

it's never ending
it doesn't matter what you say to me
bad guy, i bet that's how you been painting me
to all your friends, all your friends and your family
with all the lies that you tell it's more like fantasy

we know you ain't innocent
rather be alone than ever let you in again
call it what you want but i know that's imminent
since the time i had to ask you "where you been" again
i knew i couldn't trust you

want me to drown in all of my tears
and it's fucked up
you just wanna see my heart stop
and i can't stop
thinkin bout how all that i've got
is just bad luck when it comes to love

i guess it was all for nothing
what a sad story
i can tell that you been bluffing
you'd be better off if you ignore me

it's been so cold out
idk how i'mma ever be the same again
the door we had together's closed now
i've been zoned out
tryna hide from all my pain again

all for nothing [flower]

lyrics

now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
its nice to see your face
and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say

i dont know
but i aint drink this whole week and im proud of myself for that
wake up imma call you right back
love how youre tryna get me on the right track
cause im too busy worrying bout the right tracks
but i feel so dead inside
liquor and the soundbites coincide
and you want retribution for all the things that you dont know
go to sleep with my excuses and i wake up feeling old
cause i caught her on the wrong day
she hugged me in the hallway
i could talk about her all day

and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say
now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
fall in the rain

the house that nick built (p. acey)

i see god (touch my body)

had this one in the vault for a while and am really happy to finally show it to u guys, hope u enjoy:)

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Tnvr

Stream here! : 
https://share.amuse.io/cV4oHhs2Q-a1

lyrics:

well i hate
that i needed you this much
didn't know til it was too late
now you're out there falling in love
guess i didn't say enough
now you're burning up our polaroids
you're sick of seeing us
i'll pick up the pieces til i finally have them all
could you keep me like a secret, will you answer when i call you?

you should know that it was all for you
that it was all for you
that it was all for you

is it me? is it him?
is it someone else entirely?
i love you in entirety
i haven't cut you off but i should
if i could
if i could but you know that i never ever would
try to breathe, take it slow
know you said you'd never lie to me
hang me like a tire swing
i'll leave you in my memory for good
as i should
as i should
i don't think that i ever really could

guess that you can call me when you want
yeah you make me feel like
i'm the only one
stepping on landmines
i never told you how i love you every damn time
write another sad line, maybe you'll hear it
is it me that you need, or did you find a different tune?
did you find a better rhyme, or did you find something to lose?
well

you should know that it was all for you
that it was all for you
that it was all for you

is it me? is it him?
is it someone else entirely?
i love you in entirety
i haven't cut you off but i should
if i could
if i could but you know that i never ever would
try to breathe, take it slow
know you said you'd never lie to me
hang me like a tire swing
i'll leave you in my memory for good
as i should
as i should
i don't think that i ever really could

Tire Swing (tnvr)

I am a genderfluid artists who is 23 I  make music about my life whether it be literally about it or I use a fictional story to express my reality with metaphors and messages 

New Music Video out 
https://youtu.be/UhkCGzSZ1TA?si=bx29Ta8rYyVz9DPA

My former names include @kurama_sd , @kurama-sad , @reapers-shadow, & @reapers-remnants

My alt account is @kurumi-violet aka Violet Kurumi Alt It will be used for music I don't think is good enough for my main account but I think some people will still enjoy 

This account Will have endless amounts of styles Alt rock, Shoegaze, Dark hyper pop, Emo rap, Lo-Fi, Acoustic, Ambient, DNB & Much more 

Despair (Prod. everestdidthis)

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