chill

produced by hiraeth


just say that you hate me i wont break
sitting in agony dont change
say that you love me its too late
cant even look at my face
how could you do that to somebody who loves you ?
go and lie and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna go i dont wanna leave you
you know i wanna, know i wanna believe you

just say that you hate me i wont break
sitting in agony dont change
say that you love me its too late
cant even look at my face
how could you do that to somebody who loves you ?
go and lie and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna go i dont wanna leave you
you know i wanna, know i wanna believe you

you left me in a pool i swim with agony
crying at the bottom what is happening?
you tell me be more open never let me in
im drowning in my sorrows guess ill die again

just say that you hate me i wont break
sitting in agony dont change
say that you love me its too late
cant even look at my face
how could you do that to somebody who loves you ?
go and lie and say you dont even mean to
i didnt wanna go i dont wanna leave you
you know i wanna, know i wanna believe you

anor

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: 05alagen
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Intro]
Just why did you have to leave
You're me & I'm you
So don't fucking
Leave me behind

[Verse]
Back in 2018 and 2019
They'd fight every night
Locking myself away
In my safety chamber
Drowning ears with
9tails, guardin, hk, nothing nowhere, and NF
Music was my life line

[Chorus]
Still have insecurities
I'll never give up hope just to die
That's your funeral
But I won't take the cyanide
I'll live past unlike you

[Bridge]
Somehow I found love within friends
I can call mine
Made a song for them
Called Make Me Shine

[Chorus]
I still have insecurities that I hide
Still I'll never give up hope just to die
In the end
That's your funeral
But I won't take the cyanide
Trying to find the truth
Within these Polaroids

insecurities (Prod. 05alagen)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: taymxru
Mixed by: @akiradoves
Mastered by: @joshiguess
Artwork link: https://www.zerochan.net/3982305
Artwork by: 168_azusa
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UDQ7m2L9sK8 

Lyrics:
[Intro: Scaramouche's speech]
It took me three betrayal's 
To finally understand
The world is just an elaborate tapestry of lies
My fury will never be quelled 
The first to betray me was a god 
My creator 
My mother

[Chorus]
Amber skies with the pale moonlight 
Deep blue sea with the coral lines 
Breaking through the screams of a siren 
No wrongs I been righting

[Verse]
Vultures in the sky
They just take 
Everything... Away... from me
I just wanna break 
From this stress
Flames bursting through the sky
But I can't control you 
I know that
Breaking away from the storm

[Chorus]
Amber skies with the pale moonlight 
Deep blue seas with the coral lines 
Breaking through the screams of a siren

[Outro: Scaramouche's speech]
Humans they can't be trusted 
& the gods fill me with pure loathing
So I said Good Riddance

Siren (Lies) (Prod. taymxru)

swamp

swamp ft swamp (nevrfall)

Prod by. Lostcage

Lyrics//

Don’t look too deep
There’s a monster in me
I’m trying my hardest to be what I need to be
When the world comes falling down 
I just hope you’re in my arms
When you look me in my eyes, I know that I seem far

I know that you want me to be who I need to be
And I know that she’s not blood but she means so much to me
One day I’m gonna see the beauty in this shit
You made me to be a dad
Is this what it feels to be rich

I know I get sad but you’ll always be here for me
I’m really sorry I’m not there for you the way I need to be
Don’t look too deep
There’s a monster in me
I know one day that shits gonna end me
I know that your feelings are hurt
But my pride is too big
My ego’s the size of a tower
And for that I am losing all my power
I know I’m lower
I’m going nowhere
I’m bleeding out
I don’t deserve your shoulder
to cry on 
(don’t)

Don’t look too deep
There’s a monster in me
I’m trying my hardest to be what I need to be
When the world comes falling down 
I just hope you’re in my arms
When you look me in my eyes, I know that I seem far

When the world comes falling down, just hide behind me
And I know that our love won’t turn cold
I stand ten toes
I write these songs (for you)
Right or wrong
Hopefully you’re in love with me

Don’t look too deep
There’s a monster in me
I’m trying my hardest to be what I need to be
When the world comes falling down 
I just hope you’re in my arms
When you look me in my eyes, I know that I seem far

monster in me (lostcage)

Written by: Lizzie Calisto,  @kiddamo
Produced by: Tiresss (IG: @tiressssss)
Mixed/Mastered by: @killzoltar

Song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3KT2vSSMrQRTUG4GjHeJg8?si=95b95307ea744da0

Watch my music video: https://youtu.be/tELz2vfQ9gg?si=nN3SMFjPfO6HezNF

//Lyrics//

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

Lights out at the house
I don't think anybody's home
Shadows following me home now
It seems the moon is not alone
I cry out
All I want is for you to take me home
But time stopped
So I'm stuck here on my own

How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

(How does it feel)
(How does it feel)

[KiddAmo]
How does it feel… feel
You don't wanna tell me how you feel
Feels like I'm trippin out, like is this even real
Even though you're mad at me, but time will heal
But I don't really wanna feel
So hurry up and crack the seal
And just tell me how it feels
You don't know what I think when I think 'bout you
Used to stick to myself, now I stick by you
Fk a sidekick, you know that this Glock's the only side I choose
(Only side I choose, only side I choose)

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
How does it feel

How does it feel to know that you were the one
How does it feel to know that you were the only one
Then you go breakin' my heart, and now the damage is done
How does it feel
How does it feel
How does it feel
Now that we are done

how does it feel (ft. kiddamo) (Prod. Tiresss)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: drma & 80root
Mixed & Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Sample from: https://youtu.be/GaT1GftoqV0?si=nkKyBWjEugnmGMFH
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Intro]
Breaking free of the chains
I'm sick of bleeding for experiments sake
All the blood they take 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Verse]
Changes to my core
Leaves me suffering in silence 
What have I truly become
A monster or something much worse?
Either way I just wanna understand 
What I have become 
WHAT HAVE I BECOME 

[Chorus]
Leaves me craving the taste of blood
I'm a psychopath 
I'm a Phantom 
I'm a deadly sin 
Wrath is taking over me
I win this battle 
But I'll lose the war

[Outro: Phainon trailer "Coronal Radiance" Honkai Star Rail]
Phainon:
Why did you....?
TAKE THEM ALL AWAY
FROM ME

Girl from trailer:
May this world never again need a deliver 

Phantom (Prod. drma & 80root)

XELFIY_BDAY_2K25 ft XELFIY (ROLLIE)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: Injury
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://youtu.be/Ke3Uiwb1-NE?si=5oMjWEYkYQfDe5xc

[Verse]
It's the end of my story
I'm so sorry that you had to leave me behind 
Even though you were suffocating in your own skin
Everybody knows that you tried 
But you don't wanna die
So I'm left to die instead 
I'm sorry you couldn't save me
The monsters ripping out our skin
Now I don't know if I'll win 
But I'll try because you gave me the choice to
The bodies disintegrate & the water evaporates
Cause everything just rots away into eternity 

[Bridge]
Everything that we once had is ripped away 
From our lives 
Because of the monsters that have taken over
But at least I tried my best

[Outro: Aigis ending speech from Persona 3 reload]
Once I decided to try & prevent the fall
Something inside me clicked 
When I thought about how I might never see you again
That's when I first understood...
What mattered to me the most
And so, I made up my mind
What I want... is to protect you 
From now, Until the end of time
I want to stay by your side

Story's End (Prod. Injury)

Written by: Kurumi Violet & lostangel 
Produced by: neverforever & lostangel
Mixed & Mastered by: lostangel 
Artwork by: scaramouche40 from Pinterest 
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurumi Violet]
Ice cold chills 
Running down my back
The attacks creates tramua 
That runs deep
My life is meaningless now that the end has came
I never even changed just remained the same
(SAME)

[Verse 2: lostangel]
Everyday I'm in a battle with myself 
You don't really wanna know how it feels
Everybody talking down on me yeah 
& it felt so fucking lonely 
I was ready to put the gun to my fucking brain 
I was ready to leave the world behind 
I relapsed to that knife baby 
i'm so sorry you had to see that 
Just hold me tight

[Outro: Kurumi Violet & lostangel]
They'll say I was to blame 
When the monster 
I became was a product of the world's current state
(It was a product of the world's current state)
Is that it?
Is this where I rest?
Is this where?
I die 
(I die)
and i'm so ready to die

Current State W/ lostangel (Prod. neverforever + lostangel)

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lyrics
- - - - -
I don’t think you know me
Like you say you do, you phony
I cut ties for petty reasonings
I feel the armor weakening
The flesh is so soft
Watch it come off
As the blood falls
Take me home 

Bridges fall
And castles topple
I promise the walls wont help you
Not enough to move the oceans
It’s so hopeless

Dropped a couple pills in my drink
Threw the rest in the sink
This’ll be the last night
That I pop like I eat
Gotta drop what I can
Gotta pull on the weeds
So the burdens I keep
Aren’t encumbering me
I’m sick of talking
That’s how all it happened in the first place
Verbages and word placement
All in the worst way
And you say it’s mistakes
I can’t see it that way
You keep saying sorry but you’ve picked the fucking wrong day

I don’t think you know me
Like you say you do, you phony
I cut ties for petty reasonings
I feel the armor weakening
The flesh is so soft
Watch it come off
As the blood falls
Take me home 


armor (tiedforsilver x sorrowbringer)

mixed/mastered by me
produced by flower and luffysome

lyrics:
i guess it was all for nothing
what a sad story
i can tell that you been bluffing
you'd be better off if you ignore me

it's been so cold out
idk how i'mma ever be the same again
the door we had together's closed now
i've been zoned out
tryna hide from all my pain again

it's never ending
it doesn't matter what you say to me
bad guy, i bet that's how you been painting me
to all your friends, all your friends and your family
with all the lies that you tell it's more like fantasy

we know you ain't innocent
rather be alone than ever let you in again
call it what you want but i know that's imminent
since the time i had to ask you "where you been" again
i knew i couldn't trust you

want me to drown in all of my tears
and it's fucked up
you just wanna see my heart stop
and i can't stop
thinkin bout how all that i've got
is just bad luck when it comes to love

i guess it was all for nothing
what a sad story
i can tell that you been bluffing
you'd be better off if you ignore me

it's been so cold out
idk how i'mma ever be the same again
the door we had together's closed now
i've been zoned out
tryna hide from all my pain again

all for nothing [flower]

lyrics

now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
its nice to see your face
and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say

i dont know
but i aint drink this whole week and im proud of myself for that
wake up imma call you right back
love how youre tryna get me on the right track
cause im too busy worrying bout the right tracks
but i feel so dead inside
liquor and the soundbites coincide
and you want retribution for all the things that you dont know
go to sleep with my excuses and i wake up feeling old
cause i caught her on the wrong day
she hugged me in the hallway
i could talk about her all day

and nothings the same
the knights been betrayed
im a faulty construct from the bricks that ive laid
and i dont even know myself at all
so when you ask me how im doing ill say
now would be a good time to ask me how im doing
its rare that im ever this honest
my tears just blend in with the rain
fall in the rain
fall in the rain

the house that nick built (p. acey)

i see god (touch my body)

had this one in the vault for a while and am really happy to finally show it to u guys, hope u enjoy:)

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Tnvr

Stream here! : 
https://share.amuse.io/cV4oHhs2Q-a1

lyrics:

well i hate
that i needed you this much
didn't know til it was too late
now you're out there falling in love
guess i didn't say enough
now you're burning up our polaroids
you're sick of seeing us
i'll pick up the pieces til i finally have them all
could you keep me like a secret, will you answer when i call you?

you should know that it was all for you
that it was all for you
that it was all for you

is it me? is it him?
is it someone else entirely?
i love you in entirety
i haven't cut you off but i should
if i could
if i could but you know that i never ever would
try to breathe, take it slow
know you said you'd never lie to me
hang me like a tire swing
i'll leave you in my memory for good
as i should
as i should
i don't think that i ever really could

guess that you can call me when you want
yeah you make me feel like
i'm the only one
stepping on landmines
i never told you how i love you every damn time
write another sad line, maybe you'll hear it
is it me that you need, or did you find a different tune?
did you find a better rhyme, or did you find something to lose?
well

you should know that it was all for you
that it was all for you
that it was all for you

is it me? is it him?
is it someone else entirely?
i love you in entirety
i haven't cut you off but i should
if i could
if i could but you know that i never ever would
try to breathe, take it slow
know you said you'd never lie to me
hang me like a tire swing
i'll leave you in my memory for good
as i should
as i should
i don't think that i ever really could

Tire Swing (tnvr)

I am a genderfluid artists who is 23 I  make music about my life whether it be literally about it or I use a fictional story to express my reality with metaphors and messages 

New Music Video out 
https://youtu.be/UhkCGzSZ1TA?si=bx29Ta8rYyVz9DPA

My former names include @kurama_sd , @kurama-sad , @reapers-shadow, & @reapers-remnants

My alt account is @kurumi-violet aka Violet Kurumi Alt It will be used for music I don't think is good enough for my main account but I think some people will still enjoy 

This account Will have endless amounts of styles Alt rock, Shoegaze, Dark hyper pop, Emo rap, Lo-Fi, Acoustic, Ambient, DNB & Much more 

insecurities (Prod. 05alagen)

Kurumi Violet

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