Eclipse Deadly

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: 05alagen
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & AkiraDoves
Mastered by: AkiraDoves
Artwork edited by: Kurumi Violet

[Intro]
Just why did you have to leave
You're me & I'm you
So don't fucking
Leave me behind

[Verse]
Back in 2018 and 2019
They'd fight every night
Locking myself away
In my safety chamber
Drowning ears with
9tails, guardin, hk, nothing nowhere, and NF
Music was my life line

[Chorus]
Still have insecurities
I'll never give up hope just to die
That's your funeral
But I won't take the cyanide
I'll live past unlike you

[Bridge]
Somehow I found love within friends
I can call mine
Made a song for them
Called Make Me Shine

[Chorus]
I still have insecurities that I hide
Still I'll never give up hope just to die
In the end
That's your funeral
But I won't take the cyanide
Trying to find the truth
Within these Polaroids

insecurities (Prod. 05alagen)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: Nevering 
Mixed by: Phantom Eclipse & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro]
Stop
STOP
STOOOOOPPP!!!!!!

[Chorus]
Bloodshot eyes
Bleeding from their sockets
(Eyes) 
See your funeral 
& my soul is still darkening out
Grab the pistol & I got suppression ya
I lose my affection
& I cause shadow protection

[Verse]
6 months of hell 
Kills are never clean 
Cut tendrils caking me in blood
Mills filled with screeching witches ya
Decayed carcasses found in ditches 
Saving people from infected 
To prevent further infection

[Chorus]
Bloodshot eyes
Bleeding from their sockets 
See your funeral 
& my soul is darkening out
I lose my affection
Only to become shadow protection

Protection (Prod. Nevering)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: myss
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro: L's speech about monsters from Death Note]
There are many types of monsters 
In this world
Monsters that will not show themselves 
& cause trouble
Monsters who abduct children 
Monsters that devour dreams 
Monsters that suck blood
& monsters who always tell lies
Lying monsters are a real nuisance 
They are much more cunning than other monsters 
They pose as humans even though they have no understanding of a human heart 
They eat even though they never experienced hunger 
They study even though they have no interest in academics
They seek friendship even though they have no idea how to love
If I were to encounter such a monster, I would likely be eaten 

[Chorus]
The inner self wants to 
Claw their way out of this Suffocating skin 
The pressure and expectation to be a man 
Makes me feel like a disappointment 

[Verse]
All I have is this craft to vent to
Never feel comfortable confiding with anyone 
Breaking free of all the chains 
That tie me down to hell
Cause my issues are so ugly
Truly despise anyone who acts above me
I know old friends had enough of me 
That's why they all left

[Chorus]
The inner self wants to 
Claw their way out of this Suffocating skin 
The pressure and expectation to be a man 
Makes me feel like a disappointment

[Bridge]
But did I make the right turn 
Or did I take a shot at the shadow
& missed the critical despite my swift strike 
Oh oh yeah

[Outro]
Waste the days away
Waiting for a change 
That never comes my way
Sell a piece of me everytime I miss you
Is it okay to not be okay
Cause now you're gone
& your body is on the floor with blood pouring out
I just wish everything could just be the same
But it never will be cause you're now gone
FOREVER

Suffocating Skin (Prod. myss)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: exkimelly
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet

Lyrics:
[Intro]
I denounce the world 
& laugh in it's face
My chest will never again be defiled 
By worldly filth 
I will scrub away 
Every last trace of human emotion 
 
[Chorus]
Undead polute the streets 
Blood covers every sidewalk
Love becomes a side quest 
Survival is the only goal

[Verse]
Cursed books in the corner 
Desperation fills their hearts 
But they just want to end this catastrophe
But this is just the beginning of the end

[Chorus]
Undead polute the streets 
Blood covers every sidewalk
Love becomes a side quest 
Survival is the only goal

[Outro]
HAHAHAHAHA 
There's is no need to fear
The pain will be brief
Your era is coming to an end

Survival (Prod. exkimelly)

Written by: Kurumi Violet
Produced by: Injury
Mixed by: Kurumi Violet & JoshIGuess 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Scaramouche40 from Pinterest
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet
Sample from: https://youtu.be/Ke3Uiwb1-NE?si=5oMjWEYkYQfDe5xc

[Verse]
It's the end of my story
I'm so sorry that you had to leave me behind 
Even though you were suffocating in your own skin
Everybody knows that you tried 
But you don't wanna die
So I'm left to die instead 
I'm sorry you couldn't save me
The monsters ripping out our skin
Now I don't know if I'll win 
But I'll try because you gave me the choice to
The bodies disintegrate & the water evaporates
Cause everything just rots away into eternity 

[Bridge]
Everything that we once had is ripped away 
From our lives 
Because of the monsters that have taken over
But at least I tried my best

[Outro: Aigis ending speech from Persona 3 reload]
Once I decided to try & prevent the fall
Something inside me clicked 
When I thought about how I might never see you again
That's when I first understood...
What mattered to me the most
And so, I made up my mind
What I want... is to protect you 
From now, Until the end of time
I want to stay by your side

Story's End (Prod. Injury)

Written by: Kurumi Violet & lostangel 
Produced by: neverforever & lostangel
Mixed & Mastered by: lostangel 
Artwork by: scaramouche40 from Pinterest 
Artwork Edited by: Kurumi Violet 

Lyrics:
[Verse 1: Kurumi Violet]
Ice cold chills 
Running down my back
The attacks creates tramua 
That runs deep
My life is meaningless now that the end has came
I never even changed just remained the same
(SAME)

[Verse 2: lostangel]
Everyday I'm in a battle with myself 
You don't really wanna know how it feels
Everybody talking down on me yeah 
& it felt so fucking lonely 
I was ready to put the gun to my fucking brain 
I was ready to leave the world behind 
I relapsed to that knife baby 
i'm so sorry you had to see that 
Just hold me tight

[Outro: Kurumi Violet & lostangel]
They'll say I was to blame 
When the monster 
I became was a product of the world's current state
(It was a product of the world's current state)
Is that it?
Is this where I rest?
Is this where?
I die 
(I die)
and i'm so ready to die

Current State W/ lostangel (Prod. neverforever + lostangel)

produced by hero <3
mastered by neerdowell <3

I like this track a lot :)

Lyrics
- - - - -
I’ve gone through everything at least a thousand times (a thousand times)
Why don’t you tell me what you mean and save the time (and save the time)
I threw apologies, as if they weren’t mine (so wastefully)
And after everything you said, you weren’t mine (Just make-believe)

I remember the good times
I remember the bad
All the things we would talk of
How u hated your dad
All the plans for the future
How I’m happy I knew u
I was talking right through you
Now you don’t message back

Hand in hand
You led me back
To lands where in
You left me stranded
I’m the puppet
My heart manned it
I cant go against demands its

Not up to me
So baby spin that fantasy
I’ll lose all reality
As long as you keep feeding it

I love when you deceive me
Love it when you need me
Greed is the poison
That seeps from my needle
Feeble and weakened
Dead by the weekend
Toss and I turn to return to my grieving

Leave me for the graves
Fall into decay
Not another way
And that’s okay
I don’t need to be 
More than memory
Behind your faces
Replaced with
The next one on the chopping block
The places
Vacations
Maybe that’ll rid me from your brain
It’s escaping
Every fucking step you’ve ever taken
Piece of your creation
A mangled demonstration
Of coping in this matrix  
Hoping there's a day
Where we make it to oasis

I’ve gone through everything at least a thousand times (a thousand times)
Why don’t you tell me what you mean and save the time (and save the time)
I threw apologies, as if they weren’t mine (so wastefully)
And after everything you said, you weren’t mine (Just make-believe)


make believe (hero)

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (wraithontheporch)

deadwood

lyrics
_
Ice in my veins
Heat in my cup
Puking up liquor
For keeping a buzz
I’m sorry baby it’s never enough
You call it love
I call the bluff

Weapons and armaments
Kill what my carbon is
Temper my temperament
Waiting for karma it’s
All in my head oh no isn’t it dear?
Feet on the ledge like there’s nothing to fear

Anxious and
Stressed bout’ the burden of faceless-ness
Chasing perfection and hating it
I’ll never reach what I’m aiming at
I’ll never be what I’m needing it’s
All just a means to an end

I’ll keep on feeding the cycle again
All while these years eat away at my skin
I feel as if it had never been meant to be
You’ll be the death of me
Coming the end

<3

ice n fire (prod. farber)

lyrics

I feel like the dirt
I question my worth
I wear and I tear
My favorite shirt
I hope that I can
She thinks I’m the man
I’m letting her down and
I feel like the worst

No it ain’t safe to say yet
Hung up on yesterday its
Still in my head
I’m sorry 
Hate when I’m so mistaken
Trying to savor faces 
Hoping you don’t replace me
I can do better baby
I can do better maybe

Maybe heavens worth the tests
But fuck, this smith and wesson
Has a way for testing what is next
Swallow my breath
I put the world in my hands
I feel like a mess
But she swears I’m the man
I’m doing my best
At least as well as I can
I barely stand
The fucking shell that I am

The Man (prod. wraithontheporch)

I'm sorry.

lyrics
-=-=-
I know that you’re upset
Stuck within our ways collecting damage
Grasping at our hearts just tryna manage
Hating one another for what has been
What happened
I’ve been feeling manic
Tearing at my hair it’s like I brandish
My own fucking hands oh what a complex
I can’t even stand the fucking image
Of my visage
I just wanna visit
Take a thousand steps towards the picture
Dying with regret cause I’m not quite sure
I wanna die here
You don’t have to fight fair
I know it’s unfair

upset (pinomin)

lil vault drop in honor of my brother tiedforsilver getting married ❤️

lyrics

i’ll fight this
feeling but i can’t shake it off me
since when did doing this become a need?
fearing that my addictions may lead
to complacency 

i’ll fight this feeling but i can’t shake it off of me
since when did doing this become something that i need
i fear that my addictions may lead to complacency 
my self-destructive habits will become the death of me

if i don’t give them up
my life will end abrupt
so if you gave i fuck 
you would come interrupt 
and save me from corrupt 
thoughts that get me stuck
knee high deep under the fucking mud

i’ve been scared but i got nowhere to run
you think it’s fair when you’re the only one
who’s having fun
i’m fucking done
nothings new underneath the fucking sun

i wish i cared but i don’t and that’s just who i am
i’ll give you what you want to help or make you understand 
that moving forward in this life was never part of my plan

but please tell me that you’ll see me in the morning
you know where i’ll be wasting time bed rotting 
the songs i write are like a pointless fucking story
i know it’s bad but imma hit this till im coughing blood

never knew what is was like to be understood
till i met you now im gone and i wish i would, have
checked on you more often
please don’t be dead or in a fucking coffin yuh

i still remember 
your face that december
grey skies in the winter
cold nights make my hands tremor 

i’ve been getting sick of tryna find out where you went
asking anyone around but answers aren’t that confident 
yelling at myself like i was in a fucking argument 
maybe i look insane but that’s just fucking, that’s just part of it

i’ll never know where you went and maybe that’s okay
i just hope that you are in a better place
i wish you would’ve left hints that you’d come back some day
just know a part of me won’t let your memory fade
i would never let your memory fade

i hope ur in a better place w/ tiedforsilver & ryan kelly

lyrics

Holding myself to the imagery
I’ve been digesting
The things that are killing me
Gotta be willing to
Tear at the circuitry
Maybe I’ll rebuild it better with purpose
I take what I learn and I double it down on the burdens
My mental is shot like it’s splattered on curtains
I feel fucking worthless, I’m hunting me down for the sport
I am not sleeping at 4, fuck it I don’t wanna sleep anymore
I feel it down to my core
3 fucking strikes and no I am not talking a chord

Still according to you
I guess no sentiment’s proof
I take my metal and shoot
I’m aiming straight for the roots
Hell if I’m cutting it through
Then will you swallow it too
I’m feeling bitter and truthfully
I have nothing to lose

Okay
It’s never “okay”
I’m counting my days
I hold til I cave
I waste and decay for you

Thought that I had put enough on my plate but it’s
Only in confidence
I show the cracks in the armor it’s
Never enough for an audience
I have been working my ass off
Still tryna pass off
Like I’m an artist
And everyone’s telling me “it’s just a part of it”
I’m at the end of my wits and I’m nearly restarting it’s
So fucking much to be wanting when
I’m still at my square one
Times up. And my care’s done
I could fix this
With the right tongue
Write well, with the right touch
I don’t miss you
I don’t care none
Throw up with
My hair tucked
“I could fix you”
But you can’t, huh?
Both know
Where we messed up
I don’t hate you
But there’s no love
Feelings just got mixed up

When I get more
I don’t roll dutch
Swisher in my lip tucked
I smoke perfume
Yeah that good stuff
Heaven in my 10 puffs
I make new school
No I’m not stuck
Deadwood, we the next up

curtains (skellington)

lyrics:

Everything they told us contradicts itself

The factory had closed before
But never did they bar the doors
And I wonder inside of there
And I wonder what they’re hiding for

Im standing on the precipice
Of prison over protest songs
They’ll teach me how to use a gun
Before Ive learned my right from wrong
So tell me is it funny yet
Oh You’ve cried until ur voice was gone
And Do we understand the bully yet
Or were we with him all along
Still Im so fragile and I dont know why
These Orders and anthems they’ve forced fed the child
Ricin will get you if you wont abide
Bullets will fill you and your domicile
So tell me is it funny yet
When they take away ur dad and mom
And Does it call for revolution yet
Or do the boots sour atop ur tongue

The factory had closed before
But never did they bar the doors
And I wonder inside of there
And I wonder what they’re hiding for

this rifle fires love (ne'erdowell)

pretty sure if i tried to shoot myself it’d jam at this point

Lyrics:

torch what we had
that shit wouldn't last
fuck weed we pack kief for our passes
don't care who you send i'm not paying my taxes
lie me face down or just bury my ashes 
she's canon
i'm fodder
you try to convince me you're an introvert
pronounce what we were in the way of a proverb
hope i don't see you at one of my concerts
fuck water cuz i live on the monster
REPLACE ME AGAIN AND THEN USE ME LIKE CLOCKWORK
gave you a part on my song 
like you earned it
switch up the lyrics to prove that im learning
the cleft in my armor is much too inviting
the way that they gut me i guess that it might be
i think i'm in love with the way that she strikes me
the rupture of organs i'm beautifully dying

i'll blow all my money i got nothing to lose
i cannot vibe when our distance is huge
find somebody else
how the fuck could i ever
i spend all my nights vivid dreaming of you
say what you want i can say i've been used
this mind is my prison this heart is my tomb
if i am to die in a couple of weeks don't you buy me a funeral
save for your food

don't plan for tomorrows 
if i wake that's the plot
if i'm still alive i guess something went wrong
i'm capping at 30
and driving too quickly
if i am to die 
hope i shared all my sauce
wait in the car while i break in the spot
mold growing steady like cream on the crop
i do not know if i'll last thru december
if not fry my drives n release all the sessions

i think i have plot armor (prod. whyke)

hold me close w/ wraith (cxrter x threemvsk)

I am a genderfluid artists who is 23 I  make music about my life whether it be literally about it or I use a fictional story to express my reality with metaphors and messages 

New Music Video out 
https://youtu.be/UhkCGzSZ1TA?si=bx29Ta8rYyVz9DPA

My former names include @kurama_sd , @kurama-sad , @reapers-shadow, & @reapers-remnants

My alt account is @kurumi-violet aka Violet Kurumi Alt It will be used for music I don't think is good enough for my main account but I think some people will still enjoy 

This account Will have endless amounts of styles Alt rock, Shoegaze, Dark hyper pop, Emo rap, Lo-Fi, Acoustic, Ambient, DNB & Much more 

insecurities (Prod. 05alagen)

Kurumi Violet

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